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    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Ilya has always loved the little things Shane does. It’s one of the million reasons he married him. Shane can say hi to him in the morning and suddenly Ilya knows he’s going to have a good day.

    Unfortunately, sometimes Shane does something so painfully mundane and attractive that Ilya temporarily loses the ability to act like a normal human being.

    Or:

    5 times Shane's domesticity turns Ilya on, and 1 time Ilya finally acts on it.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Fresh off four blissful, sun-soaked weeks of nothing but lazing around in various states of undress across assorted boats, beds, and beaches, Shane and Ilya are back from their honeymoon and ready to finally start their new life together. They’d won their happy ending, fair and square, and nothing can take the joy out of that.

    Not even the tedium of unpacking the dozens of boxes that had been shipped over from Shane’s house in Montreal.

    Or so Shane thought.

    The joy is still there. But it also turns out that happy endings might be a little more complicated than Shane believed they were.

    Or: The one where the Shane finally confronts some things he didn’t realize he had buried and the boxes aren’t the only things that get unpacked. Six boxes that lead to six moments of healing.

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    11 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 29

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    Modern Shane and Ilya playing for Ottawa!

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    10 Jul 2026

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane whispers against Ilya’s hair. “I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t—”

    Shane cuts himself off with a faint stutter in his breath that Ilya feels in his own chest.

    “Please,” Ilya begs, but he isn’t sure what he is even asking for.

    He wants Shane to leave. He wants Shane to stay. He wants Shane to hold him and never let go.

    Ilya feels Shane’s fingers fist in his curls, holding tight as if Ilya could ever bring himself to pull away.

    Shane doesn’t know that Ilya could never, that he cannot fathom turning his back to take even one step away from him.

    All he can do is push Shane away, make him walk first, and pick up the pieces left behind.

     

    Or an alternative to that fight from the long game, but instead of Shane leaving as Ilya asks, they actually talk it out

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    08 Jul 2026