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    “Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-

    He needs to go.

    “I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.

    It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.

    “No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.

    It wheezes.

    (how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)

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    15 Jul 2026

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    There was something deeply wrong about the way Ilya was falling, but there also wasn’t anything he could do about it. He was a helpless victim to the laws of physics. Gravity was a cruel mistress, and so were force, mass, and acceleration.

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    Ilya breaks his leg REAL BAD during a game.

    Disclaimer: All characters belong to Rachel Reid/Jacob Tierney/Crave/HBO Max. I do not give permission for this work to be plugged into AI.

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    14 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 9

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    Ilya thinks he can buy Shane’s whole life.

    Or Shane plans to be gone before the baby arrives.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Wei Ying narrows his gaze at the stranger. “And what would a spoilt young master like you even know about my Lan-shushu?”

    The older man’s smile deepens. “Oh, I know him very well. You may not believe it, but I was even his favorite, once.”

    Wei Ying snorts. “Impossible! Shushu’s only ever had one favorite, and that’s me!”

    “Perhaps,” the handsome man says, “but how old do you think I am?”

    Wei Ying squints again. Looking closer, he’s now noticing the faint hint of crow’s feet around the man’s eyes when he smiles.

    “I must be older than you by a good decade or two,” the man hums. “So, it is not too impossible that I could have grown up under your Lan-shushu’s care, too.”

    Or, how Lan Qiren’s precious baobei A-Ying comes to fall in love with his exiled nephew, Yiling Patriarch!Lan Wangji.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    The situation is absurd, really. Ilya’s in the nest of Shane Hollander–three-time Stanley Cup champion, generational hockey talent, first omega player in the NHL to be open about his secondary gender–and it’s his job to help him through his heat. To try and get him pregnant.

    Shane Hollander has spent his entire career following orders and living on other people’s timelines; he’s ready to start a family on his own. Enter Ilya Rozanov, a young alpha who is always happy to lend a helping hand.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Everything was almost perfect.

    The Centaurs were already having their best season in two decades, Shane had fit right in and was killing it on the ice, Ilya was married to the love of his life, and they finally didn't need to hide anymore.

    And yet…there was one thing standing in the way of perfection, and Ilya was trying very hard not to think about it too much in case it gave him a heart attack.

    Shane had been playing for the Centaurs, in Ottawa, with Ilya, for six weeks now and he still hadn't moved in.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    09 Jul 2026

  9. Rec 33

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    Hayden
    Did you tell JJ yet?

    JJ’s heart dropped a little bit and his hands began to sweat.

    He’s going to feel stupid if he finds out from someone else.

     

    JJ had a week to sort out how he was feeling because practice started next week and as an alternate captain, it was his responsibility to not let personal affairs melt onto the ice. Once that gear was on, he was Montreal Metro’s #16. But it was harder than he expected because he didn’t know what he wanted. The shift was subtle but it was there and getting worse with each passing day: there was no more contact between the two if it wasn't Shane initiating it, no more of JJ resting his chin on Shane's head, no more arms slung across shoulders, no more exaggerated shoulder bumps when passing each other in the hallways. JJ was being very careful, he no longer called Shane by “Capitaine” and was now being formal, calling Shane “Hollander” and “Captain” in a restrained voice, only when spoken to. Shane was quick to notice, because this wasn’t the regular pattern that he was used to when it came to JJ.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Shane squinted at him, “do you always go after the people your friends sleep with or is this a new thing for you?”

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    09 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 22

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    Hayden:
    PATRICE
    u r not gonna believe this

    Patrice:
    Dude, I left the bar early for a reason.
    What do you want?

    Hayden:
    i just saw jj send several texts. TEXTS. to the same chat

    Patrice:
    I can't believe you woke me up for this

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    Where Hayden is suspicious of the recent changes in J.J., which range from sending several text messages to saying no to a night of dancing and drinking. What he doesn't know is that his suspicions are headed in the wrong direction.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    "Moron," Dokja says, turning around to wind his arms around Joonghyuk's neck. "I haven't changed my mind, I've been trying to get you in the bedroom the entire time but you weren't taking the hint."

    Maybe he was stupid.

    or, i accidentally wrote a joongdok fic that's so dokjoong-coded

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    09 Jul 2026

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    “You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.

    There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.

    “Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”

    The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.

    Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.

    Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.

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    What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    “What? Hollander too scared to face me?” Ilya chirps, because if he goes another minute without at least mentioning the man that has been consuming his every thought for two weeks he might go insane. He needs someone else to acknowledge his existence, his absence, to fucking tell him what’s going on so he can finally get it off his mind. It’s just a stupid mystery. That’s why it bugs him.

    And then Hayden Pike looks up. Dark bruised circles under his eyes, face pale like a sheet, eyes red rimmed and puffy like he has been crying all day. The face of a man mourning.

    Ilya feels like the ice might crack under him. Something’s wrong with Shane.

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    Set pre-Tuna melt: something has happened to Shane Hollander, but of course no one is telling his life long rival what happened.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    It's 2016.

    Shane Hollander. 25. Fresh off his second, consecutive Stanley Cup win. Captain of the Montreal Voyageurs.

    An omega, too, though Hollander would never verbally express how much the media ticked him off whenever reporters bring up that fact despite the hard look in his eyes. The first known omega in the NHL. He was a trailblazer, but not by choice. 6 months prior to the second Stanley Cup win, his team rallied around him when some nosy nurse leaked his medical records to the internet.

    Ilya Rozanov, 19, a rookie with the Boston Bears, and an alpha, can't wait to play against his hero. They say never meet your heroes, but Shane Hollander has always been an exception.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    “Something wrong?” Shane asked, voice dripping with faux innocence.

    “No, is just Mrs Hollander did not tell me her son is a slut.” He said, voice steady and completely unphased.

    “I’m not a slut.” Shane pouted.

    “Yes you are, you are like all the other housewives desperate to fuck the pool boy.”

    “No I’m not.” Shane said, continuing to pout as he crossed his arms over his chest.

    “Hmm and how are you different?”

    “Well I’ve seen the people around here, none of them are as pretty as me.” Shane told Ilya who barked out a laugh and responded.

    “Da, that is true, you are very pretty, for a slut.” Ilya’s eyes swept up and down his body again.

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    07 Jul 2026

  17. Rec 95

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    And then, shakily but no less firmly, Shane honest-to-god sticks out his hand for Ilya to shake. In the middle of a dim, sticky, tacky bar. In front of a display of cowboy-themed knick-knacks, like they’re at an important meeting. 

    And judging by the look on his face, he’s completely serious, face set and eyes earnest. 

    “Ah, formal.”

    Shane jiggles his hand mid-air, waiting for Ilya to take it. He does, finding Shane’s palm to be warm and soft all over, save for a callous along the outside of his thumb that scratches pleasantly over Ilya’s hand. 

    “Ilya Rozanov,” He purrs, grinning wide when Shane flushes at the tone. “You are very young, Shane Hollander.”

    “Not that young.”

    “Younger than me.”

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    Buckle Bunny (noun): "A woman who is a follower or devotee of rodeos or cowboys"
    or: older ilya and college shane meet in a cowboy bar :)

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Boston Raiders, has a boyfriend. A definitely real, suspiciously (and boringly) handsome, conveniently offline, consistently unable to meet up in real life boyfriend.

    Who lives in Canada.

    Unfortunately for him, absolutely no one believes him.

    The more serious Ilya gets about his Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️, the more concerned his teammates become that someone either needs to call MTV and get him on the next episode of Catfish or that he's slowly losing his mind.

    Shane Hollander is, fortunately, very real, very sarcastic, and increasingly delighted that an entire NHL locker room seems to think that he's a government psyop to distract Ilya from his game.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Several MLH players have their phones hacked.

    Most people find embarrassing photos.

    Ilya Rozanov accidentally leaks five years' worth of sex reviews.

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    You know that TikTok trend where people rate how good the sex was in front of their partner?

    Yeah. It's that.

     
    📢📢📢
    UPDATED: (second chapter) July 12, 2026

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Cliff Marleau knows that Ilya Rozanov wants to fuck Shane Hollander. But so what? Roz isn’t special. Everyone wants to fuck Shane Hollander.

    Even Rose Landry.

    Or—a different take on Ilya finding out about Hollandry.

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    06 Jul 2026

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