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    To escape the question of what comes next, they leave New York with half-packed boxes, unanswered questions, and a map marked like a dare.

    Neither of them admits it’s also a mistake waiting to happen.

    With their lives in boxes and their futures undecided, Suguru and Satoru set off on a cross-country road trip they absolutely should not take while avoiding a conversation they absolutely need to have. What follows is national parks, shared beds, emotionally loaded jokes, inconvenient attraction, and a growing inability to pretend this is just two friends killing time before the next phase of their lives.

    They kiss. They don’t talk about it.
    They touch. They definitely don’t talk about it.
    They keep choosing each other anyway.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Satoru sags against Suguru and - to his very great embarrassment - sobs, even as he feels so, so satisfied.

    Because what the fuck?

    What the fuck, that’s what it’s supposed to feel like? That’s what he’s been missing all these years? No wonder people got upset when he left mid-way through a blow job. No fucking shit they’d been irritated that he’d blown them off.

    But no. That’s not it.

    Suguru hadn’t made him feel good because he was really good at sex; he’d made Satoru feel so good because he was Suguru, because he is all Satoru wants, all that he needs - and the weight of that finally settling in and hitting home is heavy.

    Satoru Gojo’s always had trouble connecting with other people; he’s never really felt that spark with anyone before, even as he’s desperately sought it out.

    But then Shoko suggests he looks at the connections he already has, and it all clicks.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    “I think we got off on the wrong foot,” he says, folding his arms on the table. “Maybe we should get to know each other first so we can work on our differences.”

    Geto doesn’t spare him a glance, his eyes fixed on his laptop screen. “Oh, yeah?”

    “Yeah.” He’s read this on the internet before—an article on building trust in the workplace through honesty and transparency. He decides to put his own twist on it, pulling an account from his childhood. “When I was younger, my over-glorified nanny used to put me in the corner to think about what I’ve done. She used the word ‘reflecting.’”

    “Like a time out?” Geto interjects. “Sounds just like you.”

    “I’m not finished.”

     

    Partnered up in an ethics class, Geto and Gojo navigate through young adulthood, physical relationships, and maybe even love.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Suguru clears his throat, puts down his notes, and explains, “Satoru doesn’t date.”

    And that stings a little. It hurts. Because it means that Suguru’s noticed he’s never really gone out with anyone before, that he’s very much aware of Satoru’s lack of experience here. He’s noticed and done nothing about it, which -

    “Well, gotta start some time, yeah?” Satoru jokes, covering up his discomfort with a laugh he hopes doesn’t sound too fake. “Better late than never.”

    Shoko laughs, waving a hand at him as she goes back to her textbook - which is more or less what Satoru expects, very much used to her casual indifference to his antics at this point in their continued association.

    What he doesn’t expect is the way that Suguru freezes; he is entirely unprepared for the way that Suguru goes very, very still, those warm brown eyes that Satoru loves so much going dark with what he thinks is dismay.

    “Are you… are you serious?” he asks, his voice small. “You have a date?”

    Satoru blinks. “Um, yeah.”

    “With who?”

    Satoru makes an assumption about Suguru and Shoko's relationship. Things get very messy, very fast.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “I feel like I’ve told you this before,” Satoru sighs eventually, still refusing to meet Suguru’s eyes. “I don’t— trust other people to touch me.”

    Suguru lifts an eyebrow. “You don’t trust me?”

    (or: Suguru just wants to touch Satoru without the barrier. Despite not allowing himself to be touched in years, Satoru lets him.)

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    29 Jun 2026