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    What if Shane Hollander got on his knees in a dirty club bathroom in LA, and got more than an orgasm out of it? What if he also made a friend who helped him stand up for himself?
    What if Ilya Rozanov had his very own pet dinosaur?
    What if Scott and Kip met differently?
    What if the queer NHL hockey players found each other sooner, and had each other's backs?
    What if they didn't have to navigate self-discovery, queer love, and homophobia on their own, and what if they all got to come out on their own terms?
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    A funny, sweet, and (briefly!) angsty story about unexpected connections and the power of queer friendship. Told through characters' POVs and text history.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Ilya feels okay until he gets off the plane, and sees Shane's text message with his license plate number, so he can find the car, and his stomach flips. This is it. This is really happening. For the next two weeks, he and Shane Hollander will be in the same place at the same time. They have never spent so much time together, not even close. Ilya wonders if they will get sick of each other after a few days, and he will leave early, join Svetlana in Russia as he had planned. He almost hopes that Hollander drives him crazy. It would be easier.

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    24 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    This is what he tries to tell himself when he thinks about Shane Hollander: It's better that they are nothing. He should have never started up again with Hollander after the Olympics, should never have let Hollander into his room in Las Vegas. He would be over this by now. He would be done. Now, he does not know how long it will take, not with having to see Hollander over and over again, games, awards, interviews, fucking commercials. The whole world seems intent on throwing Hollander back in his fucking face.

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    24 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    For the next two years, this is how it works between Ilya and Shane Hollander: they text, and whenever they find themselves in the same geographic location, they meet, they fuck. It becomes a routine, although it is never boring. Ilya learns that Hollander does actually live in the condo in Montreal, its sterile nature the result of a cleaning service and Hollander's own particular nature. He learns that when Hollander wins he is more demanding in bed, and when he loses, he is more willing. He learns that Hollander is funnier via text than he thought, but not sexier.

    Ilya should be happy. He has never had a regular thing like this with a man. He never thought it would be possible. And he likes it, he does, especially when Hollander is spread out on the bed in front of him, but.

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    23 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 56

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    Ilya does not ask if Hollander has been with other men since the last time they were together. It does not matter. Ilya has been with several other men in these last years, in Russia, where everyone understands the importance of the secret they are keeping, and he thinks probably Hollander has found someone else to experiment with. Why wouldn't he? Hot, famous, rich guy like him? It makes sense.

    But Hollander hasn't.

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    22 Jun 2026