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“What do you think you’ll be doing when you’re forty?” Hongjoong asked.
Wooyoung’s smile faded. “I don’t like to think about it,” he admitted. “My line of work has an expiration date.”
Hongjoong rolled onto his side to face him. “You could dance until you’re ninety,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “I’d still come see you.”
But as he said it, his heart sank. He’d be dead by then.
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An exploration of aging and agency set in 1980s Boston.
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Minho doesn’t claim to be a perfect person. He doesn’t believe in God and he’s never gone to church or whatever else is supposed to make someone a moral human being. But he’s generally good, he thinks.
So, hearing how his neighbor pleasures himself isn’t his fault. He wasn’t actively listening for it, okay? So he got hard a few times. And? Is he not allowed to touch himself at the same time in his own shower?
or: minho spends months listening to his new neighbor masturbate in the shower until a plumbing issue forces him to do something about it.
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25 Jun 2026
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The peach and cherry trees are bearing fruit this year for the first time. The lemons and oranges are taking their sweet time.
Sometimes Chris still thinks about never letting Felix step foot outside their home again.
Felix knows their garden is haunted; Chris made it that way.
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15 Jun 2026
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Yeosang knows he is scarcely more than a pawn in whatever mind games and foreplay that San and Wooyoung engage in. It's not without its own appeal, though, and he has enjoyed playing along.
After being freed from the Guardian, he has no desire of being played with. However, he discovers he may have been playing a different game than the other two.
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10 Jun 2026
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Mystery Work
Part of for now
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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16 Apr 2026
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Minho:
casual fun, anonymous, no strings attached
and we’ll see how it goes
is that okay?Hannie:
ur speaking my language :3Mornings won’t go back to normal, then. Jisung will stay annoying, Minho will stay aggravated—but at least he’ll have his perfect little distraction in his pocket at all times.
Minho gets on an anonymous dating app to cope with having an annoying coworker. it backfires spectacularly.
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04 Mar 2026
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“Hyung,” Hyunjin purrs in his ear, just barely resisting the urge to slide his hands up under Changbin’s skirt and squeeze. “I’m tired.”
“Ahh, Hyunjinnie.” Changbin twists his head to smile at Hyunjin, dimples digging into his cheeks. “You found me. You’re not having fun?”
Whether Hyunjin is having fun or not is irrelevant at this point. All he can think about is Changbin and the way his thighs look in that skirt. Yeonjun laughs, making no attempt to hide it and Hyunjin levels a glare at him through his lashes; squeezing Changbin around the middle harder.
Subtlety be damned—especially in front of ex-friends-with-benefits who know what Changbin look like naked. Especially when Changbin looks like this.
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- Part 12 of lickety-split drabbles
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04 Mar 2026
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He never swam in it. Never skipped stones across it. He had told Jisung once, years ago, that the lake felt hungry, and Jisung had laughed—not cruelly, but with the warmth of someone who finds the dark corners of another person's mind charming rather than frightening.
It's just water, Jisung had said. Water doesn't want anything.
This year, it takes Jisung.
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- Part 8 of all my sweetest devastations
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03 Mar 2026
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It's here for Jisung.
He becomes convinced of this in the small hours of the morning, when he lies awake and feels it watching from its corner, feels the weight of its attention like fingers pressed against his forehead. It knows him. Knows the specific frequency of his pain, the particular flavour of his grief. Tracks him the way a compass tracks north, drawn by something fundamental and inescapable.
Jisung doesn't know if it wants to comfort him or consume him.
And maybe it doesn't know either.
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- Part 6 of all my sweetest devastations
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17 Feb 2026
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The last thing Jisung said aloud was Minho's name.
Whispered, raw, and frayed at the edges like torn cloth—Minho—and then silence descended like snow, muffling everything that came after.
That was months ago.
And the birds haven't sung since.
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- Part 5 of all my sweetest devastations
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16 Feb 2026
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If there's one thing Chan can't go against, that's his member's nature.
Felix's especially.
If Felix told him to jump off a bridge, he'd jump. And if Felix, more benevolent, asks him to take a gift Chan shouldn't accept, he takes the damned gift.
So he takes it.
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14 Feb 2026
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He tries hard not to think of Felix.
He’s just this untouchable thing, sometimes. Like all of Chan’s hopes and dreams condensed into a ball of sunshine and bleach-blonde hair.
Felix is just the whole world, really, and Chan isn’t sure what to do with that.
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30 Jan 2026
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Vanilla pierced the air. This time, Jisung could scarcely trace any of its familiar elements. It was too bitter, overpowering in all the worst ways, and Jisung's heart plunged into his stomach. Acid ate away at the organ, but Jisung could still feel it roaring in his ears, his throat.
He gulped, and a mouthful of rancid vanilla coursed through him. Jisung's scent flared in response. A deep inquietude embedded its talons into him, submerging deep enough to rile Jisung's omega. It thrashed inside—a trapped wolf prepared to gnaw through a limb to escape.
Minho. Have to find Minho.
or five times jisung notices the shifts in minho's scent and the one time it makes him go feral
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26 Jan 2026
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“Hyung,” Jisung says softly, desperation tinged through his tone. “Let’s go on a road trip.”
Minho doesn’t even blink.
He doesn’t ask why. He doesn’t ask where. He doesn’t ask if this is a good idea, or what happened on that call, or whether they’ll be gone for hours or days.
He just nods, slow and certain, like he’s been waiting for Jisung to say those exact words.
“Okay,” Minho murmurs, eyes softening. “Just tell me what to pack.”
OR: Jisung comes back after breaking up with his boyfriend, and Minho starts to hope. A road trip follows.
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22 Jan 2026
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“Ah,” Jisung watches the way his coin hits the basin floor. “You’re quick.”
“That I am,” Minho agrees. “You think you can keep up?”
Jisung turns his attention back to Minho’s face, his lips lifting with a small smirk. “Try me.”
OR: In a mysterious turn of events, assassin Han Jisung has been tasked to kill the nation's sweetheart—Prince Lee Minho.
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21 Jan 2026
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“I’ll help you, bug. You won't do this alone.”
Jisung sighs, short-lived relief, as he's still gnawing on his bottom lip. “You will? How would we even— I mean, what can we do to prepare?”
We. It sounds heavenly coming from Jisung’s lips.
“There's stuff we can do, surely.”
Jisung rolls his eyes. That's good. Better. They always play around instead of taking things seriously, that's how they work.
Or, Minho helps his best friend Jisung prepare for his late presentation, and tries not to lose his mind along the way.
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17 Jan 2026
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How could someone this handsome guard anyone? Wouldn’t he be more of a distraction than a threat? Maybe that’s his secret weapon—maybe he uses his face to hypnotize people into leaving the person he's protecting alone. It sounds like the plot of an anime. There should be an anime like that out there; Jisung makes a note to search bodyguard anime when he’s home for the evening.
Jisung hires a human anti-anxiety pill.
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15 Jan 2026
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The priest, Jeongin, has a kind smile. His eyes crinkle at the corners, sparkling even in the dim light.
“Are you part of our congregation?”
“Oh, no,” Seungmin shakes his head, “No, it’s my first time here, actually.”
It makes Jeongin laugh, and Seungmin can’t help but smile at it, “Your first time on a Wednesday night? Why not come to a Sunday service?”
“I’m not really religious, to be honest.”
“So why come to Church at all?”
Seungmin considers the question. “I don’t really know. I just kind of… ended up here.”
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15 Jan 2026
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A garbled, dry laugh bubbles up from his chest.
Yeah, sure. Of course. A wolf finds him, just in time for dinner. He doesn't even have the energy to panic, his body feels like it's dissolving into the dirt. Becoming one with the forest floor.
Death by wolf. So on brand.
The warmth of the wet snout vanishes and, weirdly, Jisung almost misses it. There had been something oddly comforting in the nosing. Gentle, even.
Then someone swears, a soft voice that's definitely human. It nearly gets drowned out by the rain. Jisung hadn't heard anyone approach.
"Hey," that someone says and suddenly there are firm hands on Jisung's shoulders, shaking him gently. "Can you hear me?"
(Or: Jisung is an aspiring producer in a slump, following his best friend out to the countryside for a change of pace. What he finds there might change more than just his perspective.)
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- Part 1 of Love & Moonlight
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09 Jan 2026
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“Oh shit—quick! Make a wish!” Jisung grabs Minho’s shoulder and jumps in place. He squeezes his eyes shut, nose wrinkled in concentration, previous conversation forgotten.
“What’d you wish for?” Minho asks, voice too soft, too reverent. Shit, he really can’t help himself.
Jisung peeks one eye open. “Aish, for you to stop looking at me like that,” he whines.
“Like what?”
Jisung circles his wrist and swings their arms lazily. The pressure of his touch sends shocks up and down Minho’s forearm.
“Like that.”
“With my eyes?”
“Seriously, hyung. Stop perceiving me.”
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minho doesn't believe wishes can come true...
until Jisung turns invisible.
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04 Jan 2026