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Enjin exhales. He tips his head back, lets it thump against the brick hard enough to hurt, maybe hard enough to knock some fucking sense back into himself.
Eight years was a long time. Not seventeen, but twenty-five, all grown up and devastatingly lovely. So much was the same: the long swan's neck, the way his mouth turned down at the corners and made him look spoiled, the deep shadowed blue of his eyes.
Still so different. Eight years. No more tremor in his artist's hands, spine straight, hair worn long down his back and clothes that were decidedly feminine.
How could Enjin have recognized him? How could he not? His fragile little bird-boy, but not. Not really his, not anymore.
Enjin can't calm the rabbit-chase of his own thoughts. They loop, then snag, getting trapped on the sticky parts, the things he doesn't want to remember at all, and then loop again. The greatest hits of his own worst choices— a fuckup 'till the end.
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Enjin, now 36, has been spinning out, barely holding it together. Zanka, now 25, is on the knife edge of leaving him behind. They're both trying to get back to themselves, and bridge a years-long gap of hurt.Bookmarked by hawkscore
21 Jul 2026
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dig up the garden (in the room where your son sleeps) by Linverius
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Jun 2026
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In the wake of the Sedition, of losing everything that he had once known and held dear, Jing Yuan takes up gardening.
A rather incredulous hobby for the new Arbiter General of the Xianzhou and the Seat of Divine Foresight to pick up, but it is one that he partakes in nonetheless.
It is just that the long-lived have, and will always, be unwilling to let go.
The AU where Yanqing is an abomination of the Abundance, and Jing Yuan makes the decision to raise him like one of his plants.
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19 Jun 2026
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An Ambiguous Courtship, Catalogued by Erushi
Fandoms: 怪獣８号 | Kaiju No. 8 (Manga), 怪獣８号 | Kaiju No. 8 (Anime)
12 Aug 2024
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The Narumi she knows is all bold confidence and brazen nonchalance. This Narumi, however, is gentle, and cautious despite his words, as though he is cradling the most precious thing before him and he still can’t believe his luck.
Kikoru watches Narumi and Hoshina as she tries to figure out their relationship. She's pretty sure that Narumi likes Hoshina. She's still not sure if Hoshina likes him back.
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07 Feb 2026
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Maybe picking up sex toys that fall from the sky isn’t a good idea?
(ALT: Zanka pines, fucks around, and Enjin is left to find out.)
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26 Jan 2026
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Enjin has to step away for a period due to a mission, so Zanka temporarily takes the reins of Team Akuta
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26 Jan 2026