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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    “You’re fucking hurt and you still tried to help me.” Lo’ak finally met his brother’s eyes. “You shouldn’t have done that.”

    Neteyam’s face softened, and he reached out to grip both of his shoulders. “That was my decision. Just like everything else was my decision. You don’t get to carry that.”

    But in fact Lo’ak was carrying it. He felt the weight of it with every breath. The guilt that had been building since the ship, since the bullet, since the moment he’d pulled Neteyam from the water and felt his brother’s blood warm between his fingers.

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    Neteyam survives the shot, but Jake still looks at his other son as if it’s his fault. Lo’ak doesn’t survive that he was the reason it happened, and the rifle does its job. He dies.

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    14 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    Spider knows he should hate them. Should be angry for what they've done. But he can't, he wants the warmth of belonging so badly.

    Mo'at is there to hold him through it all.

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    Spider finally opens up to someone

    Post THAT scene in Fire and Ash

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    13 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    in which spider refuses to be seen by healers, and neytiri takes care of him.

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    13 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    When Spider and Tuk don't come back from collecting vovo fruit in the mangrove forest, Jake knows that it could be nothing. They could've just lost track of time, or been distracted, or gotten lost, like children are prone to doing. But in his heart of hearts, he knows better, and can only hope that he doesn't lose any more children at the hands of the Mangkwan

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    11 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    A little hand rests on his knee, and he tears his eyes away from Neytiri to see Tuk blinking up at him. “Spider?” she says in this meek little voice that’s so hesitant it makes him ache. “Can I ask you a question?”

    “Yeah, of course,” Spider sets down his plate and hunches over to meet her eyes. He’s never known her to be this serious, her eyes big and round. “You can ask me anything.”

    She fiddles with her songcord, curled up in her lap, the beads clicking and clanking against her nails, but she’s so brave, the bravest of all, and she doesn’t look away, meeting his gaze even when his own instinct is to pull back. “When you were with the Sky People for that long time, did they hurt you?”

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