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    “This isn’t my life!” Buck exclaims. “This is not how it’s supposed to be. Abby is supposed to be gone. She’s supposed to have left. As in, left Los Angeles, not left me to marry Bobby. Bobby’s supposed to marry Athena.”

    “Cap and Athena? But she’s—”

    “Married. Yeah,” Buck huffs. “Like I said, that doesn’t work out.”

    “Because Real Michael is gay?” Eddie asks skeptically.

    “Real Michael is gay,” Buck confirms.

    OR: After his break up with Tommy, Buck falls asleep on Eddie’s couch and wakes up in a world where Bobby is married to Abby, Hen and Karen are divorced, Athena and Michael are faking a happy marriage, Chim has a daughter that is not Buck's niece, and—just to really, personally fuck with him—Eddie and Maddie are engaged to be married.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Eddie recaps this in his head a couple more times and he’s — jealous. Fuck, he’s jealous. That’s the word for it, the heat coiling deep in his gut, his whole body wound like a spring about to snap.

    Jealousy.

    Which is a bizarre emotion to feel about your best friend sleeping with someone. Jealousy implies ownership, implies wanting, implies — implies that 1) Eddie is not straight, and 2) he is possibly in love with his best friend and maybe possibly wants to suck said best friend’s dick about it.

    Alright — okay. Eddie feels like he needs to sit with that for a second, give it the space it deserves.

    Eddie wants to suck a dick attached to a person who is a man.

    Not just any dick, either. Buck’s dick. His best friend.

    Huh.

    He expected that to feel weirder. He expected sirens, maybe, or a crisis, or at minimum a dramatic internal monologue about his Catholic upbringing and the sanctity of heterosexuality.

    Instead, there’s nothing. The sirens are silent, the crisis doesn’t come, and Eddie wants to suck his best friend’s cock. Non-platonically.

    Or,
    Eddie moves back to LA, finds out Buck slept with Tommy, and reacts accordingly.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Unknown number: Hey! It’s Buck
    Like Buckaroo69
    But just Buck
    You don’t have to include the 69

    Eddie: You mean your legal name doesn’t include the number 69?

    Buck: Haha. No. I mean my real name is Evan

    Eddie: Why Buck?

    Buck: It’s my last name. Buckley

    Eddie: Now who has a slim grasp on internet safety, Evan Buckley?

    Buck: Okay, do as I say, not as I do

    Or: Buck doles out the worst - but well-meaning - advice in the world. Eddie, naturally, listens.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “I can’t keep doing this, Eddie. Your sweatpants are in my dresser. You buy the right spices at the farmer’s market for my recipes. You wear the monstrosities I knit for you. You hold my kid’s hand when we’re crossing the street.”

    Eddie’s lips are at the hinge of his jaw, like he’s testing the waters. It makes Buck brave enough to bring a numb hand up to one of the belt loops on Eddie’s darkwash jeans, thumbing there restlessly—sliding the tips of his fingers under the hem of his obsidian button-down. The skin-to-skin contact is all at once relieving.

    “I think we’ve both known what we are for a while now,” Buck goads, hushed; tilting to arch his neck back against the wall, granting Eddie unlimited access, praying he takes the explicit invitation. “You’re my best friend. But this isn’t sustainable.”

    or: Buck's sick of pretending.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    "What— what do you see?"

    "I see," Eddie says, measured, careful, "someone who looks like he wanted somebody to see him like that."

    Buck's whole body goes hot.

    "And I'm trying to decide," Eddie continues, slower now, his breath heavier, "whether I'm allowed to be that somebody."

    The hand on Buck's thigh has migrated upward. He notices it three seconds after it happens, his palm now resting flat against his own stomach where his shirt has rucked up, fingers splayed across the skin. The touch of his own hand on his own body in this context is sending a current up his spine that he is, evidently, helpless to stop.

    "Eddie." Buck's voice cracks. "Are you— are you jerking off to my photo?"

    The pause is brief but loaded, and when Eddie answers it’s barely recognizable, every word landing somewhere in the south of Buck's body with a measurable physical impact.

    "You send me a picture like that, Buck. What am I supposed to do?"

    Or,
    Buck wins a boudoir photoshoot giveaway. Eddie reaps the benefits.

    Or,
    Buck accidentally sends his nudes to Eddie.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    The bruises mottle Buck’s skin, like paint splattered clumsily on a canvas. Except—the artist behind this, whoever they are, clearly went about it with intent and precision. A curator of hickeys; Buck’s pale thighs like the walls of a gallery. A thriving one, at that. It’s… a lot of marks.

    Eddie wonders if it hurts. Well—he knows that part already, at least based on what Buck told him a few minutes ago. So instead, Eddie starts to wonder if it hurt. The procedure behind the photo; the act of being marked up so irrefutably.

    Buck reacts to Eddie’s thumbs up message with a thumbs down.

    Buck: I just accidentally sexted you dude
    Don’t 👍👍👍👍 me

    Or: Eddie receives an unintended photo. Then he bites some thighs about it.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    "Are you married?”

    Christopher coughed so hard he nearly dropped his phone.

    Buck choked on nothing.

    Eddie said, “No.”

    Theo turned to Buck. “Why?”

    Buck’s mouth opened.

    Eddie got there first. “Because you have to ask someone before you marry them.”

    Theo considered this.

    Then he looked at Buck. “Did you ask?”

    “No,” Buck said quickly.

    Theo looked at Eddie. “Did you ask?”

    “No.”

    “Why?”

    Christopher whispered, “Great question.”

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “Buck,” Eddie murmurs, and Buck loves the way his lips curl around the word—Buck, like he’s saying the name of a lover. His name’s always been safe in Eddie’s mouth. “Buck.” 

    “What’d you want?” Buck asks, helpless to keep his gaze from darting to Eddie’s lips. Shiny and pink, that scar on his lips the bane of Buck’s fucking existence. He’s dangerously close to dipping down and just biting it.

    “You really have to ask?” Eddie says, high and breathless. “All these years and you still have to ask?” His eyes are so, so clear, not the barest hint of a doubt in them. This is a man that knows what he wants, and Buck is coming undone—every thread that keeps him whole unravelling with every breath. 

    “Eddie,” Buck whispers. 

    “How long are you gonna make me wait?” Eddie tugs on his curls again, and Buck’s elbows buckle, putting him an inch away from Eddie’s lips. An inch. “How many years until I can put a ring on it, baby?” 

    or, the start of forever.

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    24 May 2026

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    "Eddie?" Shannon picks up on the fourth ring. "Everything okay?"

    "I kissed a man," he says.

    The silence on the other end stretches for nine thousand years. Eddie can hear Shannon breathing. He can hear his own heartbeat slamming against his ribs. He stares at the apartment building through his windshield, at the lit window on the fourth floor that might belong to E. Buckley, and waits for his ex-wife to say literally anything at all.

    "You what?"

    "I kissed a man, Shannon. Just now. I was delivering food and he opened the door and I just— I kissed him. On the mouth. And I don't know why."

    Another silence. Then a sound Eddie recognizes with dawning horror as Shannon trying very, very hard to suppress a laugh.

    "Shannon."

    "I'm processing."

    "You're laughing."

    "I'm processing." She fails spectacularly. "I'm sorry, I just— you kissed a man? Edmundo Diaz? The same Edmundo Diaz who wouldn't watch Brokeback Mountain with me because it made him 'uncomfortable'?"

    "It did make me uncomfortable!"

    "Yeah, Eddie, I'm starting to understand why."

    Or,
    Being kissed by your Uber Eats delivery driver? Worse things have happened.

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    16 May 2026

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    "That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."

    Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."

    "I do know that."

    "You don't."

    "Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."

    Or,
    Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.

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    16 May 2026

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    “Oh, I mean, I guess you guys aren’t married yet, but it still counts,” Harry insists, but the more he talks, the more he realizes he’s making some sort of faux pas. He glances around for some help. Maddie and Chimney are clutching each other’s hands tightly, Hen and Karen are looking pointedly at the floor, Buck and Eddie are staring at Harry, and May and Ravi look like they’re on the verge of exploding with laughter. Well, that’s suspicious. “What am I missing here?” Harry finally asks.

    “Buck and I aren’t a couple, bud,” Eddie says gently.

    ---

    Harry mistakenly believes that Buck and Eddie are a couple.

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    13 May 2026

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    Looking down at the bottle’s label like he’s reading the countdown clock on a bomb, Eddie says, “Buck.”

    “Eddie.”

    Said Eddie huffs. Buck suspects he also had to fight back the urge to stomp his foot with that one. “I don’t need… I’m fine. It’ll go away in a couple of days; it’s only when I stretch weird, anyway, so—”

    “Or, hear me out,” Buck interrupts coolly, “you could, I don’t know—relax? A few bubbles won’t bite, Eddie.” Then, softer: “It’s a muscle soak. It’ll help, I swear.”

    Eddie holds out the bottle and points at it despairingly. “Citrus jamboree,” he whines.

    “It’s a party,” Buck shrugs.

    Or: 5 innocuous stops along Buck and Eddie’s cozy journey to forever, +1 destination

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    10 May 2026

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    “Eddie! Eddie, hey, hi. Sorry. Theo, don’t touch that! Don’t touch that! Ah, frick. He’s - - he’s touching it.” 

    “Is everything okay?” 

    “No. No. I’m - - locked out. Theo is locked in. Well - - he locked himself in. Accidentally. I think. I’m pretty sure. Anyway, I need your key. I need your key really fast. Theo! Buddy. Please. Don’t eat that. That’s not for eating. Theo. Theo. Don’t - -” Buck lets out a loaded, patient breath. “Ideally as fast as you can.” 

     

    Or, Theo locks Buck out. Eddie comes to the rescue.

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    06 May 2026

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    Eddie keeps forgetting that he has a girlfriend. Or that Buck has a boyfriend.

    a.k.a:

    Chimney's bachelor party, as told in two parts.

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    01 May 2026

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    Eddie climbs onto the bed. They sit side by side, legs extended, two letter L’s protruding off the page. Instead of pressing play like Eddie is expecting, Buck laughs.

    “What?” Eddie asks, an instinctive smile caressing his lips.

    Buck grips his jaw, thumb brushing over his teeth before he bites at the broad nail, stifling. “Just—did you ever see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory?”

    Eddie nods. “Gene Wilder.”

    “That’s the one,” Buck chuckles around his thumb, then lets it slide free. “You know the grandparents?”

    Then Eddie’s laughing too. “Jesus,” he says on an exhale.

    “I’m just saying,” says Buck, still giggling. “I’ve seen our future, and it’s bright.”

    Or: God created the world in seven days. It only takes Eddie six to surreptitiously move into Buck’s house.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    "Holy shit!" Chim chokes, spitting coffee all over the shirt Buck just changed into.

    "Aw c'mon man," Buck sighs, but Chim isn't looking at him. He's staring out the engine bay doors, his face slack with shock as he points weaking at something behind Buck.

    "Eddie's kissing the hot nurse in the parking lot."

    "What hot nurse??" Buck whips around.

    He expects to find some petite woman with smooth brown hair and neat scrubs plastered to Eddie's front. What he finds instead is a very tall, very hot man cradling Eddie's face, titling it upwards into a kiss that looks gentle and earnest, his other hand splayed large and confident against Eddie's waist.

    Or

    Buck loses his goddamn mind after seeing Eddie and Ian kiss. Eddie has no idea what's going on. Until he does.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Maybe: Tabitha 🔮
    Your spell: “Love Spell: Buck” has been completed!

    The whole car jolts. He looks at Eddie. Eddie is also staring at the screen, almost as if Eddie can also see Buck’s hallucination.

    And he is hallucinating, because the alternative is that Eddie, who does not believe in magic, ordered what appears to be an Etsy witch and placed a love spell on what appears to be Buck.

    Or, Buck hallucinates a text message from Eddie's Etsy witch.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    “You’re naked.” 

    Buck splutters. “You’re here.”

    Eddie stares at him helplessly. He can’t deny it. He is here. 

    Of his own volition. 

    Because he’s crazy, and he followed Buck here, to a porn cinema, and he walked in on Buck getting fucked in the ass by a stranger, surrounded by half-naked men, with artistic gay porn projected on the wall like some sort of presentation and he’s still staring at Buck who is naked and he’s going to faint. He’s going to faint at the porn cinema, and they’re going to have to take him away in an ambulance, and Hen is going to make fun of him for the rest of his mortal life.

    Or: Buck dodges Eddie’s calls. Eddie makes it his mission to find him.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    “I’m a normal size.”

    “No,” Buck says, insistent. “It’s— it’s thick, Eddie. Like— a real handful thick.”

    Eddie ducks his head, swallowing hard. “I’m a— grower. By your definition. It gets bigger.”

    Buck is still staring at him. Eddie does not look back. “Like an inch bigger?”

    Grabbing his beer from the table, Eddie takes the last sip, hoping the chill of it will be some kind of cool balm over the flames within. It doesn’t help much. Quietly, he answers, “More.”

    Buck gasps, loud and theatrical. “More?”

    “Yes. Alright?” Eddie says tightly, his body flushes hotly. “More.”

    A long second ticks by.

    Abruptly and a little loudly, Buck asks, “Eddie, how big is your cock?”

    Or: Buck finds out Eddie is hung. Seriously hung. This is mindblowing information to possess, apparently.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    “Hey, Buck?” Christopher says. “How do you know you’re not in love with my dad?”

    Buck freezes. A full body clench. “Uh,” he says. “Could you - - I think I - - sorry,” he laughs uncomfortably. “Could you repeat the question?”

    “I asked Dad, but now I’m more confused. And you date men, right? But you don’t date Dad. So how do you know you don’t want to date Dad?”

     

    Or, Christopher has some questions. He asks the two worst possible people.

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    09 Apr 2026

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