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    Cas has a slight problem with personal space and Dean is fed up with it. Luckily, Sam comes to the rescue and saves Cas' feelings from being hurt. Not Dean's problem anymore. So, why exactly is Dean more frustrated then ever?

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.

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    "You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"

    Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.

    Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.

    "What?" Dean grits out.

    "I love you, too."

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    The purpose of a house is to have people you love in it, eating your food.

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    24 Jun 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    It isn’t fast, all rushed confessions and desperate kisses, tumbling into a bed and crashing into each other with frantic relief like meteorites.

    What happens after Cas is taken from him isn’t fast at all.

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    Dean won't let Cas die that easily.

    After a knee-jerk, slightly reckless rescue mission, Dean finds himself without aim and without conflict for perhaps the first time in his life. Is it possible for him- for them- to grow after all this time?

    And of course, in the centre of it all (hasn't he always been?) is Cas. Maybe the after wouldn't be so bad with him.

    (OR: Dean and Cas come together in fits and starts, over a thousand firsts.)

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    “Oh for fuck’s sake,” that mysterious someone cursed, “Why don’t you watch where you put your goddamn feet-”

    They seemed to recognise him and stopped in their tracks. Brown eyes blinked owlishly at Steve as he in turn took in the sight of Eddie Munson.

    “Harrington,” Eddie greeted, voice a mixture of surprise and suspicion.

     

    “Munson,” Steve returned.
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    Steve gets his heart broken in two and promptly trips over Eddie Munson. Then that school freak Steve usually wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole offers him weed to forget his troubles.

    (OR: this is the classic "Steve meets Eddie after Nancy dumps him" fic I believed was an original idea at the time.)

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