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    The first Zhenya heard about it was an email from Sidney in the middle of August.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    The one where Sid comes out in an email to his team.

    One of the ancient texts of Sidgeno.

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    Crosby, lingering nearby, gave Zhenya a tentative smile. They were all smiling, everyone in the room, looking at Zhenya and Crosby and dreaming big dreams, the same dreams that had pried Zhenya out of Magnitogorsk and launched him halfway around the world. Zhenya knew what was expected of him, him and Crosby together, and why not? Why couldn’t they?

    “Yes,” he said in English, watching Crosby’s face, and saw the moment when Crosby’s smile turned real.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    The one where Geno joins the Penguins because of Crosby, explores his queerness, and eventually starts hooking up with Sid. Re-read.

    That was so so so good. I cannot believe how good that was. One of the best queer coming of age stories I’ve read on this website.

    I loved Zhenya’s journey of self-discovery, how he lived with so much uncertainty but was so brave and in the end everything clicks into place. Ends on a bittersweet note.

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    “I hope you’re going to tell me that you’re in a loving, committed, long-term relationship,” Jen said.

    “Well. No,” Sidney said. “We’re—it’s a casual thing.”

    “Not anymore,” Jen said. “Congratulations, you’re in love.”

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    10 Mar 2026

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    The one where Sid and Geno are forced into PR relationship.

    One of my fave sidgeno fics.

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    When Harry finds an injured Snape on his doorstep and must hide him from the Dursleys, he has no idea that this very, very bad day will be the start of something good.

    Harry and Snape are thrown together by annoying relatives, a series of strange dreams, and Voldemort's latest hunt for Harry, but their greatest challenge may well be surviving each other. This will be a long summer unless the two can find a way to work together. A slow-burn enemy-to-mentor story.

    Alternate 6th summer (and part of the school year): post-OotP; ignores HBP and DH. No slash, no romance. NOW COMPLETE!

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    12 Jul 2023

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    One of my faves.

    Re-read in 2025.

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    What wouldn't I do
    To place my hand against your chest; to feel your heart beating strong
    Your breath is my soul,
    Your pulse is my song.

     

    A story of obsession.

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    28 May 2025

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    Tomarry. Locket Horcrux + Voldemort.

    This is an impeccably crafted story. ObsidianPen is 100% one of the best writers in the fandom, and no one can fight me on this. The writing is so vivid it plays out like a movie. The characters are written so well, and so true to their canon characterizations. Draco was especially wonderful in this. There's no Draco/Harry but the friendship they develop is so realistic and wonderful.

    The ending hit me really hard. ObsidianPen doesn't write traditional happy endings, especially if you don't count their alternative endings. They write stories that are emotionally hard hitting and sit with you for a long time.

     

    Some of my favourite bits: the whole opening sequence of Snape in the arctic and then at Grimmauld Place; the kids singing Queen at Grimmauld Place to a very disgruntled potions master; the Clarice-Hannibal-esque dream sequences between Harry and Voldemort; the battle at Hogwarts and Harry's very dramatic 'I am the chosen one' moment; literally every conversation between Dumbledore and Voldemort, and that insane moment at Grimmauld place between Snape, Draco, Harry and Voldemort ft. Lily's ghost/love? holy shit that was crazy. .