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Trapped on an air base with nothing to do besides get your degree, the cure to your boredom presents itself via the most insufferable officer you’ve ever met, Captain Levi Ackerman. Defying his arbitrary orders is just too fun, but facing the consequences he dishes out in return proves to be more thrilling than you could have imagined.
Now if only you could just admit that to yourself.
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14 Apr 2026
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The Agent calls it optimization. Study. Correction. Not imprisonment – acquisition. You call it captivity. The difference is semantic. The consequences are not. Somewhere between the enforcement and the observation, the program begins to deviate.
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04 Apr 2026
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最开始看的时候以为是普通的“男主角为了彻底占有女主角而尝试完全控制她，最后女主角得了斯德哥尔摩与男主‘幸福快乐生活在一起’”或者“男主角终于让女主角丧失个人意志、把她变成心目中的玩偶，并对此非常满意”的小说，但看了几章后发现完全不是这回事——作者不仅写了男主角在计划得逞后从自满一步步转向自我怀疑的心理变化，还探讨了生命的存在形式及矛盾性（人都本能渴望舒适的、毫无痛苦的环境，但生命真的能在一个没有任何“负面因素”的绝对安宁的乌托邦里保持活性吗？黑客帝国原片里史密斯探员说“Human beings define their reality through suffering and misery”，显然这是一个粗浅的、草率的论断，这篇同人透过这个似是而非的结论，让他更进一步向下探索人性。而当一位“神”开始渴望研究人性时，他自己便也无从避免被“玷污”的命运）。
不过我原本以为“God complex”是指前面他尝试控制女主角的那段内容，还在想这样的上帝也太失败了，没想到后面从零开始塑造女主、给予完美的程序造物以生命的渴望才是真正的God complex。我没话说，这确实是真正的上帝，也因此我真的非常喜欢作者塑造的男女主角关系：如果你选择塑造/创造一个人，那么作为她的创造者、她的上帝，她所谓的“精神”就不过是你欲望的投射，她的存在也仅是你聊以自慰的产物。那这种与幻觉无异、顾影自怜式的感情岂不可怜吗？你怎么能希冀从这种存在身上得到平等的爱呢？
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Pennywise snatches you up and plans to keep you all to himself.
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27 Dec 2025
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“I’d like you to try not to speak from now on, unless I ask for it explicitly,” he said, rubbing her back. “With the exception of one thing, which you will say if you simply can’t take any more and you want me to stop.”
“What thing,” she murmured.
He leaned down beside her ear. She stopped her struggling.
“Magic underwear."
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Sister Paxton decides not to stab Mr. Reed in the cellar.
School is back in.Bookmarked by AutumnXD
13 Nov 2025
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MyQuil™ Cold & Flu: Powerful Nighttime Relief by s_c_r_i_p_s_i for Beckaroo
Fandoms: Dead by Daylight (Video Game), Halloween Movies - All Media Types
27 Feb 2021
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Textbooks were strewn across her messy bed with good intentions, peppered with crumpled up dollar store tissues that rubbed her nose raw. A full, unopened bottle of NyQuil sat on the nightstand, taunting her; she’d bought it as a last resort but was too stubborn to actually touch the damn thing.
She was already disgustingly vulnerable as it was. No need to sign, seal, and deliver an invitation to the Devil himself.
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03 Nov 2025