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i don’t think it’s safe to turn out the nightlight by scenedenial
Fandoms: Shameless (US)
05 Jul 2018
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mandy breathes out, noisy and scared. carl feels awful in every sense of the word. feels like he might vomit. he can tell mandy and mickey are having a frantic eye conversation over his head. step right up to another gallagher breakdown in the milkovich house! nothing new here!
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02 Jul 2026
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the thing is, carl always thought it would be him.
that’s all he’s thinking as he stands in the doorway of mickey milkovich’s bedroom, watching milkovich himself lean over the prone figure of carl’s favorite brother where he lays in the fetal position on the unmade bed.
the way carl sees it, it was supposed to be him. the way he sees it, he’s halfway to insane as it is.
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02 Jul 2026
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What Dreams Are Made Of by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jun 2026
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Ilya never would have imagined being in this situation a year ago, driving toward a nearby 24-hour diner at 2 a.m. to get Shane a milkshake of all things, even less so being so happy about it, yet here he is.
Given the time of night, the little restaurant is almost empty, and Ilya is quickly served by a lovely older lady who gives him a knowing smile when he puts in his to-go order. “Pregnant partner at home?”
“Yes,” Ilya confirms, as if the huge smile on his face hadn’t already given him away. “First middle of the night craving.”
“Well, better get you on your way quickly then.”
(or snapshots of different ways Ilya takes care of Shane during his first pregnancy.)
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01 Jul 2026
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I Fell In Love On An Elevator (& never came back down) by midnightcas
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
29 Sep 2016
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Office Romance AU (kinda)
Stiles is the quiet new guy at the office. And Derek...well Derek is completely infatuated. And so is Erica but that's a different story.
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01 Jul 2026
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as long as the stars are above you, i will love you by foxlavender for citymusings
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
17 Aug 2015
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The Proposal AU no one asked for.
Four years ago, Stiles started working with Mr. Hale, and in that time, he's never hated another person as much. Suddenly, he's being pulled into a meeting room and being asked about their engagement or else Mr. Hale will be deported. Stiles can't afford to lose Derek now, so off to Beacon Hills they go for his grandmother's 90th birthday.
Oh boy, pretending to be engaged to the boss he's hated for years is going to be tough, especially when he realizes he doesn't hate him at all. Not one little bit.
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- Part 11 of stiles/derek ficlets
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01 Jul 2026
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Based on this gif set:
And the tag #hot weatherman derek.--
Stiles has a crush on the local weatherman, and then they meet at a party.Series
- Part 10 of stiles/derek ficlets
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01 Jul 2026
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5 times Stiles has no brain to mouth filter and turns into a malfunctioning octopus, and 1 time Derek does. Featuring drunk Stiles and pining Derek, a giggling fit, lurid blue vomit that costs Derek a car, a vodka incident and a kiss.
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30 Jun 2026
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In which Stiles meets Derek in the parking lot of their local grocery store.
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- Part 3 of Sterek Week 2017
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28 Jun 2026
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Don't Give Up On Me (Please) by Peters12and3bros
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
05 Apr 2022
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Since the death of his aunt and uncle a year ago, Peter Parker has bounced around foster homes faster than a pinball at full speed. Why? He blames Spiderman. His constant secret keeping, lying, and sneaking out because of his alter ego has kept him from staying in a home for too long, but he refuses to give up the vigilanteism (that's a word, right?) At this point, he's given up hope on ever finding a forever home.
Tony Stark never expected to get so attached to his young new intern, Peter Parker. But when he finds out that the kid is moving foster homes too far away for him to keep up the internship, he takes matters into his own hands. He soon finds out, though, that housing Peter Parker is a lot harder than mentoring him.
(eventual adoption, because how else would this end?)
ALSO--this story has officially been nominated for the Irondad Creator Awards 2022! If you enjoyed this fic, please consider voting for it on their tumblr blog! (and to whoever nominated it--I love you forever and think you're awesome, thank you 3000)
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28 Jun 2026
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Stiles gets partnered with Cora for a history project, and they become bros. Also, he kind of falls in love with her older brother, Derek.
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24 Jun 2026
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“Three weeks,” Derek says.
“Still don’t want to,” Stiles says.
“I’ll pay you,” Derek says, and that… that has Stiles interested. Alf’s Antique’s may be a great job, but it’s not a high-paying job, and half of Stiles’s tuition is coming from financial aid, so…
“How much,” Stiles asks, “are we talking here? Because I know your family, dude. And it’ll be kind of awkward after.“
“My family thinks you’re some sort of fucking gift to the world,” Derek seethes, like he’s jealous, “they’ll probably be pissed at me when we break it off, so don’t worry about that. Five hundred bucks.”
“A thousand,” Stiles says, because screw ethics. Also, the Hale family is loaded. Derek can deal.
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22 Jun 2026
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heated roommates by biibuckley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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“Fuck you Rozanov.”
He smirks. Even in the dark, Shane can feel it. The way his mouth quirks up and his eyes widen. “If you ask nicely.”
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shane hollander and ilya rozanov are roommates in college who hate each other. until they don’t.
ft. reddit, letterboxd, RA scott hunter, tuna melts and late nights.
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20 Jun 2026
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Emergency Contact by RythmicLilly
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 Sep 2025
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Peter swears he’s fine during Midtown’s big science museum field trip, maybe just a little carsick, But by lunchtime hes pale. dizzy, and seconds from passing out in front of his entire class. When May cant be reached, the emergency contact list kicks in, which is how Tony Stark ends up storming the museum in full overprotective dad mode, trying to keep his kid upright, breathing, and not mortified in front of thirty classmates
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19 Jun 2026
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The Worst Time to Meet Your Son’s Boyfriend by Barbidoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 May 2026
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David Hollander arrives in Montreal with homemade soup, expecting to take care of his son Shane, who’s down with the flu after missing the biggest NHL game of the season.
What he does not expect is finding Shane cuddled in the lap of his greatest hockey rival: Boston Bears captain Ilya Rozanov.
Apparently the NHL’s most legendary rivalry has secretly been a relationship for over a decade.
Now David must process three shocking truths:
his son is gay,
Ilya Rozanov is basically a housewife with pharmacy bags,
and every on-ice fight was apparently foreplay.Series
- Part 5 of Relationship Reveals
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17 Jun 2026
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The Ottawa Centaurs love and respect their married teammates. But if the team has to hear them fuck nasty one more time they will riot.
Can Shane and Ilya keep it down while getting down? The answer won't surprise you.
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17 Jun 2026
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Young and Hopelessly Smitten by jukoist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Dec 2025
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“Ilya Rozanov,” Shane repeats slowly, letting himself taste the words. He grins. “Wow. You’re, like, a really good player. How come you’re in Canada for summer camp? Is that weird to ask? Sorry if that’s weird. I just meant-”
Shane is cut off by a hand on his mouth. He flushes.
“Too fast,” Ilya says. “My English… not good.”
“Sorry,” Shane mumbles into Ilya’s hand. Ilya grins and shakes his head, curls dancing, as he pulls his hand away.
“Is okay. Slow words. Okay?”
This year marks thirteen year Shane Hollander's third summer at Coach Marakov's elite hockey training camp. In attendance for the first time: Ilya Rozanov, visiting from Russia. Shane isn't the most sociable, and Ilya's English isn't the greatest, yet the unlikely duo soon become the best of friends.
It's just one summer, but it makes a world of difference.
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17 Jun 2026
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my baby's sweet as can be by FracturedFriends
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Mar 2026
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Shane just wanted a quiet morning and a cup of tea with honey.
Or: Ilya Rozanov bought aphrodisiac honey and made the “mistake” of leaving one packet on the counter.Bookmarked by HowToNeverStopBeingSad
17 Jun 2026
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nightly routine by hightowered
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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"Put your dick away and go to bed, Hollander," Rozanov said, his eyes wide open but still unable to make the other boy out. He imagined the look of panic on his face, the way his hands would be fumbling to pull his shorts up.
"I seriously thought you were asleep. Fuck, I'm sorry, Rozanov."
Forced to attend a hockey boarding school in Canada by his father, Rozanov was under the impression it would be filled with studying and practising his English.
Never did he think it would be spent listening to Shane Hollander jerk off.
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- Part 2 of heated rivalry: explicit collection
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16 Jun 2026
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Shane is failing statistics. Enter Ilya, his new study group partner who seems to know everything about the class.
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16 Jun 2026
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"I know what you are," Stiles says. Hot breath fans across the back of his neck and he resists the urge to shiver.
"Say it," Derek's voice is low and dangerous, verging on a growl. He brooks no room for argument. "Out loud."
There's a long pause while Stiles works up the nerve, but Derek grows impatient and growls again, even more threatening than before: "Say it."
"Werewolf."
There’s a hint of insecurity beneath the attempt at menace when Derek asks him, “Are you afraid?”
*As of 2/11/2023, the final chapter has not been posted. Marked complete because for now I'm not sure when I'll be back.
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16 Jun 2026