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John is trained to endure, to restrain himself, to efficiently suppress his wants when the time demands, and he transfers it into their intercourses – never letting himself lose it completely, even if energy pulses under his skin and on his fingertips, but mostly in his cock, making him want to throw caution out the window and take as much as he can from Bob. He knows that Bob wouldn’t refuse him. But he can’t. Can’t act like he needs it that much, can’t feel that way too – shouldn’t, for it’s nothing, really. Just a means to loosen up a little bit.
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You Know You Want Me To Burn Alive by dddvader
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
27 Jun 2025
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“I’m not-” Bucky’s brow furrows, his jaw clenches tight. He could at least stop lying. Of course he had been looking. And now, losing to himself, he looks again, when Zemo beckons him closer, pulls him in by the buckle of his belt.
“James,” he says, low, stroking him through the fabric of his pants with a gloved hand. No skin, no real contact.
Bucky shrugs his shoulders, lashes lowering, but Helmut rises up in front of him, grabbing his chin, forcing it down until their eyes lock.
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“I was thinking about you and us and…” Bob’s breath hitches, he pauses, and John kinda feels everything crumbling inside of him because it sounds too much like his last conversation with Olivia before they… He stops himself from spiraling and squeezes Bob’s hand tighter, waiting for him to continue.
“I wonder if you’ll ever bite me,” Bob finally pushes out, dropping his gaze.
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- Part 3 of part of me is you a/b/o vers
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It’s Been A While Since I Could Stand On My Own Two Feet Again by dddvader
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
20 Jun 2025
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The night flows, and even though John is tired as fuck – he spent the day with his son, helping him with football training – he feels that pleasant buzz of energy.
It’s around midnight when that kid walks in, dragging a duffel and looking like he hasn’t slept for days. Tall but built like a scarecrow, clothes a size too big, hanging off his body. John isn’t sure he’s legal. He doesn’t care that much – has work to do – but when the kid props himself on a bar stool and raises a slender hand, John walks to him and says firmly, “We don’t serve alcohol to minors.”
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Bob squeezes John’s hand harder, like he needs something to ground himself, because it absolutely shatters him – not in a bad way, though. He lets out a shaking sigh, his heart stuttering under his ribcage, and it’s like his chest is bursting with all the emotions flooding him in that moment. A couple of weeks ago, he didn’t even know that baby existed; he didn’t know if he would ever want to have one. And now he suddenly feels like nothing is as important as them and never will be.
It’s sickening and amazing at the same time.
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- Part 2 of part of me is you a/b/o vers
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Pete knows this kid is a huge fan, alright? He knows that bringing him out back to the van after the show may be misconstrued as taking advantage of this fact. The thing is, he just doesn’t care. This guy is fucking hot.
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19 Jun 2026
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remmick speaks a lot of languages, it comes with the experience of age as a vampire. stack likes them all, but, he’s got a favorite.
smut ensues.
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15 Jun 2026
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Nobody's in a band, but Pete and Patrick meet in the Chicago music scene, anyway. Patrick's sixteen and mostly innocent and kind of confused and Pete's older and cooler and fucked up in ways that just make Patrick like him more.
Podfic version of this story read by Penny.
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03 Jun 2026
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sue me, i want to be wanted! by alwaysneverwriting
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
06 Jun 2025
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John's the captain of the football team. He's hot, he's popular—and he's making out with Bob in the locker room after practice.
Bob doesn’t know if he can handle another secret relationship. But maybe he doesn’t need to worry this time.
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06 Jun 2025
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See Beneath Your Perfect by Punchie_Walker
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
15 May 2025
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John has a crisis of identity when he finds out about Bob's ex boyfriend...
Aka the John Walker Bisexual awakening crisis
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- Part 3 of Punch's VoidWalker Series
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15 May 2025