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    Gyuvin's shirt is still distractingly wet. The lake light catches on the bridge of his nose, the water on his eyelashes, the flush still high in his cheeks. He looks like every version of himself Ricky has seen so far got poured into one person: baseball boy, son in the kitchen, homecoming favorite, idiot in a bathroom, beautiful wet thing on a platform trying not to look scared by his own wanting.

    Gyuvin has a fastball, a slider, a changeup, and no idea why he can’t seem to leave Ricky alone. Ricky has an art portfolio, a bad attitude, and no idea why he keeps saying yes to Gyuvin.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Ricky has known Kim Gyuvin since high school, and if someone were to tell him that he couldn't deal with him, that he couldn't know when and what he was thinking, Ricky would have to agree.
    He's her roommate, maybe she knows him better than any other friend. With all his habits and quirks... However, the more time they spend together, the more some of his actions start to annoy me. Ricky lists them properly in his diary.
    But what if one weekday afternoon, when you return from the convenience store, you find your own diary lying on the bed? The question is... Did Kim Gyuvin read it? And if so, have you seen the list?

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Ricky blinks, thrown off. “What… so you think the letter’s a good idea?”

    “Oh no, it’s super lame.” Gyuvin says flat, waving the letter slightly. “But the content is deeply moving. I think if you try to give off what you wrote into real life, there’s no way he won’t fall for you.”

    Taken aback by his sincerity, Ricky pauses. 

    He may have overreacted a bit.

    Ricky crosses his arms, glaring. “So what do you suggest, smartass?”

    “Well,” Gyuvin says with a shrug and a half-smile. “I don’t have any ideas right now, but if you give me some time to think, I promise I'll help you make the confession of the century.”

     

    In which Ricky’s plan to confess to Matthew through a letter goes wrong, and Gyuvin decides to be his ally and help him win the love of his life (him).

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    22 Mar 2026

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    “I must’ve hurt you so badly in another life, Ricky,” Gyuvin murmured. His voice was quiet, but it carried the weight of centuries. “This has to be your revenge, doesn’t it? To make me love you this much… just so it can hurt this much.”

    The night felt immense, cruel in its vastness. Ricky’s chest heaved with the storm inside him. Tears slipped silently down his cheeks, caught and carried away by the wind as though even they refused to linger.

    “Yes,” he breathed, the syllable shivering into the dark. “Yes, you hurt me so much in the past life, Gyuvin. So, so badly.”

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    27 Feb 2026

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    “You know I love you, right?” Gyuvin suddenly asks, voice as soft as a whisper.

    Ricky’s eyes shift into something unreadable as his face goes completely still. He takes a second too long to answer. To anyone else, it’d be meaningless. To Gyuvin, it makes his stomach instantly fall. Like he made a mistake. Like something’s shattered and he won’t be able to put it back together. Like he's in trouble.

    “I know.” Ricky’s fingers twitch by his side. Gyuvin doesn’t even say anything about how there’s no ring on his finger. He doesn’t want to imagine why. He isn’t sure he can handle it right now. “I love you, too.”

    That’s a pretty good example of how things are lately.

    Gyuvin and Ricky have been best friends for over thirteen years. When they start drifting apart, Gyuvin starts to wonder where everything went wrong.

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    25 Jan 2026