1 - 20 of 671 Bookmarks by falseflagsxX

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Tell me you want this,” he whispers hoarsely, his eyes boring into hers. It's not a question of consent, it's another command, and she can't help but agree yet again.
    “I... I want this,” she says under her breath.
    “You sure?”
    She inhales deeply. “Yes.”
    “Say it,” he urges. “Tell me what you want.”
    “I... I want...” she starts, chewing on her lip, averting her eyes, her cheeks burning up in embarrassment. “I...” Her mouth feels dry. “I want you to... to...” She swallows thickly. “...to sleep with me...”
    His laugh sounds almost mocking. She looks up with her eyebrows furrowed, her lips pursed, discomfort written all over her face. “So fucking innocent,” he mutters, shaking his head, amusement making his lips twitch. “Say you want me to fuck you. Come on, use big girl words, baby.”
    She presses her lips together, shifting on his lap. “I... I want you to... fuck me...”
    His hands move up to grab her face, pulling her closer to him until his nose brushes against hers. “You want me to take your virginity?” he whispers darkly, his breath fanning over her lips.
    “Yes.”

    Careful what you wish for.

    – Or: A girl's sexual awakening, a journey of submission and obsession.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    185,705
    Chapters:
    27/?
    Comments:
    483
    Kudos:
    2,009
    Bookmarks:
    638
    Hits:
    386,280

    26 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

    Tags
    Summary

    there's an animal that lives inside of chan. the only safe place to release it is with felix, of course. who else?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,170
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    29
    Kudos:
    185
    Bookmarks:
    43
    Hits:
    1,628

    19 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 26

    Tags
    Summary

    Every time Ilya speaks to his brother, he feels terrible. He feels like he is terrible.

    Shane is there to remind Ilya that Shane trusts him, and that means Ilya can trust himself.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,298
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    230
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    2,038

    13 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 74

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane is careless with Ilya's property, so he gets punished.

    ****

    A kinky outtake from the To Give and Hazard All series exploring Shane and Ilya in a Total Power Exchange relationship. No need to have read the rest of the series.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,798
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    93
    Kudos:
    689
    Bookmarks:
    74
    Hits:
    12,728

    13 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 38

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane wants to be the best he can be for Ilya. Even if that means learning to do something he hates.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,931
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    60
    Kudos:
    368
    Bookmarks:
    38
    Hits:
    4,531

    13 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 31

    Tags
    Summary

    You disobeyed him.

    You got hurt.

    Now Dr. Jack Abbot is going to make sure you don’t make that mistake again.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,015
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    239
    Bookmarks:
    31
    Hits:
    4,625

    12 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 50

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane feels useless. Ilya finds many uses for him.

    ****

    A kinky outtake from the To Give and Hazard All series exploring Shane and Ilya in a Total Power Exchange relationship. No need to have read the rest of the series.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,402
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    92
    Kudos:
    624
    Bookmarks:
    50
    Hits:
    8,860

    29 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 80

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya decides to be very nice and let Shane come. A few times. Maybe more than a few.

    ****

    A kinky outtake from the To Give and Hazard All series exploring Shane and Ilya in a Total Power Exchange relationship. No need to have read the rest of the series.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,436
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    75
    Kudos:
    812
    Bookmarks:
    80
    Hits:
    13,996

    26 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane releases what feels like his first exhale in forever—Ilya Rozanov, taken out by the common flu. Not ignoring him. Not ending anything. Still, the knot in his chest doesn’t ease completely with the vision of Ilya unwell and alone in Shane’s head.

    JANE

    Are you at your house?

    LILY

    Where else, Jane?

    JANE

    Don’t fall asleep. I’ll be there soon. 

    LILY

    No, am sick. I told you. 

    JANE

    I heard you. I’ll be there soon.

    Or, Ilya’s sick and Shane wants, and wants, and wants. 

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,040
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    745
    Kudos:
    13,688
    Bookmarks:
    3,001
    Hits:
    95,453

    25 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 34

    Summary

    ilya rozanov works with his hands!

    Words:
    163,866
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    34

    23 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 36

    Tags
    Summary

    There is a pair of earrings on Rozanov’s nightstand.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,034
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    28
    Kudos:
    318
    Bookmarks:
    36
    Hits:
    2,467

    23 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Post-S1. Shane wants to come without anyone touching him. Ilya wants to help.

    Or: Ilya tries to take on Shane's tendency to deprive himself by using ancient Chinese military strategy.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,545
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    327
    Kudos:
    2,381
    Bookmarks:
    390
    Hits:
    14,854

    22 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 56

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya waves a casual, dismissive hand in the air, but his eyes are intense, focused. “Is good that you’re a cocksucker, even,” he says. “Otherwise, it would make this—” he gestures between their bodies, “—not as fun.”

    Shane huffs. “There’s a difference between sucking cock and being a cocksucker,” he says testily.

    Ilya raises both eyebrows to his hairline.

    “Fuck off,” Shane says quickly. “You know what I mean.”

    “No,” Ilya replies, with the slow grin of a shark smelling blood in the water. “I really, really don’t.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,927
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    263
    Bookmarks:
    56
    Hits:
    3,560

    20 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    They’re in Boston on Ilya’s couch when it happens. They’ve lapsed into a comfortable silence, a muted game on in the background, Ilya’s head in Shane’s lap and Shane’s fingers in his hair. Ten minutes ago, they were tugging and twisting and curling; four minutes ago, they grew slow and tepid. When they go entirely still, Ilya turns in his lap to look up at him, ready to chirp him for falling asleep, but his breath catches in his throat at what he finds instead. Shane is not asleep, but he is not awake either.

    While visiting his boyfriend, Shane has a verbal shutdown in front of a woefully-unprepared Ilya for the first time.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,041
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    150
    Kudos:
    4,424
    Bookmarks:
    1,098
    Hits:
    63,220

    19 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 99

    Tags
    Summary

    Hayden is suspicious of Ilya and Shane's relationship from the very beginning. But then he starts noticing some very concerning signs: signs that Ilya is something worse than just an asshole. Signs that he's hurting Hayden's best friend.

    ***

    Now with part two: Rose finds out.

    ***

    Part of a series exploring how Shane and Ilya navigate a consensual Total Power Exchange relationship alongside their careers--and, here, what happens when someone else finds out.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,107
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    244
    Kudos:
    1,185
    Bookmarks:
    99
    Hits:
    15,307

    19 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 40

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya confesses, in a low voice, “I want to beat you.”

    Shane lets out a laugh. He doesn’t mean to, it’s probably not nice to laugh at his boyfriend’s most secret and guilty fantasies, but he can’t help it. “Ilya, you beat me all the time,” Shane points out. “You never asked before.”

    “Not… Not like we’ve done before.” Ilya takes a breath. “I bought a whip.”

    ****

    A kinky outtake from the To Give and Hazard All series exploring Shane and Ilya in a Total Power Exchange relationship. No need to have read the rest of the series.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,759
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    70
    Kudos:
    636
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    9,883

    20 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    Shane Hollander invents Total Power Exchange out of his own beautiful mind. He and Ilya figure out what it means for Shane to belong to him completely.

    Words:
    87,481
    Works:
    12
    Bookmarks:
    331

    19 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    And there.

    Through a break in the trees, there is a house. Wooden, old, the pale white paint of it greyed with age and dampness.

    "I—" His voice comes out level, at least.

    The man has tilted his head. "What? You want to sleep in your car?" He pulls his chin toward the dark interior of the house, a small gesture. "No. Come in. Is no trouble."

    God hasn’t abandoned him yet, ha.

    Shane Hollander's car breaks down in the middle of nowhere. The man who answers the door is charming, warm, and just his type. Ilya Rozanov is a very religious man. He has a lot to say about repentance.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,114
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    112
    Kudos:
    587
    Bookmarks:
    119
    Hits:
    10,669

    14 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 96

    Tags
    Summary

    “So sad,” Ilya coos and Shane looks away, his lip jutting out against his will. He gets a pinch on his cheek for his efforts. “I will help, hm?”

    Shane side eyes him. “And how exactly are you gonna do that?”

    It’s not hard to figure out what Ilya is thinking, not when he bares his teeth and winks at Shane, so beautiful it makes Shane’s breath stutter in his chest.

    “I know a few ways to get you out of your head, I think.”

    Shane and Ilya have one more day left in the cottage and Shane can't get out of his head to enjoy the moment. Ilya has an idea on how to spend their last evening together before they meet again.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,963
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    591
    Bookmarks:
    96
    Hits:
    8,166

    13 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 46

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya doesn't feel like getting up to use the bathroom. Luckily, Shane's mouth is right there.

    --

    a standalone smutty outtake from the series exploring Ilya and Shane in a Total Power Exchange relationship. no need to have read rest of the series.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,870
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    37
    Kudos:
    646
    Bookmarks:
    46
    Hits:
    11,536

    12 May 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation