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Grief is an Old Friend of Mine by msladybug019
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
02 Oct 2022
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But Lan Wangji would remember the suffocating grief he felt as his sight came down to Wei Ying, slumped off on the trunk of a tree just off the side of the clearing, Sizhui crying over him. And grief was such a strong word, carried such heavy implication, because he didn't even know what state Wei Ying was in. Yet there was nothing else he could use to describe the devastation that ran through his whole being after seeing Wei Ying looked dead. Not after 13 years of resigning himself to this fate, then being handed back the thing he wanted the most, only to have it ripped away from him.
For a split second, he let himself the luxury of thinking that if Wei Ying is dead- if he is gone, then maybe this time Lan Wangji could follow, because he'd had enough of being upstanding, being so strong in his grief, being Hanguang Jun, this time he will-
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- Part 2 of begin, again
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When he recalled this moment later, Jungkook could’ve swore he saw the whole thing in slow motion. As the man aimed his gun at Hoseok’s head, realization of what’s going to happen hit them in an instant: their wide and scared eyes mirrored each other’s. And with the strength he didn’t know he still possessed, Jungkook kicked and struggled as hard as he can.
One stuttered gunshot rang through the quiet street. A pained gasp. Someone cursed.
Something pricked his neck.
Another gunshot. Hoseok fell to the ground, unmoving.
Jungkook was still screaming when everything went dark.
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I'm Fighting My Battles for You by msladybug019
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
13 Aug 2020
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“Why did you do that?” Sizhui whispered, his hands still glowing as it transferred as much spiritual energy as he can muster to slow down the spread of the poison, his eyes never left Wei Wuxian’s face. “Xian-Gege, why did you do that? I could’ve handled it, I would’ve been fine,”
The smile on Wei Wuxian’s face is so gentle, so comforting as he answered in a whisper. “A-Yuan, you foolish child, how could I let you suffer?” He shakily lift his hand and gently cupped Sizhui’s cheek, his eyes drooping. Sizhui held the hand to his cheek as if it’s the most precious thing he ever held “A-Yuan, how could I not?”
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- Part 1 of begin, again
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The Things That I See (But You Don't) by msladybug019
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
20 Oct 2017
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“Hoseok,"
“Yeah?"
“My grandmothers are dead,"
Hoseok gave a little sad, understanding nod. “Yeah, I know,"
“Both of them,"
Hoseok gave another sympathetic nod. “I know. I’m sorry, hyung,” He looked genuinely distraught, like he doesn’t know what to do with himself, and he took a deep breath before continuing.
“Hyung, I can communicate with dead people,"
Yoongi was definitely not awake enough for this.
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Hyuk gets into trouble at school and he doesn't want Hakyeon to found out so he ran. Hakyeon freaked out and asked Taekwoon for help. Hyuk and Taekwoon had a talk. They go home. Hyuk and Hakyeon had a talk.
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- Part 1 of Just the Two of Us
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begin, again by msladybug019
Fandom 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
02 Oct 2022
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A hand grasped his arm, sending a brief thrill down Merlin's nerves as he was forced around to face the person behind him. Armour gleamed in the firelight: supple chainmail glinted, and the solid iron of a pauldron curved lovingly over one broad shoulder. The length of a sword blade separated them. The point hovered, steady and sure, over Merlin's heart, braced to run him through, but he did not care about any of that. He was too busy drinking in the sight of the man before him.
He could never forget him, no matter how many centuries had passed.
'Arthur?'
When Merlin ultimately fails in his destiny, the fading remnants of magic that linger in the modern world fling him not just back in time, but sideways as well. He ends up in a Camelot where all his friends are alive, well and aware of his magic.
He ends up in a Camelot where his alternate self died almost a year ago.
Can he, Arthur and their friends still forge the golden age he was once promised, or will grief and suspicion tear them apart?
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03 Jun 2026
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Arthur and Merlin have a special relationship. They always have, even when they were prince and servant. While many question it when first noticing, eventually it becomes an understanding in Camelot—and even among some other countries—that where there is Arthur, there is Merlin. And, where there is Merlin, there is Arthur.
OrArthur and Merlin's relationship as witnessed and explained by others.
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Five times someone realizes that Merlin is the Queen, one time Merlin realizes it himself, and one time he owns it.
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31 May 2026
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Afraid of Losing you, and I get Rageful by kidkasora (Pdeter_Pdarker)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Nov 2025
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There's an insistent tapping on Buck's face, and Buck's eyes drift open back up towards-
"Eddie," he says, maybe slurring through his name. It doesn't feel right, as if the words are buffering somewhere between his brain and mouth.
"Eyes on me," Eddie says, except it splits somewhere down the middle.
He has a determined look on his face, the one he wears when he's trying to make sense of a bad call, mouth set and ticked down at the corner. Buck knows that look as surely as he knows how to breathe, the same way his heart knows how to beat. Eddie is gravity, the pull at the center of Buck's world, and even now, when Buck can't find his footing, he can't help but be drawn toward him.
Behind Eddie's eyes, Buck sees fear.
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On the way to a routine call, the 118 engine is involved in a major lateral impact collision. It's confronting for Buck and Eddie, in more ways than one.
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31 May 2026
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“So, you said you loved him and then he—” Hen starts, but Buck sighs dramatically and finally, finally lifts his head to look at them.
Karen has a soft look on her face, and Hen is taking a break from watching Buck with worry to glance at Karen, her expression softening instantly as she does so.
“He said ‘Love you too, man’ and then asked if I–” Buck pauses, sniffling quietly. He’s not crying anymore, thankfully, but he’s likely to start again at any second if he talks about this too much. He grabs his drink, fingers curled around the stem and takes a long sip from it before continuing. “He asked if I wanted a beer. And just … left.”
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Buck confesses. Eddie does not pick up on what's happening. Buck spirals.
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27 May 2026
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His hope took a nose dive when he remembered his phone was upstairs on his nightstand. He couldn’t answer, couldn’t call for help. He couldn’t let anyone know that he needed help.
But someone was calling to check on him. When he didn’t answer, they would know something was wrong and come looking for him. They’d save him. He wouldn’t have to die alone.
Unless it was someone calling about his car’s extended warranty.
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when a blackout hits the city, Buck gets a little hurt. the scariest part, though, is just how alone he feels.
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26 May 2026