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  1. Rec 66

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    San stands at his kitchen island and drinks a sip of water. His reflection in the window is a dark outline against the city. He had broad shoulders and thick arms, thanks to his countless hours at the gym.

    He looks like he should want to throw someone against a wall. He looks like someone who would want to be in control.

    What he wants, though, is exactly the opposite of that.

    What he wants is someone with soft hands and a mean mouth. What he wants is to be told what to do. He wants to kneel, to be humiliated, to be called names that make his chest ache with the wrongness and rightness of them. What he wants is a pretty man who will look at San like he’s nothing, like he’s worth less than the dirt under his fingernails.

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    San is a busy CEO who desperately wants to be dominated, he finds a camboy named CrimsonFoxx and becomes addicted to watching his streams. The pretty dom fulfills those desires for San and everything is perfect until a new employee starts at his company and San has to figure out how to act normal around CrimsonFoxx everyday at work. Comedy ensues.

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    18 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 6

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    "I expected you to be mature about this by now."

    Hongjoong's default in these situations was to push back. "Mature about what?"

    "Mature about the fact that you care about these two."

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    The Coven were sick of decades of fighting between Hongjoong and his fledglings, Wooyoung and San. Seonghwa finally stepped in to mediate. The bond between maker and fledgling is a complicated thing, more powerful and deeper than any mortal can comprehend.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Every seafarer knows that mermaids are a commodity in black markets. Their flesh holds power beyond what humans can comprehend. If consumed, a mermaid will give its attributes to whoever has eaten them. Their tears are said to heal and eating enough blood and meat is said to grant immortality, but Hongjoong wouldn’t know about that. He’s far more interested in consuming the tongue and language center of the brain so as to communicate with the beasts at the bottom of the sea.

    With the power of mermaid speech, Hongjoong plans to leech their secrets from them to better fish them up. But it’s only a great sense of unease Hongjoong gains when he catches a mermaid with stars in his eyes and discovers the creatures are far more human than what he has been told.

    In which Seonghwa is an otherworldly beauty from the depths and Hongjoong cannot fathom how easy it is to love him.

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    12 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 16

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    San knows that his work in the gym has paid off - he’s proud of his body, happy with how he’s shaped it so that his shoulders are broad and his pecs are prominent enough that his top surgery scars sit neatly underneath them, the healed pink lines hidden in shadow.

    But nothing makes him feel more right in his own body than Wooyoung staring at him like this, like he’s awestruck.

    “Fucking…” Wooyoung trails off as he drags his nails down the center of San’s chest, leaving red score marks over his abs. San bites back a gasp and flexes instinctively, hands tightening on Wooyoung’s waist. “How are you so fucking hot?”

    “I should be asking you that,” San answers, digging his thumbs into the taut skin on either side of Wooyoung’s belly button and licking at his plush bottom lip. “You look so good in my bed, wearing my clothes.” He lets his hands wander around to curve around Wooyoung’s ass. “Prettiest thing I could ever come home to.”

    “You softie,” Wooyoung says, breathless and sweet as he curls a hand around San’s nape and tugs. “Get down here.”

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    10 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 16

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    ouroboros. (n) u·ro·bo·ros. a circular symbol depicting a snake swallowing its tail. the ouroboros represents the eternal cycle of life, death, and renewal.

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    Since the grisly attack that left him orphaned and in the dark about what tore his family apart, Jung Wooyoung has dedicated himself to one thing and one thing only – Hunting vampires. At twenty-five, with more vampire kills under his belt than he can count, he's come to accept that he'll never have a normal life. The chase is his life, and he's fine with that. He's used to it. It's second nature to him.

    Until one hunt changes everything, and the world he thought he knew comes crumbling down.

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    06 Jul 2026