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    Shane’s heart dropped. He nodded once and sat up straighter, shoulders rolled back. “It is. I’m sorry if this is too far or whatever, but it’s what I want and I have to ask for what I want. It’s okay if you don’t want to. I’m not going to break up with you over this.” Or anything, really. Even if Ilya said he couldn’t stay a secret and wanted to fuck other people, Shane would let him.

    Ilya’s own heart split in two at that. He turned, metal scraping wood on the deck, and took both of Shane’s hands in his. Time and trust linked their fingers together automatically.

    “I’m not saying I do not want this,” Ilya began. Shane let out a small breath, shoulders relaxing. “But you must know, the things you are coming up with for sex are not things I have done.”

    Something about the cottage made him be honest. Maybe it was the promise last summer of being honest and saying how they really felt. Maybe it was the distance between that unknown precipice and the leap of faith they took together. Whatever it was, Ilya had to come clean if he was going to keep giving Shane whatever his brain and body wanted.

    AKA: Shane Hollander invents kink in the recesses of that beautiful brain

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    16 Jun 2026

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    While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    "As long as you want. It's your birthday after all."

    "And what if you're, like, doing something?"

    "Well, lyubov, I don't really have plans of doing anything except making it the best day ever," Ilya laughed. "But if I am busy... it doesn't matter. It's your gift – you get to decide when to use it."

    "Oh," is all Shane said again.

    Ilya's gift to Shane this year is himself. He really shouldn't have been so surprised that Shane would go above and beyond to make it his best birthday yet.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    He collapses onto Shane’s sweaty chest as he spurts cum deep inside, a long moan heaved out of him. One fucking thrust, Jesus. His thighs are shaking, his brain blissfully empty until reality hits him.

    “Fuck, Shane,” he murmurs against his sweaty neck.

    Shane wriggles and grasps Ilya’s head in his hands, yanking him up onto his chest but Ilya’s embarrassment is too strong. He always rags on Shane for being a quick cummer, and he rarely fails to outlast his husband, always preferring him to cum first. He doesn’t even know what it was about tonight, all he knows is Shane didn’t orgasm, barely even got a fuck much less a good one, and now his stupid cock is soft inside him. He knows it’s not wrong, necessarily, but he still feels like a failure. Shane deserves better.

    Or: Ilya is a little embarrassed baby and Shane takes care of him the only way he knows how. Sex, obviously

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Shane would have never imagined himself to ever love the evening more than any morning. But like most things relating to Ilya, time had a way of flipping Shane’s idealities on their head. And, unsurprising to no one, he fell a little more in love with his husband with each passing night.

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    or: five times shane and ilya spend quality time together before bed, and one time where their routine includes someone else.

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    15 Jun 2026