AlexHess



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "What?" Satoru laughs "Picture so it lasts longer?"

    Suguru shrugs, putting his phone back into his pocket. "We'll eventually forget what the place looks like bare."

    Satoru smirks a little, almost fondly, like Suguru's being sentimental, so Suguru supposes it's good he didn't add, maybe I'll eventually forget what you look like, nineteen and with your head caught flame in a sunbeam. So I’m just making sure.

    Or: Their new place tastes like freedom and youth, and yet all Suguru does is want, and want, and want.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,201
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    46
    Kudos:
    538
    Bookmarks:
    124
    Hits:
    5,091

    19 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    He watches, almost in slow motion, as the stupid, most haunting pair of amber eyes look behind Shoko, focusing on him.

    The worst part is how Satoru tracks every minuscule crinkle of his eye. How he watches recognition fill his gaze, watches the muscles in his brows relax as his gaze softens. Watches for signs, tells, that he’d recognize, and horribly, finds them.

    Watches, maybe in horror, a soft smile come across the features that he still sometimes sees when he’s been staring at the backs of his eyelids for too long.

    “This is my friend from uni,-“ Shoko, oblivious, starts, and Suguru interrupts her.

    “Satoru.”

    //

    “…I don’t think I should let you back into my life.” Satoru mumbles, a little sleepier, after some time.

    “…I understand.” Suguru whispers, not letting go, as if he’s savoring every second Satoru is going to let him have like this.

    “I think I will anyway.” Satoru whispers back.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,999
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    56
    Kudos:
    400
    Bookmarks:
    130
    Hits:
    3,410

    18 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 63

    Tags
    Summary

    It festers in him and drives him mad slowly. The memory of Satoru begging, the feel of his waist in Suguru’s arms, his body in his lap, his lips on him.

    If Suguru used to think about his best friend a lot, now it’s blown past any semblance of rationality.

    You taste good, Satoru had slurred into his neck. Suguru dreams about it probably every night. Probably, every night he dreams of the way Satoru sounds when his voice breaks on a moan, when his lips let past a plea.

    //

    Satoru seems fine to keep on living as they always have, even after they'd damn-near almost hooked up, coming back home from a party. Suguru has wanted him for so long, that one taste sends him spiraling.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,201
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    323
    Bookmarks:
    63
    Hits:
    2,881

    18 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 71

    Tags
    Summary

    “Sorry- We don’t-“

    “No, just, can you,” God, this is so stupid. Satoru clears his throat, puts his own hand on his knee. “Just my hand, first, maybe?”

    This is, without a doubt, the most vulnerable Satoru has ever felt. He watches Suguru’s eyes soften with understanding, and he nods wordlessly.

    /

    (Or: Satoru lets infinity down.)

    /

    He moans, overwhelmed, and into the skin of his torso, Suguru mumbles “Tell me when to stop.”

    He says it like a plea, like he needs Satoru to keep him in line because he’s losing his own control.

    What a silly thought, that he’d be so undone just with Satoru’s skin— but he is, they both are, ridiculously desperate for something so ordinary and carnal they never noticed they weren’t immune to it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,583
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    35
    Kudos:
    277
    Bookmarks:
    71
    Hits:
    2,592

    18 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 30

    Tags
    Summary

    “I’ll find you,” Hyunjin whispers again. “Wait for me.”

    Seungmin wants to say I will. He wants to promise that somewhere, in some future, he will be waiting.

    But he does not answer. He cannot make that promise. He cannot believe in a future where they find each other again, because believing would mean hoping, and hoping would mean he might not have the strength to let go. He needs to believe this is the end.

    He needs to believe that after today, Hwang Hyunjin will be nothing but a name, a ghost, a story he used to know.

    Kim Seungmin and Hwang Hyunjin are soulmates, who reset their soulmate bond. Five years later, they meet again.

    Or: they lost each other once, and loved each other twice.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    120,444
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    54
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    1,757

    27 Jun 2026