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While in a battle the port mafia and the agency find themselves back in time, only to meet a young osamu still in the clutches of the mafia.
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It was disgusting what proximity could do to a person, absolutely disgusting how if brought close enough together you'd see the curves of another's body, see the pores on their skin and the scars that did not hide too well under their sleeves.
It was disgusting, Fyodor to reminded himself.
"Would you have taken me?", Dazai asked with uncharacteristic candor. His honey-brown eyes expressed an emotion in a language that Fyodor was all too familiar with.
"Of course. I'm not a fool." His answer carried conviction he wasn't aware he could provide. Then again, all his answers changed when Dazai asked the questions.
Dazai didn't say anything. He was probably trying to see where the boundary between them lay, or if there was one at all.
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Locked in Merusault, Dazai and Fyodor's conversations grow more intimate: the boy with the mind of steel gets roam in the lands of pretend godhood.
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As sick as it sounds, I loved you first by coragray
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
06 May 2026
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The man went mad, he begged Dazai for relief, he offered up every bit of information he had in a fit of sobs.
Mori remembered what Dazai told him afterwards, he said "I could never torture somebody as well as they torture themselves."
He remembered the chill that went down his spine, remembered the way Dazai's eyes bore into his, the apathy bleeding through.
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Chuuya walked over to Dazai's bed, he had no idea what he'd do, no plan of how to drag the boy out of his misery. For a minute he just stood there, taking in the distant look that had settled into Dazai's eyes, like he wasn't truly there.
He sat in the corner, the mattress dipped beneath his weight and his warmth flowed through the thin blanket. This physical shift seemed to have dragged Dazai out of his hypnotic state, he looked over to Chuuya with an unblinking stare. The look carried no ulterior motive, there was no scrutiny, no anticipation, there was nothing. He was just looking. That terrified Chuuya.
He knew what to do when Dazai would scheme, he knew what moves to pull when the bastard would try to predict everything; but now, the weight of uncertainty dawned on Chuuya, he truly did not know what to do with this new piece of vulnerability that was shown to him involuntarily.
"Dazai, what's wrong?" It was a stupid question, he didn't know why he asked, he knew with full certainty that Dazai wouldn't answer that or even acknowledge it for that matter. It was never that easy with him.
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"I've been itching for a mission like this, the Boss has me drowning in paper work. That jewel trade is all talk and no action I've been boring myself to death listening to them talk."
"I had a feeling you'd like this."
Chuuya felt something warm in that moment, something intimate. There was a weird intimacy in being known, in being seen. He wasn't sure he'd ever feel it with anyone but Dazai. He hated Dazai for that, at least that's what he told himself.
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because even burning feels warm for a while by coragray
Fandom 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Apr 2026
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“There’s a shade of blue one can only find in Yokohama.”
Dazai Osamu is thirty-three, a best-selling writer, the youngest winner in the history of a prestigious literary prize and an Alpha.
He's a father, a genius and — some say — a disappointment.Nakahara Chuuya is twenty-five.
He's the only Omega in his publishing course, and his second gender made a fighter out of him. He's an overachiever, a brother, a friend.
He just wanted his favorite writer to notice him.[Or: That literary soulmate AU where everybody suffers]
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you are alive and i mourn you anyway by arwasmeowing
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 Dec 2024
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“Dazai, what the fuck is this?”
Brown eyes, still cloudy, peered up at him as if the words hadn’t even been comprehended in Dazai’s mind. His head cocked to the side in a silent question and Chuuya moved to push Dazai’s leg up a bit further, bringing it into the light so they could both see properly.
The near entirety of the skin was marred, of course, self-inflicted scars crisscrossing each other, old enough to have turned a faded white, but that wasn’t what he was focused on.
The issue lay in a series of fresh ones. They were scarily recent, probably only a few days old at best, and scabbed over. None looked bad enough to have needed stitches but they were pretty damn close.
Those hadn’t been there the last time they’d done this. In fact, nothing of the sort had been there any of the times they’d fucked since before Dazai left the Port Mafia.
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In which Chuuya and Dazai have been having casual sex for years and all of that is fine until Dazai relapses for the first time since leaving the Port Mafia.
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- Part 2 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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31 May 2026
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“something happened,” oda says before he can stop himself. "with me and dazai, i mean. something weird. he asked me to sleep with him.”
“ah,” says ango, and his face relaxes. he takes a sip of his drink. “so he propositioned you as well. i was wondering when he would.”
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10 May 2026
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as the gold bleeds into grey by starcollectorsilas
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Jan 2025
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At night, Chuuya dreams of the summer after he left high school.
Freshly eighteen, and he got out of school on the last Friday, packed a bag and left home.
He drove for three hours, until a sparkling lake and the setting sun greeted him, along with a row of red cabins, mostly empty for the first week or two of the summer holidays.
He fell in love there.Chuuya fell in love. Over the course of a week and a half, the brunette boy with seemingly endless charisma and a never ending list of things to do stole his heart and dug his claws in deeper than either could have expected.
As with all summer flings, it ended as fast as it started, and he returned home with an aching abscess he couldn't shake if he tried.
Then college started, and a slightly duller version of his summer crush took up the bed across from his.OR
After falling in love in the summer, Chuuya goes to college hoping to get a fresh start and forget the events of the summer. His roommate happens to be the boy he fell in love with, and there are some wounds that can't be healed, no matter how hard you try.
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06 May 2026
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"You’ll what?”
“You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”
“I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.
Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”
Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.
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toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible
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03 May 2026