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Ness loves Kaiser and Kaiser loves Ness.
At least that's what it was supposed to be like.
But Kaiser's love is twisted and Ness would have to deal with it.Bookmarked by star_lightbb
16 Jul 2026
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Everybody askin' questions I don't even know || Kainess by fragariiiaa
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Anime), Blue Lock (Manga)
14 Jul 2026
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Ness would do anything for Kaiser.
Anything.
When Kaiser speaks, Ness listens. When Kaiser wants something, Ness provides it. When Kaiser leaves, Ness waits—days, weeks, months, it doesn't matter. He'll wait forever if he has to. Because Kaiser's attention is a drug, and Ness is addicted to the high of being seen, being wanted, being his.
But somewhere between Kaiser's gentle touches and cold dismissals, between whispered praises and locked doors, Ness is losing himself. He can't remember what his favorite song sounds like. He can't remember the last time he made a choice for himself. He can't remember who he was before Kaiser decided who he should be..
Is this devotion? Or is this destruction?
Because Kaiser always comes back. Kaiser always forgives him. Kaiser always promises that if Ness is just good enough, quiet enough, perfect enough—he'll never be left alone again.
And Ness believes him.
He always does.
⚠️A dark psychological exploration of toxic love, manipulation, and the slow erasure of self.⚠️
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- Part 2 of Blue Lock
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16 Jul 2026
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please under the light of day by periwinkle (lavender_dew)
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
07 Aug 2025
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Alexis is fourteen when he meets Michael Kaiser, and in retrospect, he’d probably been doomed from the start.
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- Part 3 of take me out, baby
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16 Jul 2026
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further than they thought I'd go by periwinkle (lavender_dew)
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
07 May 2025
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It feels good to hurt Alexis. That doesn’t mean Michael wants him, or needs him. It doesn’t mean Michael needs anybody. It doesn’t mean anything at all.
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- Part 1 of take me out, baby
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15 Jul 2026
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"You better take that back," Kaiser whispers. "Or I'll make sure you regret it."
"I won't." Ness folds his hands in front of him. "You told me to find a new king, Kaiser, so I'm only taking your advice into account."
Another blink and he's throwing himself at Ness, wants nothing more than to punch the expression off his face. He wants to make Ness hurt the same way he's hurting, glass shards splintering inside of his chest, making him bleed out. Ness stares at him, cold smile still fixed on his face, eerie and unsettling.
"I think it's high time you find a new minion, Kaiser, because I'm done filling out that role in your life."
OR/// Kaiser and Ness have returned to Germany in preparation for the World Cup, but Ness no longer wants anything to do with Kaiser. Kaiser is unable to accept that, though, and he'll do anything to make Ness stay by his side.
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14 Jul 2026