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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

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    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

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    14 Jul 2026

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    “Speak,” Ilya commands, fingers ghosting over Shane’s pussy. Shane jolts like he’s been shocked, babbling. 

    “S—Sorry, sir,” Shane gasps, chasing Ilya’s touch. “I’m sorry, please, I—I need to come, I feel so empty, I can’t—”

    Ilya chuckles, letting Shane slur through his apologies. His fingers tease at Shane’s hole, barely there, and Shane’s driven to the brink of insanity, so so close to falling off. 

    “You need to come, hm?” Ilya muses. 

    Shane realises his mistake too late, sobbing. “I’m—I’m sorry,” he moans. “Pl—Please may I come, sir? Please?” 

    “I don’t know,” Ilya says, unbothered. “Maybe I’m not convinced yet.” 

    “Please,” Shane begs, feral now. He needs to come. He needs to be filled. “Please, sir. Fill me up. Please.”

    or, there's nothing quite sweeter than punishment.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya murmured gently. “Bath is ready.”

    Shane cracked his eyes open, staring dumbly at the burly Russian hovering over him where he was still laying in bed.

    “…bath?” He croaked, voice raspy with disuse.

    “Mm. I ran you a bath. It will make you feel better before you go to sleep tonight. Will help with your sore muscles.”

    Shane asks Ilya to fuck him gently during one of their regular hookups, badly bruised from their game. Ilya runs him a bath afterwards, and they fall secretly and desperately in love that way, through whispered confessions and late night conversations while Shane soaks, and Ilya quietly observes him.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    When in the 20/21 season Shane is forced to come out, Ilya is not far behind him.
    Twitter sees this as a chance to get the two rivals together, with help from their teammates.

    Except they’re already in a relationship, unbeknownst to everyone.

     

    (Hayden already knows like in the original timeline)

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    12 Jul 2026