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    I'll move, just hold my hand by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    25 May 2026

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    After Rose helps Shane realize his sexuality, he decides he needs to come out to the important people in his life. He's not ready to be out publicly, but he needs friends in his corner.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Of all the Ships that Sail the Sea by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    19 Apr 2026

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    "Holy shit!" Vic gasps, gaping at Ilya. "Holy shit," he repeats more slowly as realization dawns on him. "Shane Fucking Hollander is your Montreal girl?"

    OR: Ilya's teammates go with him to visit Hollander at the hospital and a high-on-painkillers Shane can't keep his mouth shut. Ilya learns that when it comes down to it, ice is thicker than blood.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Hideaway by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    15 May 2026

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

    ________

    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Tiny Moves by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    28 May 2026

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    “Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
    Cliff gapes at him.

    In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.

    But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.

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    27 May 2026

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    In Another Life (It's You, It Will Always Be You) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    11 Jun 2026

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    The last thing Shane and Ilya expected when they died after living a long, happy life together was to wake up back in their 17 years old bodies the day they first met.

    They get to redo everything together and to fix what they got wrong the first time.

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    24 May 2026

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    time travel doesn't get you out of parenting by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    11 Jun 2026

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    After winning the Stanley Cup in 2023, the Ottawa Centaurs Rookies are drunk and making wishes only to end up in Tampa Bay in 2017. Step one when something goes wrong and you need an adult? Find Team Dads Ilya and Shane. This can't go wrong.
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    Basically I drop the Centaur's rookies into 2017 as a plot device for shenanigans and fixing Hollanov's relationship. Then I send them home and let the butterfly effect run rampant.

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    24 May 2026

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    The Things We Can Change by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    29 May 2026

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    This is a love letter to the all the millenials like me who played it too careful and forgot to enjoy our youth. Shane and Ilya, enjoy it for me, do good. Fuck it good, fuck it right. Life is too short to live it scared.

    The arena is too loud.
    That’s the first thing Shane notices; not the ice, not the lights, not the jersey on his shoulders that suddenly feels wrong in a way he can’t articulate. The sound hits him like pressure, like something physical, a wall of noise that vibrates in his chest.
    He’s already bent over for the faceoff when it hits him- skates set, stick down, weight forward. His body is exactly where it’s supposed to be even if his brain is still skidding uselessly, trying to catch traction.
    There’s only a split second before the puck drops.
    It stretches.
    He lifts his eyes.
    Ilya.
    Young. So fucking young. Is he dreaming? Not worn by years of hockey, travel, interviews and losses and victories that stack so high they blur together. He’s young again; sharp boned, bright eyed, unable to grow a beard to save his life. Bears black and gold instead of Centaurs red. 'If I look down am I going to be pantsless too?' He thought absently, no way this was real... right?

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    23 May 2026

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    The Closet was a Grave. by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    12 Apr 2026

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    What if Shane, on the night he died with a ring still in his pocket and apologies still on his lips, was given an impossible gift? What if the love of his life's own mother—the woman whose death haunted her son, whose spirit had been bound to earth by grief and unfinished love—offered him a chance to go back?

    Not to the moment of the crash, but further.

    All the way back.

    To the summer before.

    What if Shane could keep every memory of thirty-one years of life, every fight, every kiss, every sacrifice, every moment he was too afraid to say the words that mattered most and do it all over again?

    The universe is full of knots, a ghostly Irina tells him.

    And sometimes, if you're lucky, a thread can be rewoven.

    FYI, the block button and I are besties.

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    22 May 2026

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    Recalculating the Ten Year Plan by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    31 May 2026

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    What if after tuna melts, whispered names and the Rose of it all - in a post All Stars Game world - Shane thinks the world is finally starting to make sense again to him. Once the ground is firm under his feet - or so he thinks anyway - it's turns out to be less than stable? What if when Shane was getting his hook ups in Mexico and Hollywood - he wasn’t as unnoticed as he had originally thought?

    When Montreal shows it’s true colors sooner, a No Trade Clause is waived and Boston gets an opportunity to build a dynasty that rivals the one of their largest rivals up North.

    What if Shane and Ilya’s worlds are turned upside down and things with their over 8 year long situationship (now maybe relationship?) suddenly got more complicated and somehow simplified at the same time? Shane honestly thinks this is possibly the most ‘them’ resolution to a situation he has ever found. Ilya is just doing his best - he thinks. Maybe.

    Also, the Power Play in Boston is about to be the thing of nightmares, if a certain Russian can stop blocking Shane's damn shot…

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    21 May 2026

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    Depths of Devotion by

    Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types  

    07 Nov 2025

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    In the depths of Atlantis, Percy Jackson is given a chance to heal, but the journey is far from simple. As he navigates strained family dynamics, buried emotions, and the weight of his past, the sea reveals that his destiny may be far more complicated—and far less mortal—than he ever imagined.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Gold Heart by

    Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, percy jackson - Fandom, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan  

    10 Jun 2026

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    The end of the world, no way out, and an unlikely pair.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    The Wraiths and Their Silent Voices by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    12 May 2026

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    In a world where Harry Potter chooses to seek his own answers instead of waiting around for Dumbledore, everything is different.

    As the new school year arrives, Harry and his friends must overcome new challenges as their plans unfold. With pieces moving, Dumbledore looming, and a revolution on the horizon, will they be able to finish what they started?

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    20 Aug 2025

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    Bloodlines: Book One by

    Fandoms: The Vampire Diaries (TV), The Originals (TV)  

    18 Apr 2026

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    Caroline Forbes leaves Mystic Falls behind for the quiet town of Rosewood Springs, hoping for peace, healing, and a fresh start. But the picturesque lake and friendly smiles hide darker truths. As Caroline finds herself caught in the eye of a growing storm, with new threats lurking behind every corner and old enemies beginning to stir, one truth becomes clear: no one is safe.

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    28 Jun 2025

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    Dís by

    Fandoms: The Vampire Diaries & Related Fandoms  

    11 Jun 2026

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    Caroline has worn a mask so long that she doesn't know who she is under it. The Mikaelsons have been playing at being a family for centuries but haven’t a clue what that truly means.
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    "A coven. A pack. A cult! Something! I want to be a part of something."
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    The family closed ranks around her.
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    When the world learns what she is, she will become something to covet. Cages will be made with her in mind.
    ***
    This is a Caroline Forbes story first and foremost. All of the Originals are major characters, but she is what ties it together.

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    27 Jun 2025

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    A Timeless Light by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    10 Apr 2019

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    When the battle is lost, Harry sends Hermione back in time to save them all. But every action has it's consequence and nothing is what it seems. What if becoming the savior means sacrificing more then they ever intended?

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    14 Jun 2025

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    Metanoia by

    Fandoms: The Vampire Diaries & Related Fandoms, The Vampire Diaries (TV), The Originals (TV), Legacies (TV 2018)  

    30 Jan 2026

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    Bloody is the head that wears the crown...
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    Caroline Forbes wants nothing more than to be a good person. She strives for perfection in almost every aspect of her life and prides herself on being the best friend possible, but when she becomes increasingly more involved with the Mikaelson family, all of her principles are put to the test.
    All she wants is peace but when problems arise from every corner and the lines between us and them blur beyond recognition, what side will she choose?
    Her friends, the family she feels a connection to despite everything, or herself?
    And what happens when the choice is made for her?
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    This story is a looooong one and completely self-indulgent. I've had it planned for years and have just received the encouragement to post it. It's basically my ideal Klaroline fanfic so keep that in mind when reading. If you like it, great! If not, please don't hate on what is essentially something written for myself.

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    20 Nov 2024

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    Carpe Praeterita (Seize the Past) by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    25 Apr 2024

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    Harry feels quite like Dobby. For Harry is FREE.
    Free from Dumbledore’s compulsions & machinations.
    Free from mind, mood, focus, and emotion altering potions.
    Free from chains of the desire for ‘family,’ at least from the Weasleys.
    Free from the ingrained self-protective cravings for ‘normality’ the Dursley’s had pounded into him.

    Who is he really? And what does he want?

    Freedom is harder than he thought.

    Help comes from an unlikely (and insane source). The portrait of Walburga Black.

    (A mad plan is hatched involving a de-aging time travel ritual using the ashes of a horcrux and a time-turner. Harry Potter becomes Jaime Black, the blood adopted son of Sirius Black to rescue both Harry, Sirius, himself, and few others along the way.)

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    08 May 2024

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    Harry Potter and the Three Ghosts by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    26 Jun 2024

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    AU. 24 June 1995, when Harry, the Triwizard Cup and the corpse of Cedric Diggory portkey to the Winner’s Platform from the Little Hangleton graveyard, the ghosts of Cedric, James and Lily come with Harry. These ghosts know things—and they are not silent. What happens when Dumbledore’s secrets no longer are secret? Eventual H/Hr. Bashing of Dumbledore and of Ron.

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    23 Apr 2024

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    The Trouble with Wanting by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    18 May 2026

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    This story started as a series of drabbles, ficlets, and could-have-been-canon scenes beginning in June of 1995 wherein Fred and Hermione slowly become more than friendly acquaintances. Similarly, this fic itself has gradually morphed into much more than that, and certainly more than I had ever intended it to be.

    It’s now 250k+ words of my explaining by example all of the ways that these two could - SHOULD - have been canon, and what that might have looked like if it ran alongside the events of the original books (or most of them, anyway).

    That said, this story is significantly darker than canon, and it touches on some of the trauma that was previously brushed over, as well as injecting some where it makes sense to have occurred. There’s plenty of humor and joy, but there’s also a lot of pain that, within the context of the story, has good reason to be felt.

    Regarding the Underage tag, the characters are ages sixteen and eighteen at the first occurrence. If this upsets your sensibilities, this is not the story for you. Especially triggering content will be called out in chapter notes.

    *TAGS AND CHARACTERS/PAIRINGS WILL BE CONTINUALLY UPDATED AS NEEDED UNTIL THIS IS COMPLETE*

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    06 Mar 2024

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    Angels in Green by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    18 May 2026

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    A random meeting with two Slytherins in the library led Harry's life down a new path

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    13 Feb 2024

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