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and your soul has changed by livflahertydingle for jackiemerrick
Fandoms: Emmerdale (TV 1972)
30 Jun 2026
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Sometimes, Aaron wants to punch John. Wants to punch anyone, anything, but John is the closest thing. The old life is bad, but the new life is like a skin that doesn’t quite fit. Like he has to bend to fit into a mould that should be comfortable. The mould isn’t the problem; Aaron is.
He has a temper. He doesn’t know what is good for him. The past is a fire pit, and Aaron keeps trying to jump inside. He doesn't know how to stop.
Aaron lost his memory. Luckily, he has John, who helps him get better. He doesn't need his old memories. Especially not when a handsome blond man shows up at his engagement party, claiming to be his ex-husband.
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01 Jul 2026
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"Hello, Aaron," she says, as congenially as possible.
"H-hello, hi, Mrs Brearly," he stumbles, still wide-eyed and blinking at her.
After nearly a minute of a staring contest, she prompts him, "What can I do for you today?"
Aaron stares at her, mouth opening and closing not unlike a fish, before he finally blurts out, "Have you seen Robert recently?"
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- Part 3 of you and all of your new perspectives now
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25 Jun 2026
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They deserved a change in scenery. Somewhere their husbands didn’t have a sway. The road stretched out before him, the midday sun intruding through the clouds just off the course. He could take them anywhere. He could keep driving, the hum of the engine their only companion. Robert would wake up, and they’d be someplace nice, somewhere with a beach or a rocky coastline.
It's Seb's eighth birthday, and Aaron can't help but think about what happened to him at that age. With a sleeping Robert in the passenger seat, he could take them anywhere. But Robert isn't his, not anymore, and Aaron is hurting.
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21 Jun 2026
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you're scared of love, well, aren't we all? by wafflesofdoom
Fandoms: Emmerdale (TV 1972)
31 May 2026
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max king is getting married - and there is no way robert sugden is going to his best friend slash ex-boyfriend’s wedding stag. there’s just no way.
maybe fake-dating his little sisters best friend is a slightly demented thing to do in response to your best friend getting married, but robert’s had worse ideas.
(maybe)
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05 Jun 2026
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His mother. Robert is talking to his mother. His mother, who gave birth to him but didn't raise him. His mother, whose face isn't what he sees when he thinks about his mum. His mother, the one he never knew.
His mother, who's dying today.
Robert gets sent back in time.
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30 May 2026