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    Alexander is said to have told Hephaistion, "You are nothing without me!" when Hephaistion and Crateros got into an argument. (More information here) and I wondered what Hephaistion would have done if he had thought "Fine, then I am gone!" This story explores that option.

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    “Hi,” he announces, dropping into the seat behind Billy. He’s so tall he could bite the side of Billy’s face if he wanted to, all he’d have to do is lean forward. He leans forward. “Did I miss anything good?”

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    15 Nov 2025

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    “Dude it’s been like 8 months, why’s this getting to you now?” Stu asked, heart squirming a little under the interrogation. It’s not like he could tell the truth, so how was he gonna worm his way out of this one?

     

    “Exactly, it’s been 8 months and you’re still here. You’ve never once said no to all this, or tried to talk me out of this, and you have absolutely nothing to gain from doing all this. So what are the other options here?”

    “I don't know man, you tell me! You’re the smart one!” Stu goaded a little, without really considering that Billy would absolutely take up the challenge. Billy’s eyes hardened a little, and Stu felt his body give that little nervous tingle.
    Billy leaned forward, and wrapped a hand around Stu’s throat.

     

    Minor warning: Slurs used throughout such as the f-slur. This takes place in the 90's.

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    15 Nov 2025

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    Stu is trapped in a time loop of the day of the party that resets every time he dies.

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    15 Nov 2025

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    Also available in trans Billy flavour because that’s my personal trans agenda.

    Before, they were only as close as Billy let anyone get, but lately the distance between them has been shrinking. He’s not the kind of guy who likes to talk about himself. Mostly he listens, prods, collects, but never offers. He learned young that when you’ve got a brain like he does you can’t afford to tell people what you’re thinking or how you really feel. Stu isn’t one of those people though, Stu has to keep his thoughts secret too and now this is theirs to keep, between them.
     
    This is mostly only going to be in cannon with the first movie (the movie 3 retcon is not for me), but may also diverge in some places, especially when we get to the events closer to the end of the first movie. More specific tags and warnings will be in the end of chapter notes.

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    15 Nov 2025