ExistingisPainful
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Robby doesn't want to be here anymore, but he isn't sure if here means the hospital, or the land of the living.
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break My Heart- Sampo Koski by ExistingisPainful
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 May 2024
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Sampo and You have been together for a while. But what is your relationship? Whats going on with it, why does everything seem wrong when younonly think its right?
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Hate You- Sampo Koski by ExistingisPainful
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
08 Apr 2024
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You hate sampo for saving you and bringing you to the underworld for like 3 years of smth I forgot tbh.
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When all the Other Universes Dont Have Happy Endings by ExistingisPainful
Fandom The Pitt (TV)
17 Apr 2026
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teach me how to laugh by FourMoonsWatching for TongueTiedRaven
Fandoms: Ao no Exorcist | Blue Exorcist
04 Dec 2021
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Six esquires, a Discord server, and a conspiracy to cheer up their teacher.
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09 May 2026
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love, unwritten by whisperedoblivion
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
19 Feb 2025
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Satoru Gojo is dying. It’s a fact as certain as the rising of the sun. But instead of waiting for the inevitable, he ropes his quiet new roommate, Suguru Geto, into fulfilling his bucket list.
Or: in chasing fleeting moments, they find something infinite.
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”Kaeya? Forgive me, but I simply cannot let you go out like this.”
Kaeya just barely brushes past him, stopping. A scoff escapes his lips as he looks back to meet his gaze.
“What, you’re going to stop me? How? I’m fine.” No, that’s a lie. A blatant, in-the-face lie.
An expression of deep concern crosses Baizhu’s face. Brow knitted and eyes scanning him over, he says, ”You say you’re fine, yet you climbed over to stand on a ledge.” He pauses, almost pleading in his expression. “As a doctor, I cannot, in good conscience, simply leave you alone.”
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There’s a reason Kaeya offered to go to Liyue Harbor on official Knights’ business. And it’s not for the beautiful atmosphere.Though, it just so happens that a certain snake-wrapped, green-haired physician is passing by.
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12 Jun 2024
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“The easiest thing in this world is to lose everything.”
The Knights of Favonius are in grave need of staff. Upon Jean’s formal request, Diluc decides to temporarily join them just so they won’t end up having to get help from the Fatui.
Since he has a great workload, he needs an assistant. Kaeya is the only one who is fit for that role because not only is he a cavalry captain without a single horse, but he is also a good negotiator. Although Diluc doesn’t want to admit it, they end up as a good duo indeed.
But everything changes when a terrible incident occurs in Springvale, ruining lives and breaking all trust. Facing a crisis about to get out of hand, Captain Diluc has to make a decision and act fast. When everything depends on him and even his assistant is rendered speechless, will he be able to save Mondstadt, his brother’s pride, and their rocky relationship?
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30 Oct 2023
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Diluc tried so hard to avoid his inner desire of apologizing and getting his brother back. In the name of vengeance, there was nothing he wouldn't do. And it was true, Diluc was merciless with both his claymore and his words. But perhaps, "I wish you'd die instead of my dad." was a little too harsh for someone who just wanted to celebrate his birthday.
This book is the rewritten and changed version of my first work on AO3 "I Wish You'd Die Instead of My Dad" as a rewriting to see how much I progressed so far!
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18 Sep 2023