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Fight or Fight

Summary:

After a year of one traumatic event right after another, it's no wonder Flight or Fight instincts have become a little skewed for Midoriya Izuku.

Notes:

Okay so this was originally supposed to be a funny little thing but then Shigaraki got mentioned and I scrapped the funny version for this angsty mess.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Work Text:

Boo!

Midoriya shrieks as someone sneaks up behind him, wrapping an arm around his shoulder - an arm around his shoulder, a hand squeezing at his neck, a fifth finger slowly descending - and pulling him backwards. He has only a second to strike, a second before - the finger lowers and he’s turned to nothing but ash to float away - he loses his chance to fight back; he abruptly turns around, ripping himself from his attacker’s grasp and throwing a powerless punch towards his assailant - red eyes staring him down, a cracked dry smile, blonde hair splayed out on the ground in front of him.

Wait , a single thought makes it's way through the panic, Shigaraki’s hair is silver. And just like that his mind is catching up to the fact that he’s currently in the dorms. And he just punched a classmate.

He just punched a classmate.

Scratch that, he just punched a friend.

“Ijustpunched Kaminari .” His words are jumbled and whispered in a single panicked breath, his emerald eyes wide as he stares down into equally surprised yellow eyes. “oh no.” His mind races as Kaminari stares up at him widely, a bruise already starting to form on his stunned face. “ I’msosorry, holy shit , Ican’tbelieveIjustpunchedKaminari,” His mumbling has picked up pace and he can feel himself getting dizzy as he breathes out but his body refuses to breath back in, pinpricks of black dancing across his vision. Words tumble from him rapidly as a hand creeps into his peripheral, resting calmingly on his shoulder as he flinches at the contact.

“Whoa dude,” His eyes dart wildly between his three classmates; Kirishima’s concerned frown, Kaminari’s bruised cheek, Sero’s movements in pulling Kaminari off of the ground. “Midoriya man, are you okay?” His breathing picks up pace as his eyes continue to dart between the group, his mouth rapidly opening and closing before his brain finally restarts.

He nearly trips over himself in an attempt to get to the now standing Kaminari, his hand flapping wildly in front of Kaminari - desperately wanting to help but not really know how. 

Finally, as he starts to breathe again and both his mind and body start cooperating together, he manages to let out a strangled, “Holy fucking shit, I am SO SORRY !” Before dropping to the floor with an embarrassed whine. 

Notes:

And just in case anyone was curious behind what inspired this - it wasn't technically a prompt, at least not in the normally sense.

See I actually do this in real life, including the mild panic attack and frantic apology (The first time I punched someone after being startled / scared, I was like 12 and burst into tears right after).

When someone scares me - intentional or not - my reactions are entirely self-defense, I have never once tried to flee when scared. I have always thrown hands, kicked, bit, stabbed at, and in one very interesting and embarrassing moment I once dropped to the ground like a stone and took the person who scared me down with me. I don't have any super traumatic backstory behind the reactions though. Instead I had family who worked in law enforcement that drilled into my head what happened to girls who got grabbed, a slight obsession with crime shows like Law & Order, Criminal Minds, and Bones that started from a very impressionable age, and also enough sense to know that real life rarely has a happy ending for people who end up in those kinds of situations.

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