phirrational
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i was raised out in the cold by phirrational
Fandoms: Animator vs. Animation (Short Films - Becker)
02 Jan 2026
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I read somewhere, Yellow tells him later, that grief is—it's just love, with nowhere to go, and Red bites his tongue hard enough that he'll taste the scar for a week.
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- Part 3 of stick season
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we were kids, but that don't make this any less hard.
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a collection of 100-word vignettes from stick season.
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- Part 4 of stick season
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from there on you might just grow by phirrational
Fandoms: Animator vs. Animation (Short Films - Becker)
27 Dec 2025
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Purple wants Gold's dad back too. He really does. Gold's dad being back would mean that Gold would stop killing herself and she would eat and sleep without him reminding her too and Gold's dad would smile at them in that tired-but-kind way he always did and ruffle their hair and say he's proud of them, real proud of them, for building the staff and making the plan and trying so hard to save him. Then they could go back home, all three of them, like a family.
(It's really, really not fair.)
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in which gold is the grieving worldkiller, and purple is her brother, and neither of them know how to be a family anymore.
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in the garden of eden by phirrational for APoemOfArson
Fandoms: Animator vs. Animation (Short Films - Becker)
26 Dec 2025
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in the beginning, there is color (red) (blue) (yellow) (green).
and the world looks upon its (children) and finds them
(perfect)
Let There Be—
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in which four children grow up in a deathless paradise, and the consequences of disobedience.
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i’ve been exactly where you are by phirrational
Fandoms: Animator vs. Animation (Short Films - Becker)
10 Oct 2025
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"You know," says Green, idly tossing the apple into the air, "I never thought we'd actually make it."
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- Part 2 of stick season
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and i love vermont, but it's the season of the sticks
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a meandering modern au on love, grief, and the mundane horrors of being a child
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There's a whole tidal wave of emotions threatening to pull Saccharina out to sea to drown. She swallows them all down, forces a shaky smile onto her face. "It's nice to meet you as well," she says politely. "I would say I've heard much about you, but I fear that might be an exaggeration."
"Ruby doesn't talk about me much, I would imagine," Jet nods sagely. "Has she at least told you about my ideas? You gotta ask her about my ideas, I had so many of them!"
Saccharina thinks about the last time she had tried to ask Ruby about something Jet related, and the anger that had flashed across Ruby's face. Nowadays, Ruby is better at swallowing that anger down and being kind instead, but she's not nearly as good as hiding it as she might think she is and Saccharina knows, she knows their relationship is nowhere near the levels she once dreamed it to be. "I will try," she says quietly. "Your twin is very hard to approach sometimes."
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or: saccharina speaks to the dead in a dream and then confronts death in the waking world. ruby refuses to let another sister die by poison.
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weep not for roads untraveled by TigressinCreamSilk
Fandoms: Dimension 20 (Web Series), Dimension 20: A Crown of Candy
18 Feb 2023
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In the world we know, Lapin dies staring into the eyes of the Pontifex, the voice of his patron whispering for him to come home. The Sugar Plum Fairy ushers him into her Realm of paradise, and he remains there until it crumbles.
In another, kinder world, he still dies with his patron whispering in his ear. They just refuse to let him stay that way.
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- Part 1 of his journey's just begun
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yeah you held me the whole way through, when i couldn’t say the words like you by zedif_y
Fandoms: Dimension 20 (Web Series)
25 Mar 2024
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When Fabian is ten, his Papa tells him the story of how he married his mother.
It’s a gory tale, one that involves a cut eye and bodies hitting the deck. He tells Fabian of a love that sent him to his knees, that leads a man like him– fearsome and powerful, the greatest pirate to ever live– to start a family.
A love that gave him Fabian.
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A study on Fabian, grief, and, ultimately— love.
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Ariadne loves her brother. Loves him with a strength that scares her in its intensity, loves him more than her kingdom, more than her crown, more than anything else in the whole world, loves him truly and wretchedly and madly.
It is that last part that gains her some attention.
(I suppose Aphrodite was busy that day.)
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The tears are still sticky on Caramelinda's cheeks when Amethar proposes.
"Look, I know this isn't what you wanted," he says, knelt down before her in his bloodstained armor, a messy spray of green sap drying across his breastplate. "It's not what I—" he exhales, heavy. "Fuck. I thought I'd be walking Laz down the aisle, not taking her place at the altar."
[minor spoilers for episode 9: safe harbor]