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    Ilya convinces Shane to go to the club with him. While wearing a plug.

    This goes about how you’d expect.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “Okay,” Ilya says. His thumb restarts its soothing. “Then say it all wrong, and I will understand anyway.”

    So Shane tries, reaches out and hopes for Ilya to reach back. “My first year with the Metros wasn’t… great. I mean, I played great hockey, but those first few years, the room wasn’t…"

    “Room wasn’t great,” Ilya repeats. “What does this mean? Not great like calling you slurs? Not great like hazing?”

    Shane stiffens, then forcibly relaxes. He tries to make his voice light, “A little, uh. A little of both, I guess.”

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    Shane's metric for a normal locker room is skewed. Ilya (and the Centaurs) are happy to help.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “Shane.” Ilya takes Shane’s head in his hands, squeezes his cheeks so that Shane looks puffy, absurd. Beloved. “I am saying that to me, even though you are retired, you will always be No. 1 hockey player. Fuck Wayne Gretzky.”

    That’s what does it, as Ilya knew it would. Shane rears back, spluttering, outraged, trying not to laugh.

    “Oh, I have committed blasphemy now. They will take back my citizenship, big crime, very sad.”

    Shane smoothes his hands along Ilya’s calves, rests his fingertips on Ilya’s ankles. “Fuck Wayne Gretzky,” he says. He looks like he can’t believe what he’s saying. Ilya wonders, distantly, if he can get it on tape to play back to himself when things feel particularly bleak. “We can live in exile together. I don’t care. You’re my, my best, my second best hockey player forever too.”

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    Shane decides he has to retire. Ilya, of course, will go with him.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “Seeing you smile like that, it makes me want to give you all of this,” he called out, making a sweeping gesture across the ice.

    Shane turned back to look at him, eyes bright, and laughed. “Canadian Tire Centre? I know you’re rich, Rozanov, but an entire arena is a pretty big real estate investment.”

    Ilya pushed off, skating to a stop in front of him, knowing his expression had morphed into something serious. “Hockey, Hollander. It should have been yours.”

    Or, everything that happens when your dreams don’t come true.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “I will get the next round. Shane, do you want anything?”
    Shane tilts his head up to smile at him.

    “Hey!” Wyatt crows, “Just Shane? What’s up with the favoritism?”

    Ilya squeezes Shane’s shoulder again when he tenses. “My beautiful husband is very neurotic and likes specific drinks. You all are, hm… basic bitches and drink only beer. It’s easy, I get you another pitcher and you are happy.”

    “Hey, you don’t know that! Maybe I want a cocktail.”

    Shane's first outing as a member of the Centaurs.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Shane has been trying to figure out how to ask Ilya to stop using condoms. He finally works up the courage the night Boston eliminates Montreal from the playoffs.

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    03 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 82

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    Phil’s first mistake was going looking for the source of the humming noise. His second was finding it.

    In retrospect, he probably shouldn’t have touched it.

     

    In which Phil discovers a time warp and that there's no place like home.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Ilya gets his bell rung while playing for Ottawa against Montreal

    He forgets how to speak English and can only speak Russian

    Luckily, Shane Hollander, the light of his life, has learned Russian

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “Surprised?” Rozanov asks.

    “There’s nothing – this is nothing,” Shane forces out.

    “Soulmates is something,” Rozanov says.

    “You know you should say Connected Person, not soulmate,” Shane says. “It’s old-fashioned and sugar-coating.”

    Rozanov takes a drag of his cigarette and looks Shane up and down. “Sugar? You think is always sweet and fun?”

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    Shane and Ilya are soulmates. A lot of it is sweet, and some of it is hard.

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    02 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 27

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    the one where dan and phil try to push their twin beds together... and then we all sob

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    02 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 40

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    Deciding not to push his luck and reveal his hand too much, Dan intentionally missed the next shot. He wanted Phil intimidated. He wanted him to be forced to show his skill off a little bit more, floundering to catch up, asking himself what went wrong the same way Dan had been doing all night.

    Dan competes in pro pool tournaments, and in many circles, is considered a professional and talented player. Phil is a hustler, whose victims often don’t realize they’re being swindled until it’s too late.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Svetlana could give Ilya everything Shane could not.

    She shared his language, his culture, and knew what it was like living in Russia–she didn’t have to try and learn Russian in secret so if Ilya wanted to just talk freely with her he could. She’d known Ilya his whole life, known his father and brother and, most importantly, his mother–the most precious person to Ilya. She could date Ilya, in public, and it wouldn’t cause a scandal–Ilya wouldn’t have to sacrifice his country to be with her or have to secure citizenship somewhere safe just so that if people found out he wouldn’t get arrested. She could stay with Ilya during the hockey season and share his space–she could get groceries with him and argue with him in the produce aisle about what to make for dinner that week. She could love Ilya, freely, and Shane could not.

    In the end it was not about Ilya or even Svetlana at all really. It was about what Shane could not be, what he could not give, to the person he loved most.

    OR: Shane and Svetlana meet for the first time and Shane battles with his insecurities.

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    01 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 54

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    Dan stands up too quickly and faints. That's fine, it happens, he knows how to deal with it.

    This time, he hits his head.

    And Phil, who does not know that head wounds generally tend to bleed like a faucet regardless of severity, freaks the hell out.

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    31 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 46

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    Phil gets Dan tied up and slightly desperate, and then he starts to tell Dan how much he means to him. Dan can't handle it. Dan really, really can't handle it.

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    31 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    "Dan looks around the apartment, the cheery decorations they put up together. If Dan was living by himself he knows he’d never put up a tree, little colorful lights, when they wouldn’t even be here for Christmas Day. Phil had insisted. Maybe it was all worth it, to be loved like this."

    5 times the boys had a crisis when they were separated, and 1 time they managed to have one together

    Or, Dan and Phil relying on each other through the years.

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    31 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 88

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    Five times Dan wakes up Phil in the middle of the night. And one time he returns the favour.

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    31 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 5

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    Dean didn't think going to Heaven would only be the beginning...

    "And now? Well, now he was dead. And his best friend, who was in love with him, wasn’t lost in the abyss. And all he had was time. So, Dean went for a drive, turned up the music, and tried to think. He tried to imagine it, to go back in time and tell Cas I love you too. To go back further, to long nights in the bunker, but instead of sipping whiskey and poring over ancient texts, there were calloused fingers and hot mouths and—"

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    31 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 44

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    Phil hasn't seen Dan in six hours. He's only downstairs, of course. But Phil is bored and misses his boyfriend.

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    30 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 20

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    Dan has valid reasons to dislike decorative cushions--but he's also been part of the problem before.

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    30 May 2026

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