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The walls were suffocating.
Too close. Too narrow. They leaned inward no matter how many times he blinked. Michael turned in a slow, frantic circle—left, then right, then the closet, then left and right again—his bare feet whispering against the carpet like he was afraid the room might hear him.
Was this what his brother meant…?
The thought crept in unbidden, curling cold around his spine. The ceiling light flickered, buzzing weakly, stretching the shadows until they crawled along the walls like reaching fingers. He hugged the Foxy plush tighter to his chest. It was poorly sewn together, one ear crooked, stuffing poking out where the seam on its neck had split—but it still smelled like his brother. Like fabric worn thin by small hands. Like safety that no longer existed.
This wasn’t his room.
It never had been. It didn’t want him here.
The drawings were still there, but they were wrong now. The characters’ eyes followed him when he moved, smiles too wide, too stiff. The bed sat against the wall, sheets tangled and damp with sweat. Michael slept here more than his own room these days. His room felt hollow. Empty in a way that made his chest hurt.
The closet door creaked.
Michael spun toward it, heart slamming into his ribs.
Nothing.
Just coats. Just darkness folded into itself.
The air didn’t want him. It sat in his throat when he inhaled, refused to go down, like the room was trying to keep it from him. Every inhale scraped his throat. His ears rang faintly, a dull high-pitched whine building behind his eyes.
Then the beeping started.
Sharp. Erratic. Wrong.
The light above the bed brightened harshly, too white, humming louder than before. The walls seemed to pull farther away, stretching, warping. Machines crowded the bedside now—wires taped to small fingers, a monitor perched on a nightstand that didn’t belong there. The bed dipped slightly in the middle.
His brother lay there.
Too still.
Michael’s feet wouldn’t move. His fingers locked tighter around the Foxy plush, nails digging into threadbare fabric. The machine beside the bed chirped with every heartbeat, every shallow rise of his brother’s chest. It felt wrong—wrong that this was happening here, wrong that the room smelled like antiseptic instead of childhood.
“I’m still here,” Michael whispered, voice shaking. “I—I didn’t mean to. I swear I didn’t mean to.”
His brother didn’t answer.
Michael leaned closer, words spilling out faster, desperate. He told him it was just a joke. That he hadn’t thought. That he’d fix it, somehow. That Dad said it would be okay if they were careful, if no one knew what had happened, they’d be able to bring him back.
“I promise,” he sobbed. “I will put you back together. I swear.”
The beeping slowed.
The sound stretched, uneven, like it was being dragged through thick mud. Michael’s breath hitched as he watched his brother’s chest struggle—rise, stutter, fall.
Then stop.
The machine screamed.
A flat, endless sound ripped through the room, vibrating the walls, drilling into Michael’s skull. His brother’s chest didn’t move again. His mouth hung slightly open, eyes half-lidded, unfocused.
Michael made a small, broken sound in his throat.
Hands reached—too many—slipping into the edges of his vision.
Shoving his shoulders. Forcing him back.
No—
Not hands—
The light snapped, flickering violently.
The walls peeled away, curling in on themselves like they were burning from the inside out—
Then—
Rain slammed into his face.
Michael stumbled, choking as mud swallowed his shoes. The sky cracked open with thunder, lightning flashing so bright it burned his vision white. He was outside now—somewhere uneven, somewhere forgotten. The ground sucked at his feet, rain turning soil into sludge.
A hand clamped down on his shoulder.
“It’s your fault, Michael.”
He looked up.
His father stood over him, soaked through, face swallowed by shadow. Lightning flashed again, and Michael saw it—the sharp, twisted intensity in his eyes. Not anger. Not grief.
Something worse.
“And because it was your mistake,” his father said calmly, voice cutting through the storm, “you get to fix it.”
Something cold was forced into Michael’s hands.
A shovel.
It was far too big. The handle splintered against his palms as his fingers wrapped around it. His arms shook violently as he lifted it, rain mixing with tears until he couldn’t tell which burned more.
“Dig.”
The first strike hit the earth with a wet, hollow thud.
Again.
Again.
The hole grew deeper, darker, rain filling it faster than he could dig. His shoulders screamed. His sobs came out silent, swallowed by thunder.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered, barely breathing. “I’m sorry,
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The name vanished on his tongue, tearing itself apart like his mind refused to let him keep it.
Thunder roared.
Michael woke the way he always did.
Not with a scream. Not with a gasp.
Just a sharp, jolting awareness—like being dropped back into his body after hovering somewhere else too long.
His eyes opened to the ceiling. Same crack above the light fixture. Same faint water stain shaped vaguely like a bear’s head if he tilted his head just right. The hum of the building’s old wiring filled the silence, steady and dull, as if nothing terrible had just happened inside his skull.
For a few seconds, he didn’t move.
He counted his breaths.
In.
Out.
The dream clung to him anyway. Mud still felt packed beneath his fingernails. Rain still rang in his ears. His brother’s room—that room—pressed in around him even now, phantom walls tightening his chest until breathing felt optional.
Waking up with his heart racing, an old worn out t-shirt clinging to his back with sweat and the impending memories lingering in his mind.
Nightmare. Wake. Lie still. Pretend it hadn’t followed him.
Michael dragged a hand down his face and finally pushed himself upright. Sweat soaked the collar of his shirt, clinging unpleasantly to his skin. His heart beat too fast for someone who’d supposedly just woken up.
His apartment greeted him in muted shades of white and beige, bare walls broken only by old posters from Freddy Fazbear’s Pizza—corners curling, colors faded, mascots smiling with the same hollow cheer they always had. A few crayon drawings were taped haphazardly between them. Children’s art. Stick figures holding hands. A bear with a crown. He didn’t remember where he’d gotten most of them. They just… appeared, over the years.
The mirror across from his bed caught his eye.
Michael froze.
He hadn’t meant to look at it. He never did.
The mirror sat at the wrong angle—just enough to catch him even when he wasn’t facing it.
He felt it before he saw it.
A prickle. Cold. Crawling up the back of his neck—
Slowly, unwillingly, his gaze lifted.
For a moment, everything was normal.
Too normal.
His reflection stared back at him—tall, gaunt, dark circles bruising the skin beneath his eyes. His mouth was set in a hard, familiar line. Tired. Controlled. Human.
Then the image… slipped.
It wasn’t dramatic. No sudden movement. No jump. Just a subtle wrongness, like a film skipping a frame.
His eyes looked too dark.
Not shadowed—empty. Light didn’t sit in them the way it should. It vanished, swallowed whole, leaving something hollow behind the glass that still wore his face.
Michael’s breath caught.
His hands came into view next.
Red.
Thick, wet streaks smeared across his palms, caught in the creases of his fingers, pooled beneath his nails. It gleamed under the weak room light, too vivid to be imagined, too real to dismiss. It didn’t drip. It clung.
For one awful second, he couldn’t feel his fingers at all.
Then sensation rushed back in a sickening wave—heat, slickness, weight. He flexed his hands instinctively, and the reflection followed.
The blood moved with him.
“No,” he whispered, the word barely making it past his teeth.
His pulse thundered in his ears, each beat sharp enough to hurt. The room seemed to tilt, the mirror warping slightly as if the glass itself were breathing. His reflection didn’t blink. It just watched him, head tilted a fraction too far, like it was studying him.
Like it was pleased.
Michael staggered back, breath shuddering, heart slamming painfully against his ribs. His hands shook violently as he tore his gaze away and looked down at them.
Clean.
Bare.
Just skin, pale and trembling.
He looked back at the mirror.
Normal again.
Too normal.
“—shit,” he muttered hoarsely.
The word felt inadequate. Pathetic. He crossed the room in three long strides and yanked the sheet from the foot of the bed, his movements sharp, almost frantic. He threw it over the mirror, the fabric snagging for half a second before sliding down and smothering the glass completely.
The reflection disappeared.
Michael stood there, chest heaving, staring at the covered shape. The sheet shifted slightly with the air from his breathing, the vague outline of his own body still visible beneath it—head, shoulders, torso—faceless and waiting.
Don’t look.
He turned away abruptly.
“Get it together,” he hissed under his breath.
He dragged a hand through his hair and forced his breathing to slow, even as his heart refused to cooperate, dressing mechanically, movements stiff with practiced monotony. Button. Sleeve. Collar. His fingers fumbled once, twice, before he forced them steady. When he reached the sink to wash his hands, he scrubbed too hard, skin reddening beneath the water.
No blood.
There never was.
You’re an Afton, he reminded himself sharply.
Aftons don’t flinch at blood.
Fear was pointless. Guilt was— He swallowed hard. Didn’t finish it.
Those were things his father had taught him long before the nightmares began. Michael had repeated them often enough that they felt etched into his bones.
You are weak.
The thought surfaced unbidden, familiar and cruel. He swallowed it down, jaw tightening.
Weakness was what had gotten his brother killed. Weakness was what had let everything fall apart.
He shut off the sink and leaned forward, gripping the porcelain edge. Hands steady. They’re supposed to be steady. For a moment, his reflection shimmered faintly in the chrome faucet—distorted, stretched. He looked older than he should. Tired in a way sleep never could fixed.
Family is forever.
That was the truth. The only truth that mattered.
Father understood that. Even now—especially now—Michael knew his father’s work had meaning. Purpose. Death wasn’t an end. It was a beginning. A step. A door.
I will put you back together.
The vow echoed through him, as strong now as it had been the night he whispered it through tears. Father had promised it could be done. That they were close. That sacrifices were necessary.
Father might be gone, but the work wasn’t finished.
The car hummed beneath him, a low, constant vibration that crept up through the steering wheel and into his arms. The road out of town was empty, slick with old rain and oil stains that caught the glow of the headlights like veins. Trees crowded the shoulders, dark and skeletal, their branches arching overhead as if they were closing ranks.
Michael drove with both hands locked around the wheel.
He didn’t turn on the radio.
Silence made it easier to think. Harder, too—but he deserved that.
The hill loomed in the distance long before the house came into view, a dark rise against the clouded sky. He knew the road by heart. Every curve. Every dip. Muscle memory carried him forward even as his thoughts spiraled backward.
Mike.
The name surfaced like a bad taste.
His jaw tightened.
His father had loved Mike. Obsessed over him in that quiet, invasive way—always watching, always hovering, always testing. Michael had never understood it. Mike wasn’t special. He wasn’t brilliant or obedient or useful. He was just… there. Small. Annoying. Easy to push around.
And yet—
Michael’s grip tightened until the leather creaked.
Dad had looked at Mike the way he looked at unfinished work. Like a puzzle that needed breaking open just to see what was inside.
Michael had tried to earn that attention. God, he’d tried. He did everything right. He followed orders. He helped. He kept secrets. He cleaned up messes no one else even knew existed.
Still, it was Mike who got the looks. The late-night conversations behind closed doors. The focus.
As if Michael were an afterthought in his own family.
A bitter laugh scraped out of his throat, quickly swallowed.
And Vanessa—
That one hurt more than he wanted to admit.
She’d looked at Mike like he mattered. Like he was worth choosing. Over blood. Over him.
Michael pictured Mike as he’d last seen him—short, scruffy, permanently exhausted. Stubble he never quite shaved right. Clothes that never fit properly. A man who looked like he’d been worn down by life and never bothered to fight back.
Pathetic.
How could she choose that?
The thought came sharp and cruel, instinctive as a reflex. He leaned into it, let it burn for a moment—then something twisted uncomfortably in his chest.
Because that wasn’t the whole truth.
There was something about Mike that pulled people in. Something quiet. Steady. A kind of stubborn warmth Michael didn’t have, no matter how hard he’d tried to manufacture it. Mike endured. He cared. Even when it hurt him.
Especially when it hurt him.
The realization made Michael’s stomach churn.
Disgusting.
He shoved the thought away, jaw clenching so hard it ached. Whatever appeal Mike had—whatever illusion Vanessa had fallen for—it didn’t matter. None of it did. Not anymore.
They had made their choice.
Family wasn’t about affection. It wasn’t about fairness. It was about obligation. About continuity. About finishing what had been started.
Michael exhaled slowly through his nose.
They don’t matter anymore.
The words settled like a verdict.
The road steepened as the car began its climb. Trees thinned, giving way to the familiar silhouette at the top of the hill—tall, angular, wrong against the night sky. The old Afton house stood exactly where it always had, lights dark, windows like unblinking eyes.
Waiting.
Michael eased off the gas and let the car roll to a stop at the edge of the drive. The engine ticked softly as it cooled, the sound loud in the emptiness.
He stared at the house for a long moment. This is where it began. He pulled out an old journal, brown and worn, the pages frayed and soft with age, carved into the leather cover was W.Afton faded with touch. His father’s logs.
Something still breathed under the house.