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Atsushi laughs, none the wiser behind the feeling twisting around in Osamu’s gut. “Lucy’s inviting me to watch a movie. She’s on this whole mission to show me ‘proper’ Western cinema.”
Osamu hums, tilting his head. “And you didn’t think to come to me, the epitome of sophisticated taste?” He clicks his tongue. “I would’ve introduced you to Fight Club, The Grand Budapest Hotel, Synecdoche, New York... real soul-crushers–The good stuff!”
Atsushi chuckles. “She wants to start me off with Jennifer’s Body, Heathers, and Coraline. Something about feminist horror and ‘formative weird girl energy.’”
But Osamu’s not listening anymore. His brain conjures up the scene like a movie reel: the red haired omega sitting next to Atsushi in a dark theater, her hand slipping over his, her body leaning in, that smile she wears when she’s got someone hooked—
He hates it.
(Or: Osamu’s control, the one thing he prides himself over, unravels thread by thread thanks to his adorable alpha protege.)
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10 Jul 2026
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You're prettier when you're a mess by shoutacunny
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 May 2026
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Dazai tells Akutagawa to follow him to his office after a hard day, what could go wrong!
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06 Jul 2026
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we're looking for something dumb to do by littlewonderlandgirl
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
28 Jun 2026
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"Osamu Dazai was married on a Tuesday at eleven-thirty pm, a month and a half before his eighteenth birthday."
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- Part 1 of i built a home around you
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06 Jul 2026
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Dazai is missing, presumed dead or a traitor. Ango has vanished. Odasaku is gone too. No one is telling Akutagawa anything except to rub in his face that he's been abandoned.
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- Part 2 of i built a home around you
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06 Jul 2026
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skin. by orphan_account
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga, Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
18 Jul 2021
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edward can’t keep his hands off of his girlfriend, especially when she’s sweating and covered in grease.
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06 Jul 2026
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tv shows and little cars by goldenretrievershavegentlemouths (thatonemangapanelfrombeast) for RatsOfDecay
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 May 2026
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Chuuya sat beside him with his coffee, one socked foot tucked under himself. “Look at you,” he cooed. “Tiny already.”
Akutagawa sucked quietly at the bottle and leaned against Chuuya’s arm. The praise made warmth bloom under his skin. He couldn’t really think enough to answer properly, only made a small pleased noise in his throat.
“Cute,” Chuuya said immediately.
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03 Jul 2026
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Weakness. Everything Akutagawa strived not to be. Weak.
Yet here he was, unconsciously slipping his hand down his sweatpants. Giving into temptation. Weak. . .
His mind started to wander to other places, before he even knew.
Two strong hands holding down his hips, and words of praise whispered against his ear as light kisses were pressed to his jaw. . In his fantasy, the other would whisper his name softly. He could almost hear it, ‘akutagawa… akutagawa…’
“Akutagawa.”
Ryuunosuke’s eyes focused again, and he was harshly pulled out of his fantasies. Next to his bed stood one of his superiors, Nakahara Chuuya, who had been standing there for god knows how long.Or: Chuuya catches Akutagawa masturbating. They fuck. Yayyy
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03 Jul 2026
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sour but i think i like it by teandfailure
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
31 Mar 2020
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“you’re stressed,” ed continues, “and you’re a busy guy, i get that, but by my calculations you’ve got like, one more quarterly evaluation left in you before you have a complete meltdown in the middle of your office, the ice is that fucking thin. you’re embarrassed to come to me and ask me for a kinky favor — and i get that, swear to god i do — so i came to you.”
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03 Jul 2026
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Rescuing a gorgeous blond who just got roofied in a crappy club is not exactly the meet-cute Roy imagined, but an adage about beggars and selection comes to mind.
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29 Jun 2026
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When Fullmetal comes into the office and asks to spar, Roy - bored out of his mind and not even close to finishing his work - jumps on the chance.
All is going well, until Ed's automail malfunctions: trapping them in an awkward position, with no choice but to await rescue.
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29 Jun 2026
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reaping and sowing by Griftings
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga
21 Mar 2025
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“I want to talk to you, Edward,” he whispers. “We need to talk.”
“Fine,” Ed says, flat with frustration and disappointment. He kinda was looking forward to getting kissed again. “I don’t think you’re really listening to what I’m saying, though. We’re married, and I’m stuck with you, and if I’m going to be stuck with you I’d at least like to have some fun sometimes where I can get it. I liked having sex with you. I’d like to do it again, at some point. Preferably soon. I’ve got a lot of lonely heats to make up for.”
Still staring at their abandoned breakfast, Roy asks softly, “And what happens when you get pregnant?”
Even with his eyes averted, Ed feels like he’s been slapped. Suddenly Roy’s looming over him is a lot less hot and a lot more threatening.
Or, the one where Ed insures that, even if he's been married off against his will, at least he has control over something in his life and secretly takes contraceptives. After an explosive but cathartic argument, he begins to settle into his marriage with Roy and realizes he has a partner instead of an opponent; and, from there, comes to a decision about pregnancy all on his own.
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- Part 4 of diplomacy
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29 Jun 2026
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Falling (not so) Slowly by Clockwork_Tangerine
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
22 Oct 2025
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Ed wants to snap the book closed and declare their one on ones finished. Afterall, Mustang won’t need him once he’s got his sight back. What would be the point when he’ll have his perfect 20/20 back before long. Might as well call it quits while Ed still has the controlling hand, and what’s left of his dignity.
“When?” It’s a whisper that somehow fills the entirety of the sparse room, bouncing off the white, clinical walls.
Mustang shifts, looking uncomfortable where he’s nestled, “I know you don’t approve, Ed –”
“When?” He demands, sharper, fiercer.
“Seven days.”
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Ed and Roy bond prior to Doctor Marcoh returning from Havoc's
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- Part 1 of ONCE Verse
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29 Jun 2026
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transposition ciphers by applecrumbledore
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
22 Dec 2016
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“I kissed Edward,” Roy said, more quietly than he'd ever spoken to her before. Riza’s raised eyebrows asked a question all on their own.
“Edward… Hertzmann? In signal corps, on the third—”
“Elric.” The surname hung heavy between them like it had hung between so many others before them. “But thank you for trying.”
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29 Jun 2026
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Honest with Ourselves by jpsjpsjpsJUPES
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga
14 Apr 2026
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“Good morning, Chris,” Roy says politely, “would you have some time today for an impromptu birth control session?”
“Tell her what you did!” Ed hollers, but it’s jovial still. Roy feels a silent bit of pride that they know each other well enough by now that Ed’s not even worried about his reaction.
“You know I have that young mate, don’t you?” Roy asks. “It’s gone… well, as you may have been able to expect.” He listens to the girls’ laughter in the background as Chris talks, but it’s barely more than white noise. He can already hear Chris’ tolerating smile over the receiver.
Roy and Ed get an abortion after Ed’s most recent heat.
For FE Spring Fever day 11: Nest.Series
- Part 2 of natures
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29 Jun 2026
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Angel Food Cake, Extra Cream by Clockwork_Tangerine
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
21 May 2026
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Roy's love-life is in absolute tatters, so heaven sends a cherub with an attitude to sort him out.
However, even a literal angel of the Lord isn't immune to Roy's charms when he turns them on.
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This is chaos and filth. Enjoy!
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- Part 1 of Heaven Sent
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29 Jun 2026
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A tragedy shakes the McCormick family.
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23 Jun 2026
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“I’m, uh… sober,” Tweek announces because what the fuck else is he supposed to say to his ex-boyfriend that he ghosted 10 years ago to go do drugs?
Craig nods slowly. He wants to say congrats, or I’m proud of you, or how have you been sober for this fucking long and not contacted me at all you fucking asshole–
(In which Tweek emerges from his decade long absence from Craig’s life as a sober desert hippie and Craig is just an emotionally stunted mechanic in South Park. They try to figure it out.)
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22 Jun 2026
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What Happens in the Body Stays in the Body by Koii_koii
Fandoms: Cuphead (Video Game), Dandy's World (Roblox), Bendy and the Ink Machine
04 Apr 2026
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Then…” she whispered, “that body…?”
“It remains ‘active,’ in a way,” he replied. “Because the parry technique has already been performed. But without the soul inside… there’s no real control. It’s like an empty shell that hasn’t fully shut down yet.”
Silence fell between them.
Shelly blinked a couple of times, trying to organize everything she had just heard.
“So… it’s dead… but at the same time… alive.”
The twin hesitated for a second.
“Uh… yeah. I suppose that’s a pretty accurate way to put it.”
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16 Jun 2026
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Tattle Tail by ArtemisMara
Fandoms: Bendy and the Ink Machine, Cuphead (Video Game), The Cuphead Show! (Cartoon), Myth of The Machine
28 Apr 2026
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It was peaceful, and Bendy could actually process his thoughts, going over the last couple of days' events in his head, letting it all sink in and file away. At least until-
“Why does your tail keep doin that?”
The question jars the demon out of his autopilot, fumbling with the gauze he just took out of the medkit sitting open next to the porcelain toon. He manages to catch the roll before it drops to the forest floor.
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Tldr: Bendy's tail makes his life difficult /j
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15 Jun 2026
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The first time Tommy noticed Purpled, it wasn’t because of the rumors. Wasn’t because he was scared of him. It was because the guy was sitting in the cafeteria, alone. methodically dismantling a sandwich like it had personally offended him.
in which Purpled is the school’s resident delinquent—detentions stacking up, knuckles always bruised, a reputation sharp enough to keep everyone at arm’s length—and Tommy, against all better judgment, can’t seem to look away.
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06 Jun 2026