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Just Let Me Hold You While We're Falling Apart by Hellobeany
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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The airport looks like it always does. A sea of people oblivious to anything going on around them. Ilya is about to put his headphones over his ears when he sees something so familiar his brain almost doesn't register it. That is until he realizes that he's in fucking Moscow so this doesn't make any sense.
Because right there at the gate, spread out over several chairs, his duffle bag as a pillow, is the figure of Shane Hollander sleeping. The hood of his sweatshirt is up and he's wearing sunglasses, but Ilya would recognize the shape of Shane Hollander anywhere.
“Hollander?” he asks in shock, stepping closer.
Or, Shane shows up in Russia after learning Ilya's father died. Ilya did not ask him to do this. He just showed up. And now Ilya doesn't know what to do with himself. He proceeds to just go with it, and maybe listen to Shane for once.
Another song inspired fic, this time Ever the Same by Rob Thomas which I argue is underrated.
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16 Jul 2026
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Buck is definitely not jealous. He just doesn’t like Tommy. He doesn’t like how he fits into Eddie’s life so easily. He doesn’t like how he’s easy and fun and cool and exciting, and Buck is sure Eddie is going to realize it and Buck is going to be replaced and lose everything.
Instead of talking about it, Buck decides that he can be fun too. Then Eddie gets hurt and it’s all his fault. Buck will do anything to be good again so Eddie will forgive him. Even if he hurts himself doing it.
Eddie doesn’t realize until it’s too late that Buck wasn’t just acting out, he was scared. And now he’s dropping hard.
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15 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is reserved and focused; he doesn't allow things like feelings, emotions, and worries to crowd his senses. Until he met Shane Hollander, Ilya considered himself immune to vulnerability. Ilya prioritizes Shane's well-being, considering he's never let himself be helped or cared for by others before. That is, until one night, things get so bad he can't help but let those unwanted emotions out. And because he has been there so many times for Shane in the past, Ilya learns that with Shane around, there will always be somebody in his corner rooting for him and helping him climb to success.
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The three times Ilya Rozanov helped Shane Hollander, and the one time Ilya had to learn to accept the love and care he deserves.
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11 Jul 2026
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All of Me is Tired, So You Can Rest by marblearched
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
12 Oct 2023
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Nicky would do anything for the twins.
When money problems threaten his ability to maintain the home he had managed to create for them, Roland offers Nicky shifts after-hours at Eden's.Nicky sacrifices himself a little more, and soon a person from his past creeps back into his life to push him closer to his limit.
He worked so hard to keep this part of their lives his personal secret, but the desperation of the past never leaves quietly.
_________________________________Nicky turns to sex work to support Andrew and Aaron, and must deal with the toll it takes.
(inspired by "Making Ends Meet" by onedayanauthor and "All we need is somebody to lean on" by AgapantoBlu)
chapter one: pre-canon
chapter two-three: post-canonBookmarked by chemonya
08 Jul 2026
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They sent people to Camp Full Point to change them.
Nicky was a boy made of secrets and lies, and he had broken a long time ago. Camp Full Point might just be the thing that kills him.Or, Nicky's parents send him to Conversion Camp. This is that story.
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08 Jul 2026