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  1. Summary

    This series is canon-divergent from the first story, which takes place when Dean is 15 years old and has a disastrous first hunt that changes his relationship with himself and his father forever. The second story in the series begins a season 1 rewrite.

    The order of the main series is currently:
    1. Some Cruel Tide
    2. A Cliff That Knew Too Many Tides
    3. Riptide

    Darkest Light is a companion piece which can be read on its own.

    Four Places John Could Have Taken Dean (etc) is a collection of AUs diverging after Some Cruel Tide with references to backstory shared in A Cliff That Knew Too Many Tides, and Sandpaper on Glass is yet another canon rewrite AU following the alternate timeline proposed in the first chapter of Four Places (in which Dean is sent to live with Ellen after Some Cruel Tide).

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    Bad luck follows Shane Hollander everywhere. So does Ilya Rozanov.

     
    Loosely a 5 + 1 of five bits of bad luck for Shane Hollander and the one time everything works out.

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    31 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Shoulder dislocation fic

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    What the hell is a "free agent" and why is Ilya Rozanov one at the end of Heated Rivalry? Would Cliff be suspended for that hit on Shane? How many times a season do Montreal and Boston play each other? How is the order of draft picks determined? How do hockey trades work?

    All this and more is answered in this guide to how the NHL (and thus maybe the MLH) works! This isn't about the rules of playing hockey, but instead the rules of the league itself. Even the boring bits can become great prompts for fic if you believe in yourself!

    If you're writing Hockey RPF, this guide makes sure to point out where the NHL and the fictional book series/show differs, so it still works as a simplified guide for that too!

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    12 May 2026

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    They have to get out of this fucking bed.

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    20 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fucking in the mud at the cottage ❤️

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    It figures that even half-way across the world Ilya's dick manages to ruin Cliff's day. The real surprise is that it isn't the only dick involved in this mess.

    Featuring an ill-timed outing, a supportive but clueless team trying its best, panicking over Russia's LGBTQ laws, too many group chats, an unhinged 3am brainstorming session on how to get your captain a new citizenship (asking for a friend) and Roz' inability to answer his fucking phone.

    Or: Ilya disappears in Sochi. Half-way across the world his team does its best to help. Their best is more than anyone could have foreseen.

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    19 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ilya outed on Sochi, incredible Boston team dynamics

  5. Rec 93

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    For Christmas, Shane asked for a new pack of the old compression socks he likes, an upgrade on the same brand of juicer they’ve had forever, and for Ilya to keep fucking him even when he cries and screams and begs him to stop. He expected Ilya to grin. At worst, to drag Shane up against his chest and sigh, my poor deprived husband, full access to the very best cock in Ottawa and still he wants more. He never thought Ilya would say no.

    or: Shane’s husband won’t give him what he doesn’t want. Maybe Scott Hunter will.

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    17 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Gorgeous writing, emotionally layered. Rough catharsis.