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Halo by Suoulvr
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
19 Apr 2026
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Sometimes he thought about dying.
Can “sometimes” mean every day?
He doesn’t know.Nirei thinks he wants to die. Maybe.
He longs for too much. He desires too much.
And yet, he wants to die.They look at him. They greet him.
And he smiles.He thinks about the pills he used to steal from his mother so he could sleep, even if just a little.
To die, even if just a little.They touch his hair.
They kiss him.He thinks about how his ribs tighten, as if they wanted to crush something soft and fragile inside.
He breathes the same. He smiles the same.They laugh with him.
He laughs with them.
And he thinks about the balcony in his room.
The height.
The fall.The air hitting his face.
They desire him.
He despises himself.
Or they despise him, and then he tries to desire himself.
Nirei is miserable.Series
- Part 3 of Nirei angst
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Morning by Suoulvr
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
25 Aug 2024
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Less than an hour to go, and Nirei could pull out his stomach with his bare hands, draw an X on his throat and rip out his vocal cords, pull out every single eyelash, and rot in that room.
He was sure that if his mother saw him like this she would let him skip school, maybe he should pretend he was sick, he had always been very sickly and there was a chance his mother would believe him.
Or he could go back to begging her on his knees, throw away the last dignity he had left, cry and puke his guts out.
"Dear, it's time to get up!"
Series
- Part 2 of Nirei angst
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Dying by Suoulvr
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
22 Jul 2024
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He's good at reading people and it's sadly obvious how they look at him with pity, the same look they give to the people they help, he shouldn't be the one receiving the same look, when he's supposed to be at their side, to be at the same level, to be their ally.
He knows this because Suo or Sakura would never receive a look like that, even if Sakura caused an imminent need to help him, not even when they were helping Anzai with his unfortunate situation. Nirei could never see that kind of look directed at any of his classmates except him, it hurt him, just a little, it felt like a needle stuck in his skin, small and harmless, it could almost be ignored, but it never goes away, in fact, in the moment someone touches the
needle, the pain returns.Or
How Nirei spends his entire life thinking about dying.
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- Part 1 of Nirei angst
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Kuroo's house was quiet, contrary to what was expected from the safe and reliable image he had formed over the years, Kuroo's house is really quiet, although it was the least he expected after years of screaming, broken glass and pillows to minimize the arguments, after all his family of four ended up becoming Kuroo and whoever was there, Kuroo and the few times his father tried to act like what that man was, his father, Kuroo and his grandparents when they found the time to be with him, or most of the time Kuroo and kenma, games, not very quality food and meaningless disputes, but still silent, kuroo wished that it were nostalgic for when it was a noisy house, but along with the noise came violence. And maybe it was a bit boring and lonely, he preferred silence a thousand times.
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Or basically kuroo dealing with silence, the reasons for it and the consequences of it
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Reo was used to inappropriate touching, it was a constant thought in his mind that weighed heavily, cutting off his breathing and making his eyes blurry.
or how Reo burns from the touch of others.
Recent series
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Nirei angst by Suoulvr
Fandom Wind Breaker (Anime), Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga)
19 Apr 2026
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angst about Nirei Akihiko from WIND BREAKER!!
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“Are you not gonna call me pretty,” Seonghyeon says in between breaths.
“Huh?”
“Aren’t I a pretty girl?”
Keonho can feel Seonghyeon’s mouth move against his shoulder as he says it. It dawns on him then and there, that he probably should be imaging a girl behind his eyelids.
or ⟶ promotions leave the both of them sexually frustrated, and they decide to follow in their members' footsteps.
Series
- Part 1 of The Prettiest Girl
Bookmarked by Suoulvr
30 Jun 2026
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Seonghyeon makes one wrong turn and ends up somewhere he was never meant to be, an underground fight club where everything is louder, rougher, and far less forgiving than anything he knows.
The worst part isn’t the place.
It’s who he finds there.
Keonho, his childhood friend isn’t someone he recognizes anymore.
And leaving turns out to be harder than it should be.Or: fic where au where Seonghyeon stumbles upon a fight club and walks straight into the version of Keonho he was never meant to see. (With a side of james x Seonghyeon)
Bookmarked by Suoulvr
30 Jun 2026
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found a light that never fades by littencloud9
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
18 Jun 2026
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They get so caught up in it that they don’t realise Akihiko has noticed them messing around until they get a pillow thrown at their faces.
“I’m studying!” Akihiko scolds, though there’s no heat behind his words. In fact, he looks like he’s trying not to laugh. “Do that somewhere else!”
Hayato immediately straightens back up, his face the picture-perfect example of innocence. He points a sharp finger at Haruka. “Haruka-kun started it.”
“What?!”
gee, sakura! how come they let you have TWO beautiful gorgeous partners who love you very much?
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- English
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Bookmarked by Suoulvr
30 Jun 2026
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anything (wanna sleep in your car while you're drivin') by shimcor (shim4shams)
Fandoms: CORTIS (Band)
25 Jun 2026
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"Martin lurches awake, breathing heavily as he clutches his sheets around him. He shivers, thin limbs trembling as another gust of wind rattles through the house. It is nearly two in the morning and no one else is awake. He is eight years old and far lonelier than any child should be.
It is almost two in the morning and Martin is alone, and he does not like that. He scratches at the cuffs of his pajamas, even though they're too small for him now, and pulls the blanket tighter around him."
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5 times Martin woke up alone, and 1 time he didn't.
Bookmarked by Suoulvr
29 Jun 2026
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Martin está teniendo el peor día de su vida universitaria y sus largas piernas son un problema en el transporte público. Cuando una señora decide armar un escándalo por su forma de sentarse, un completo extraño de cabello castaño y facciones perfectas interviene para defenderlo, cambiando por completo el rumbo de su tarde sobre una chaqueta de mezclilla en el suelo del tren.
Un mapa improvisado con marcador permanente en la palma de la mano es la excusa perfecta para que un viaje miserable se convierta en el mejor trayecto de su vida.
Bookmarked by Suoulvr
29 Jun 2026