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    Shane and Ilya are relaxing at the cottage after a disappointing end to their season, soaking up the freedom before their baby arrives by surrogate later in the summer. Ilya gets a call from his attorney’s office in Boston, which he has not used since he moved to Ottawa ten years earlier. His niece showed up in their office looking for how to contact him, the only thing she had to go on was an envelope with the firm’s name and address on the trust fund paperwork she stole from her dad before fleeing Russia.

    This is the story of the first few months of parenthood, welcoming a new baby and an unexpected teenager in the course of a few weeks.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    The purposefully boring reaction died on his tongue the second he saw the picture on the screen. He hadn’t even read the headline yet, too nervous to find out what it could be saying. Because on the screen in front of him was the cocky face of Ilya Rozanov and, if Shane was not completely mistaken, it appeared he was sat in an Ottawa Centaurs jersey.

    “What the fuck is going on?” Shane hissed, eyes bulging in a way that he was sure would have been comical if his whole world wasn’t caving in on him again. Ilya Rozanov was meant to be gone forever. That was the agreement he had assumed they had come to when he had run off to Russia without a single text and had never been in contact again.

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    OR: Two years after Ilya Rozanov mysteriously left Boston mid-contract to return to the Russian league, he has returned under equally mysterious circumstances. Shane wants nothing more than to pretend he is still an ocean away, if only Ilya would let him.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    For a second, nothing happens. Just blinking, slow and disoriented. But still alive and still here.

    Shane feels something crack open in his chest so violently it almost takes him down with it.

    Ilya turns his head slightly. His eyes land on Shane and Shane knows, this is it. This is the moment, where it either comes back or it doesn't.

    "I know you," Ilya says.

    The relief hits Shane like a wrecking ball. Shane actually laughs, a broken, breathless sound as he drags a hand over his face.

    "Yeah," he says quickly. "Yeah, you do."

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    What does it mean to choose a life you don't remember?

    and it's just another unnecessary amnesia fic

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander never got that concussion, and Ilya Rozanov breaks up with him. Shortly after, Shane suffers a career ending injury. They don’t speak again.

    Of course, stories don’t end like that. At least not theirs. When Shane adopts a little girl with familiar curls and deep blue eyes, Shane writes letters to Ilya, imagining he was with him, raising the girl together.

    Movers get things mixed up. Letters get sent. And after 4 years of no contact, Ilya moves to Ottawa to see Shane again. The only question is—will Shane let him in? Or is he still just as scared as he was in 2017?

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    11 Jun 2026

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    June 25, 2026 — Sir George-Étienne Cartier Parkway, somewhere off Rothwell Drive

    Shane Hollander opened his eyes and felt relief.

    I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

    What don't I know?

    It didn't matter. He just needed to not remember.

    And he didn't.

    Good.

    Then everything was black.

    or: a married Hollanov amnesia fic

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    11 Jun 2026