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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    Would Kim Dokja accept him, if he’s no longer the same man who lived a thousand lifetimes for him? If all he has now is this torn body housing relentless madness and faith? For him? Because of him?

    Alternatively: Yoo Joonghyuk, the concept of being alive, and the burning ache of his longing.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    will forever love religious imagery and even more paired with yearninghyuk.. oh grant him his salvation🥹

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    "The point of the Boyfriend Sweater is to steal your partner's clothes. Something oversized, preferably. Big so that you can show off your delicate frame. Sweater slipping erotically off the shoulders. Ideally it should be beige—to highlight virginal innocence and unknowing seduction and all—but popular variants also include black sweaters for a little... I don't know. Gap moe."

    Gap moe, Joonghyuk mouths to himself.

    Kim Dokja gives a much-needed lesson on the intricacies of the Boyfriend Sweater.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    AHHH I SO LOVE ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP FLUFF ONESHOTS 💕💕💕

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    He gazes into Ivan’s eyes and Ivan’s breath catches in his throat, for once. His Till doesn't at him like that. Like it means something. Ivan takes a step back but Till doesn't let him get very far. There's a bitter smile on his face. 

    "You died in front of me. I had to grieve you.”

     

    Now Ivan understands what that look is. It's longing, missing. Till isn't trying to look away from him. He's trying to stop himself from looking.

     

    “I lost you and then I had to continue like it didn't matter. Like I hadn't just– watched you die. Like the world hadn't ended.”

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    Teen Ivan goes a decade into the future and meets Till but this Till is different and soft around the edges and Ivan finds himself confused how to deal with it.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    should've been me who died instead of ivan because this fic hurts

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    For as long as Till could remember, he had always had nightmares. He didn't think he had ever had a single sleep that didn't have some form of uneasy nightmare. They only get worse as he begins losing the only people he would consider his friends. They were the worst they'd ever been once he joined the rebel base, plagued by the image of his best friend bleeding out in front of him. It only gets worse when he wakes up to that very corpse glaring at him. Or is he?

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  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    Kim Dokja has exactly 180 days left to live.

    After years on the battlefield, the war is over—but his body has called its own ceasefire. Terminally ill and running out of time, the former soldier finds himself haunted not just by the ghosts of combat, but by the words he never said. There’s one person who never left his mind: Yoo Joonghyuk, the fellow soldier who once fought beside him—and who was sent home in silence, bloodied and broken, long before the war ended.

    Believing Yoo Joonghyuk is alive and recovering in a hospital far away, Kim Dokja makes a quiet vow: one letter, every day, until the end. A hundred and eighty letters for the man he loves.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    had to save this because the everyone needs to suffer with me

    reminds me of the quote: "What is grief, if not love persevering?"