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  1. Public Bookmark 67

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    “We just got to go in there,” Shane said, pointing at the door, “and decide how we want to lay out the room.”

    “Yes,” Ilya did a sharp decisive nod, before wincing and rubbing his head.

    They both stood there for a breath, and then Ilya ruined it.

    “For our Stanley cup.”

    Shane has indulged, maybe a bit too much, in his love of how good they are at hockey. Ilya does the opposite of complaining.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Shane doesn’t know how to grocery shop for two. He doesn’t know how to do any of this, really. He’s keenly aware that this was the longest stretch of time he’d be spending alone with Ilya, with any one person ever, outside of his parents.

    In a way, it feels like playing house, unpacking the groceries and setting out a set of towels and washcloths for him. It is playing house. This is what it might feel like, to be able to have him all the time. The thought feels impossible to contemplate, terrifying to dwell on for longer than a minute or two at a time.

    on finally getting to know your situationship of 10 years

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Dialect (ˈdī-ə-ˌlekt). Noun: A variety of a language used by the members of a group.
     
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    Shane's been fucking Ilya Rozanov for a decade and yet somehow the more time they spend together the more he realizes how little he actually knows about Ilya, like, as a person. As a partner. 

    Again, he wishes he spoke Russian. That they had any shared native language besides sex and hockey.

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    14 May 2026

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    The text arrives a second later. Being stuck in the airport is almost as boring as you

    Another text from Lily: Send me a picture. I’m sooooo bored.

    Shane lifts his phone and snaps a photo of the screen above the airline kiosk instead. JFK -> PHX - CANCELED. He hits send.

    The phone rings immediately. “You are at JFK,” Rozanov says. Not a question.

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    05 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    "Hey," Ilya says, just for the way Shane's face turns to his.

    "Yeah?"

    "I love you," he says, because he can.

    It's a revelation the way Shane always, always says it back.

    or: lazy days with the love of your life.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Love doesn’t need conflict, but Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov’s actually might.
    Year two between Heated Rivalry and The Long Game, they’re finding the edges.

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    01 August in Montréal: language barriers & photo shoots.
    02 Ilya gets a boo-boo. The Hollanders help.
    03 Dinner with the Pikes makes a mess.
    04 A tale of two bars with something in the air.
    05 Shane gets stepped on. Ilya gets chippy.
    06 Something sweet to remember Irina goes sour.
    07 Happy Canadian Christmas! Let's dance around the issues.
    08 Two roads diverge at the All-Stars.
    09 Rose v. Rozanov in a broken elevator.
    10 Valentine's Day, where the rivalry lives: the origin of The Rozanov.
    11 Shane blossom-peeps. Ilya bird-watches. Brandon ice-fishes.
    12 Captain Rozanov goes down with the ship.
    13 Shane Hollander has a VIP birthday.
    14 The season comes to an end in the closet.
    15 Knees meet a filthy bathroom floor in Vegas.
    16 *Bonus* Shane plays puck bunny, in his own way.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    The main problem, Shane thinks, is that it’s not very practical. 

    There are, of course, many other things about it that probably aren’t good or right or socially acceptable. The difference is that he doesn’t care as much about those.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    "His curls have dried, wild and natural, a garden made for Shane’s fingers as he pushes in to the root. "

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    Ilya really likes Shane’s backwards hat.
    This is NSFW Fanart.

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    28 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 82

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Outside, bugs swarm around the porch light. A half-moon hangs over the dark swath of lake, spider-spun white daubed across the oil-spill surface. That perfect day on the water was less than a week ago. The scabs on Ilya’s ankle haven’t even healed. He knew the rest of their lives would be an uphill battle; he just hoped they could lie in the grass for a little longer.

    There’s a hitch in Shane’s breath, a catch that brings Ilya’s attention back to him. He’s seen the ice tilt, analyzed the offense, and realization freezes across his face.

    The whistle blows. Ilya’s been caught.

    “You don’t want to figure this out,” Shane says finally. “You want him to billet with you.”

    Last season, Ilya broke his jaw. Next season, he'll break from Boston for Ottawa and a shot at making an impossible relationship work. This season, he breaks every promise he’s ever made.

    (aka the sequel to Alligator Bites Never Heal)

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    06 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 44

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    “Next week we having giveaway,” Ilya says around a bite of chicken. “Bobbleheads,” he waggles his eyebrows.

    Shane snorts. “Not sure they will be able to get a head actually bigger than yours for that.” When Ilya gives a contemplative look towards his own crotch, Shane kicks him under the table. “You know what I mean.”

    “I have Harris save you one.”

    “I think I have enough random–”

    “Take little Ilya with you everywhere.”

    A little Ilya already goes everywhere with Shane. A “freshly” worn t-shirt from every visit that still smells enough like Ilya to get him through the days and weeks, a bruise on his hip, a whispered Russian phrase that won’t leave his brain.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    dog they made bobbleheads cutesy bro

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    Summer at the cottage is the first time Shane and Ilya have been able to spend any significant time together. Naturally, it comes with some revelations.

    Or, Five Things Russians Do Not Do, A Detailed Observational Study By Shane Hollander.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    he’s going to do something catastrophic like tackle Shane into the lake and drown them both so they can haunt this place together forever

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    He crowds Shane into the hood of the car, hands up under his shirt and jacket again. October is getting cold; nights are getting colder. The places where Ilya is touching him are the only parts of Shane’s body that are warm right now. Maybe that’s why he wraps his arms around Ilya’s neck and clings to him, though he doesn’t necessarily surprise himself with it. They don’t even kiss for a moment. Ilya busies himself breathing into the crook of Shane’s neck, trying to regain control. Shane opens his eyes and gazes over Ilya’s shoulder at the dark field and realizes that an utterly foreign feeling has risen up in him. It’s Ilya’s broad shoulders and beautiful hair between Shane and the world and he feels—small. Protected.
    “Oh my God,” Shane whispers, completely ashamed of the feeling and hungry for it. It curls warm in his stomach. His toes arch inside his shoes. Something about being so close to this man, something about Ilya putting himself between Shane and—the world. Whatever lurks in the deep night. It’s a feeling like a ghost, something that Shane isn’t allowed to look directly at except for moments like these. Quiet and dark.

    Shane, Ilya, Vermont. Meeting in the middle.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    And here is the kitchen, first place aside from the cottage where they'd cooked together. And here is the front closet, where Shane had hidden Ilya's birthday present three years ago only to have it fall on Ilya's head some time in April. And here is the bedroom, where on a night many Octobers ago Shane had looked at Ilya from across the room with a smirk and said No you come here and then he'd let Ilya—
    It's been an emotional day.

    A moment in time at the end of an era. Ilya helps Shane pack up the Montreal apartment.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya, and the distance they keep surviving.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.

    Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.

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    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

    A slice of life.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    There was a twitter post. A video. The caption said #pissgate. The video started playing automatically, and Ilya saw the nondescript white tile of the Metros locker room, and then the camera peered around a corner, and there he was. There Shane was. It played just long enough for Ilya to hear himself—say it—and Shane—piss on me. please—before his phone fell from his nerveless fingers and shattered on the concrete.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    piss 🥹☺️🫀

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    "Sveta," he says, before she can greet him. "I think I'm about to do something very stupid."

    "You're always doing something stupid," she laughs, her voice tinny over the speakerphone. "What is it this time?"

    "I am in a staring contest with a bottle of pills," Ilya says. "And I think the pills might win."

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    Or: An alternate take on Ilya's mental health after moving to Ottawa, featuring the reality of long distance relationships, Ilya learning to captain a new team, and a series of game tapes made by Ilya's dead father.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    When Shane meets Ilya's gaze, there's a challenge in his eyes. “Simple points system,” he decides. “Score kept by Bood."

    “Great,” Bood sighs, “Now I’m a fucking marriage counselor,” but he’s already uncapping an Expo marker and starting a tally on the top left corner of the whiteboard. HOLLZY VS. ROZ it says, and under it, 0-1.

    Like they're teenagers again, Shane crosses the locker room and extends a hand for Ilya to shake. "May the best husband win."

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    Or: Ilya and Shane compete to see who's the better husband.

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    03 Mar 2026

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