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    Scent patches were mandatory for anyone participating in World Junior's, but a lot of the Russian guys Shane saw in the hotel or around the rink had them loosely attached to their necks or not quite centered over their scent gland. Shane had been on his way to his parents' car when the wind shifted, and he smelled that Rozanov, leaning against the wall and not-at-all-surreptitiously fishing a carton of cigarettes out of his pocket, must have been one of them.

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    5 times someone touched Shane Hollander in a way that made Ilya want to burn the place down. 1 time Ilya got to touch him exactly how he wanted.

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    Shane Hollander is the superstar of one of the most violent, dangerous, and discriminatory contact sports in existence. Hockey is no place for an Omega to stick their nose in. But Shane isn’t ready—and never will be—to let his secret secondary gender limit him.

    Not even for the possessive Alpha who has sworn to keep his secret and share his nest every chance he gets.

    Who, as it happens, is also Ilya Rozanov, his greatest rival.

     

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    Shane Hollander has spent years making sure no one knows he is an omega.

    Suppressants, scent-neutralizing products, careful routines, and sheer force of will have gotten him all the way to the MHL without anyone finding out. As far as the world knows, Shane is a beta. A good, reliable, unremarkable beta.

    Then his suppressants fail during a game against Boston, and fortunately for Shane, Ilya Rozanov is close enough to notice.

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    “Can I touch” Rozanov asked quietly.

    “Um… what?” asked Shane. Was he about to get thumped?

    “Can I touch your soft skin Hollander?” Rozanov repeated.

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    Shane is an MLH rookie, and also a stealth trans man. He has his routine, everything is under control... until Ilya Rozanov shows up.

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    Ilya shrugged, but he looked sheepish as he rubbed the back of his neck with his thick fingers. “I thought you have—the scars?”

    “Well…” Shane smiled, “Hockey kept me in shape enough that I didn’t really have to work hard to get rid of my—uh…”

    Ilya raised a cocky brow, the universe now perfectly balanced again as Shane faltered and Ilya caught his footing.

    “What, you are afraid to say the word boobs, Hollander? No wonder you are gay man.”

    Shane Hollander is a trans man, and these are snippets from his life.

    From playing pretend in elementary school, to getting his first binder, to navigating his relationship with Ilya- it's all documented here.

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