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    He feels empty, lost, lonely and tired. He’s tired. So, so tired. His body feels heavy, his brain no longer knows what rest feels like, what living without pain is like.

    Pills don’t work. He swallows them dry, everyday three: two in the morning, one before he goes to sleep and he still feels hollow. It’s normal he guesses, three tiny pills are not going to fill this vacant emptiness inside of him, this nothingness he has slowly become in his 24 years of pathetic life.

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    "I should just pick up my razor and do it. No more small cuts just two big slits across my forearms and be over with everything and—”

    “Don’t do that.” 

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    13 Jul 2026

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    omg this is one of the best bktd fics i have EVER read. like the emotions are so real and i've cried the whole way through it. and the characterisation?? so good!! like my heart hurts

  2. Rec 26

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    No one would’ve guessed it would turn out this way back when Hawks was still class rep and Touya was constantly in trouble, scraping by in his classes. Hawks was a nobody from nowhere, while Touya was by all rights perfectly designed to be a Pro. And yet Hawks beat him in every test, inside and out of the classroom. The best grades, the most friends.

    Touya’s detestation of him had nothing to do but grow.

    It’s easier to resent an obvious cruelty.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    toxic dbhx ftw forever (i'm crying this hurtssss)

  3. Rec 62

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    It was an accident. Nothing more than an argument gone wrong. Hawks’ wings will grow back.

    The other times are accidents too.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    urghh i love this- the characterisation is chefs kiss istg

  4. Rec 88

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    Touya and Shouto have both experienced years of physical, mental, and sexual abuse at the hands of their father, Enji.

    They've both developed their own ways of coping.

    One tries to numb the pain any way he can. The other tries to escape from it.

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    Shouto age regresses to cope with his intense trauma and Touya's just constantly wildin the fuck out 😐

    ⚠️ Please read the tags before the story. Minors DNI! ⚠️

    [Fic playlist + link to my super small discord servers at the end of chapter 1]

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    03 Dec 2025

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    i keep returning to this and it gets better every time, i literally want a million fics made in this one's image <3

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    Scion
    noun

    1
    descendant, child, heir; especially, a descendant of a wealthy, aristocratic, or influential family

    2
    a detached living portion of a plant (such as a bud or shoot) joined to a stock in grafting


    Touya’s last clear memory was burning. Everything burning. The trees. The ground. The sky. Even himself.

    Then he was somewhere else, and someone was telling him to stay, to be part of their family.

    He didn’t want a new family- he didn’t need a new family. He just needed to get home.

     

    But home wasn’t quite the same. He’d… lost time.

     

    Lost an entire year.


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    What would have happened if Touya woke up from his coma after one year instead of three? What if, upon arriving home, he found himself missed instead of forgotten? What if he stayed?

     

    In some ways, everything changes. In other ways, nothing does.]

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    15 Nov 2025

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    absolutely fucking fire, literally the best pre-canon touya fic (every day I think about how it could've been if they actually spotted touya when he came home and this does that concept so well)