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  1. Public Bookmark 66

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    Ilya pops open one eye to observe Shane, whose own eyes are scarcely open to see it. “Break up with her.”
    “I’m not breaking up with her. I love her.”
    “You love her like best friend. Not like a girlfriend.”

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    What if Shane didn't break up with Rose right away, but also couldn't stay away from Ilya?

    Inspired by the song of the same name by Renee Rapp, for my BITE ME anthology series based off the album <3

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Here?
    IlyaRizzanov

    Summary:

    Ilya pops open one eye to observe Shane, whose own eyes are scarcely open to see it. “Break up with her.”
    “I’m not breaking up with her. I love her.”
    “You love her like best friend. Not like a girlfriend.”

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    What if Shane didn't break up with Rose right away, but also couldn't stay away from Ilya?

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    Shane is a tortured mess and is cheating on Rose with Ilya. Hot sex. Ilya spits in Shane’s mouth during an argument to bring him down

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Shane made the mistake last time of mentioning that he prefers not to use his hands to get himself off. Rozanov had been confused for half a second before realizing what Shane meant and then insisted on Shane demonstrating for him right there, wide smirk on his face. The memory hits him hard – grinding and rutting against Rozanov’s thigh, making a slick mess of his whole leg as Shane fell apart on top of him, helpless, as Rozanov just watched.

    Ilya sends Shane a surprise package from Boston and Shane enjoys it. Thoroughly.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    A Gift from Lily
    Anonymous

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    Shane made the mistake last time of mentioning that he prefers not to use his hands to get himself off. Rozanov had been confused for half a second before realizing what Shane meant and then insisted on Shane demonstrating for him right there, wide smirk on his face. The memory hits him hard – grinding and rutting against Rozanov’s thigh, making a slick mess of his whole leg as Shane fell apart on top of him, helpless, as Rozanov just watched.

    Ilya sends Shane a surprise package from Boston and Shane enjoys it. Thoroughly.

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    Trans Shane, plushophilia.

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    One delayed flight. One closing airport bar. One truth or dare game that gets significantly out of hand.
    Ilya Rozanov came to his ex-girlfriend's wedding to prove he was over it. Shane Hollander came to his best friend's wedding to prove he was fine. They were both lying, but they didn't know that about each other yet.

    Then they had to share a room.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Dare You Twice
    theaftercare

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    One delayed flight. One closing airport bar. One truth or dare game that gets significantly out of hand.
    Ilya Rozanov came to his ex-girlfriend's wedding to prove he was over it. Shane Hollander came to his best friend's wedding to prove he was fine. They were both lying, but they didn't know that about each other yet.

    Then they had to share a room.

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    So good! Ilya has Feelings about his ex-girlfriend getting married. Shane has Feelings about his best friend who he has secretly and quietly been in love with getting married. Destination wedding. Room sharing. Lots of musing, philosophizing, and quoting other sources about love and desire.

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    What's a girl to do on a lonely night in Boston? Make a burner account to stan "her" secret boyfriend publicly, no holds barred.

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    08 May 2026

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    @LilyHollander24 liked your tweet.
    Xanadax

    Summary: What's a girl to do on a lonely night in Boston? Make a burner account to stan "her" secret boyfriend publicly, no holds barred.

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    This has all the classic social media tropes. Lily thirsting on Shane, Shane replying from his main account, Shane creating his own thirst account, Lily joining the Montreal wag group chat, people making fun of Jane for bad sexting, Shane being cancelled for being mean to Lily, people retroactively realize it’s Ilya after they’re outed

    Sequel has Jane in the Ottawa wag chat, them playing smash or pass, and so on

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    30 Apr 2026

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    corner of the world
    berrycluv

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    - a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

     

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    Ilya reads up on autism for Arthur, sees Shane in the descriptions, and sets out to make the world easier for him (lamps instead of overhead lights, quieter music in the locker room, predicting and helping his routines, etc)

    Re-read 6/15/26