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Chenle stills. His eyes snap open, the blurry edges of his vision sharpening as he tilts his head upward—and immediately locks eyes with Jaemin.
Jaemin, whose lips curve into a soft, amused smile that creases his cheeks. The low light makes his features seem sharper, his hair slightly tousled and looking good in a way that’s absurdly unfair. For a single, disorienting second, Chenle thinks: Oh my god, he’s evil.
The thought barely has time to take root before it’s replaced by something infinitely more alarming: Oh, he’s beautiful.
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- Part 1 of instinctual
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27 Jun 2026
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“Why tonight?” Mark asks, staring down at Chenle, noticing the tears pooling up in his eyes. Chenle lets out a few labored breaths, before untangling his fingers from Mark’s, instead moving his hands to cup Mark’s face.
“I had to know,” Chenle says, a soft smile as the tears start falling. “Now or never.”
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Mark is glad that Chenle came to him—because what’s a man without his best friend?
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14 Jun 2026
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Chenle steals more and more of the following from Jisung each time they hook up: articles of clothing, empty spaces in his mind, pieces of his heart.
(5 times Chenle seeks out Jisung for a hook-up and 1 time Jisung finds Chenle first.)
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14 Jun 2026
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oh to bounce on it while he yaps about his nerdy interests... by haolpha
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
24 Nov 2025
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Jisung liked to think someone up there – maybe the stars or the person responsible for making them – purposely made sure that Chenle’s hands wouldn’t grow past the length of his wrist; a testament that just as the stars in the sky had predetermined lifecycles that fate plans out for them millions of years in advance, Chenle and Jisung were always destined to inhabit the same space together.
A hand wrapped around a wrist. The rings of Saturn, countless rocks and ice and particles and dust that circle the planet in a complete, absolute orbit.
And then he’s sharply reminded that a stars’ life expectancy completely depends on its initial mass, either forming into a black hole or a white dwarf if it were truly small enough, and his poetic ramblings lose a bit of wind.
Still, Jisung prefers some of the more lyrical descriptions of scientific phenomena, even if he happens to know a little too much about how the world works to genuinely believe them.
(Jisung thinks Chenle is acting strangely. He does a few stupid things - in the name of science - to get to the bottom of it.)
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06 Jun 2026
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Chenle concludes it’s jealousy. He’s jealous of Jaemin. Jealous of Jisung’s liking of him, jealous of how he so easily cooks for him, dotes on him, loves him so blatantly.
He's pretty sure, at least.
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03 Jun 2026