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Picture of Clea from Clair Obscur: Expedition 33. She is smiling slightly and holding red flowers



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    "Come," she demanded. "I will not allow the two of you to be useless today."

    The insult bore more weight than the perfunctory way she said it, as if merely remarking on the morning's bleary weather. To him, uselessness alluded to the black trousers tied-off flush against his residual knees, and the burns that stretched upward toward his waist, obscured by the thick fabric.  Those scars and phantom pains he measured alone every night as he laid in the bath, wondering how it might feel to slip his head beneath the soapy water.

    Perhaps it was rude of him to ascribe that cruelty to his injuries rather than acknowledging it as Clea being... Clea. She didn't know how to express love unless it was on the edge of a dagger.

    "Fine, then," he muttered. "Lead the way."

    A year after the fire that terribly injured her siblings, Clea drags Verso and Alicia along to restore their mother's garden for her birthday.

    Written for the Clair Obscur Exchange 2026!

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    He seems comfortable enough sitting with his thoughts that he's not using the wine to get out of his own head, at the very least. Maybe he's just lonely. Verso does like talking, and entertains himself by climbing into her head when she's free enough to make merry. Julie is… strangely unbothered by that part of their routine.

    The part that does bother her is the meta aspect: the routine itself.

    Verso is there every night.

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    AKA Julie eases Verso off the slippery slope of drinking to forget his past.

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    06 May 2026

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    Verso believes immortality gives him licence to be careless. His friends have some thoughts about that.

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    “We old men must adapt to the times.” Verso thumbs across her cheek, fond and careful. “You’re way ahead, of course. So cutting edge you make them bleed.”

    “Gustave gets eye strain from arcane journals. As I have told you,” she teases. “Such things tend to happen with age. You’ll have to grow used to it, now that you’re mortal like the rest of us.”

    Age is always a strange topic for them. For everyone in the city. Verso no longer dyes his hair, and silver spills forth with every wash. His beard is salt-and-pepper. Lune longs to join him in that. Visible signs of age fills her with triumph. A satisfying sense of spite, even.

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    My take on the Maelle ending, and what it might mean to live in such a world.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    In the beginning, an artist made all the chroma that ever was and ever will be.

    Or, the Young Boy bears witness to the canvas, the fracture, and the final expedition.

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    07 Mar 2026