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    "Hayden blinks. “You… you know. Your post last night. I hope I didn’t make you feel like you couldn’t tell me. I mean, I-I was always trying to set you up with Jackie’s friends, you could’ve told me then.” The pain in Hayden’s voice is palpable, but Shane can’t seem to care. Panic is slowly bubbling in his stomach. He feels his face drain of color.
    “I-I posted something last night?” He whispers.
    Hayden’s eyes widen, and he turns, if possible, even paler. “You… don’t remember?”"

     

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    Shane accidentally comes out publicly while blackout drunk. Ilya comforts him and confessions ensue. Shortly after, Shane starts getting hit on by men everywhere. Online, by fans, even by the goddamn paparazzi. Ilya hates it.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Being a leader of a Hidden Village exhausts Naruto like nothing else. When he comes home at night ready to crash, Sasuke greets him horny out of his mind.

    They manage to reach an agreement.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “I could marry Svetlana,” Ilya says in one breath, like the sentence bores him with its mundanity.

    Shane feels like he’s been pushed from a cliff, left to fall and break his bones, like the lungs just got ripped from his chest, like a bullet was shot on his shameful, stupid, desperate heart.

    He likes her. She makes him happy. In the rare times he said her name in Shane's presence, it brought a smile soft as cotton on the Russian’s face.

    She was there first. She's a woman. She's perfect for Ilya, his lifestyle, and his career. Why would he bother himself trying something more with Shane? Why, when he could have that more with someone who would be so much less complicated?

     

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    Or Shane thinks his love has to be selfish for it to have any worth. Ilya disagrees but that man is circling around the subject from so far away it might as well be from space.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    When Ilya proposes he could marry Svetlana to get citizenship, he did expect Shane to be a little surprised. However, what he didn't expect was for Shane to look away from him without saying anything.

    Ilya had never regretted anything more in his life.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Shane thinks he's doing a good job at hiding the truth behind his performance diet.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    When Ilya finally made it back to their table, the air between them was toxic. Shane didn't look at him. He kept his eyes fixed on the stage, a frozen, fake smile plastered on his face that Ilya knew was a lie.

    “Shane—” Ilya started, his voice low.

    “Not here,” Shane snapped, his voice a jagged edge. “Do not make a scene here"

     

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    One year into marriage, Shane and Ilya realize that love isn't just about the easy days. It's about what happens after the cameras stop flashing and the wet towels start piling up.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    An 'innocent' video of Ilya and Shane is posted, and their lives are abrutply turned upside down. Forced seperation, security detail, no-contact and broken hearts ensue.
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    He knows who it is without having to turn around. Even in silence, in darkness- in the dim corner of the world, Ilya has always had a way of commanding a space and making his presence known.

    “Made it five minutes before running. Is new record, no?” Ilya says behind him, voice low and cruel.

    Shane’s laugh comes out wrong, hollow and sharp, because of course Ilya would follow him just to be an asshole. He turns slowly, because part of him wants to see if this is real and part of him wants to rip the reality out by the roots.

    “Fuck you,” Shane snaps, voice shaking with rage he didn’t realize he had. “After five months of silence, that’s the first fucking thing you say to me? Fuck. You.”

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    12 Feb 2026

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    “You never forget?”

    “No,” Shane breathes out. “No, I never forget.”

    Except Ilya does.

    He forgets his wedding ring.

    And Shane notices.

    Or: Shane gets stuck inside his own head when Ilya forgets his wedding ring.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Shane turns away from the unforgivable mess he just made, running through the house to begin searching for a broom, a vacuum, even a freaking dust pan that would somehow assist him with cleaning up his transgression.

    He’s halfway down the hallway, trying to locate a closet door that would possibly have cleaning supplies stashed away in it when he hears the front door open.

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    Shane accidentally breaks something of Ilya's.

    Together, they learn how to navigate grief, love, and forgiveness.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Five times Ilya falls in love with Shane's autistic traits

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    One time Shane asks about it

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    05 Feb 2026

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    01 Feb 2026

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    When Ilya woke, it was like he’d been pulled out of frigid water. Panting and alone on the shoreline.

    Shane is very good at being “fine.” Ilya is tired of watching him pretend.

    OR: In the middle of the night, they finally talk about Shane's eating.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Shane was always so lonely. Even with Rose. He was so lonely. 

     

    Until he wasn't. 

     

    Until Ilya Rozanov was sitting in Yuna's kitchen, eating her pasta and rubbing the back of Shane's neck, mid panic attack. 

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    Or Yuna gives Ilya the shovel talk

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    28 Jan 2026

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    It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.

    No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.

    The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).

    Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

    Now available in Russian

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    28 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 56

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    Shane Hollander has a terrible night in Vegas.

     

    "Are you gonna fuck me?" He's starting to wonder. Has three fingers in his ass, now. Maybe this is some weird power trip for Ilya. Maybe this whole thing will happen without Ilya even touching him at all. That would be awful.

    Ilya raises an eyebrow. "We will see."

    That's something, right? That means if he behaves right, Ilya will come over here. Does he realize how badly Shane wants that? Has he not been clear enough?

    "I need." 

    Ilya keeps staring. C'mon! Do it! You liked it last time, or seemed to, at least! 

    "What."

    "You know." Surely he knows. He can't not.

    "Tell me." An instruction. Shane will follow the instruction; Shane will be good.

    "You." Ilya's breathing hard. Was that right? Does Shane have to be more specific in order to do it right? "I need you." At this point, it doesn't even matter how he gets him. His cock would be wonderful, but so would his fingers, or his mouth, anything. Even his arms, clutching Shane. The need is all-encompassing and therefore non-specific; he just needs Ilya. 

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Shane wouldn't be so pissed if it was a one time occurrence but somehow it was a common theme throughout his whole life. Just because he was Japanese-Canadian people always seemed to have formed an opinion before he even opened his mouth.

    He was either too Asian for the people here or too white for Japan, which only fueled his determination to prove his place in this world.

    He was about to show them that he not only got the potential but that he was indeed the best when it came to hockey, which shouldn't be too hard as hockey was all he had in his life.

    If only there wasn't Ilya Rozanov who would cross his plans.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is certain.

    About the baby. About the future. About the little girl that he's so sure will be here before he knows it. About everything - until he isn’t.

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    The gender disappointment fic no one asked for.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Alexis: Considering how he throws Hollander around on the ice, I’m worried about you girl 😂

    Jane: Oh, he does love to throw me around.

    Jane: Haha.

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    Ilya’s decision to fuck with Shane backfires spectacularly. And Shane gets a support system along the way.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    “Seeing you smile like that, it makes me want to give you all of this,” he called out, making a sweeping gesture across the ice.

    Shane turned back to look at him, eyes bright, and laughed. “Canadian Tire Centre? I know you’re rich, Rozanov, but an entire arena is a pretty big real estate investment.”

    Ilya pushed off, skating to a stop in front of him, knowing his expression had morphed into something serious. “Hockey, Hollander. It should have been yours.”

    Or, everything that happens when your dreams don’t come true.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Shane is absolutely certain he will not wear a maid dress for Ilya.

    OR: Shane wears a maid dress for Ilya.

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    5,827

    25 Jan 2026

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