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  1. Rec 79

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    Today’s been an exhausting day, and Jean knows he’s at his limit. Sometimes, the yawning endlessness of things to do and people to talk to and choices to make paralyzes him. Sometimes, he yearns for someone to take charge and decide in his stead. Sometimes, his biggest failsafe is to ask for help before backslides into the toxic behaviors of existing as someone else’s property.

    Thankfully, he knows better, now.

    He texts Jeremy, Can you get me out of my own head tonight? because that’s something he does now, reaching out to his well-established support system instead of shouldering the entirety of his trauma on his own.  Positive reinforcement is a hell of a thing, because he is rewarded immediately by the lifeline that arrives immediately in his inbox: Of course.  

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    11 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    “How’s your pain?” Jeremy asked. Jean brought his hand up, tilting it back and forth in a so-so motion. Jeremy frowned. “Usually this bad?”

    “Usually does not happen at all,” Jean shrugged. “I am managing.”

    Jeremy paused, as if thinking. He turned to make sure the women were still busy, and Jean mused that they were practically making out at this point, but his thoughts came to a grinding halt when Jeremy leaned beside his ear. His breath was hot on Jean’s cheek as he spoke in quiet French.

    Jean’s head spun; this time, not from the pain. I could help you, if you wanted.

    “Oh, and how is that, Jeremy?”

    “I can show you tonight,” he offered casually. “After Cat and Laila go to bed?”

    Jean forced himself to retain eye contact and ignore the growing feeling in his abdomen. He hummed. “We’ll see.”

    Or, for the first time since leaving the Nest, Jean gets his period; Jeremy offers to help.

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    04 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 89

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    Finally, Jean shifts. “The psychiatrist,” he starts, then stops, and Jeremy’s eyes go wide. “He told me that I…I need to stop associating the water with negative things. We are working on that during my sessions.”

    “Okay,” says Jeremy softly. “Is there anything, ah, good? Positive? That would help you in there?”

    Jean looks pained. “Yes, but I cannot ask that of you.”

    Jeremy stares at him. Then he realizes what Jean means.

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    17 Apr 2026

  4. Rec 24

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    Jean wonders, briefly, what he is supposed to do now. He thinks about Jeremy going into that empty room with someone else. He thinks about them pinning Jeremy to Derrick’s useless bed. He thinks about the brown of Jeremy’s eyes being the only visible color through the mass of dark air, how close they would be.

    He was right. This is a stupid game.

    Then the bottle stops, and Jean recenters.

    It’s pointing right back at him.

    At the Trojans’ end of semester party, Jean and Jeremy get paired for a game of seven minutes in heaven.

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    17 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    “Come here,” he urges.

    “Come here,” he says, smiling slowly as Jean’s lashes flutter at the suggestion.

    “Come here, on me,” he hears himself blurt out, half delirious.

    or: when Jeremy calls, Jean comes ... :)

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    27 Mar 2026