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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Paramilitary summer camp AU, where Shane Hollander has a stick very far up his ass (not a joystick, thank you very much). He is on track to become the Leadership final boss. He always spit shines his boots, never fails to iron his uniform, and has not once stepped on the Queen's lawn.

    As a glider pilot trainee, Ilya is the polar opposite. He's arrogant to a fault and has never met a rule he did not want to break. He is adamant that leadership training is for losers. Of course, Ilya himself is the pinnacle of badassery.

    If you asked Ilya, he'd say Hollander is a goodie two shoes with 0 chill. If you asked Shane, he'd say Rozanov is intolerable. And yet...

    In a homophobic environment where 'fraternization' (any 'inappropriate' physical or sexual contact) gets you kicked out and may very well ruin your career prospects, there's a whole lot of tension with nowhere to go... Except, apparently, into slow dancing with each other. No homo though!

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Shane goes back to his hotel after leaving Ilya's house, and he immediately spits up a flower petal.

    Within a week, he has his mother schedule the surgery.

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    15 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 93

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    "You sure about this?” Pike asked as Ilya made it to the door.

    The scent was so strong here it felt like Ilya was walking through a cloud of aerosolized candy. It felt sticky on his skin, in his hair. Ilya could feel the warm flush on the tops of his ears, across his cheeks. He blinked a few times, letting the beta’s words sink in. “Yes, fine,” he growled back.

    Thankfully, it didn’t seem like Pike was affected at all, thanks to his scent-blind beta nose. “So… there’s no easy way to say this,” the man said nervously. “The guys totally fucked up.” He handed over a plain black wallet.

    Ilya opened it, found the Boston College ID card and pulled it out. A handsome Asian boy looked back at him. He had short black hair, warm golden skin, and dark eyes. There was a shadow stretched across his cheeks, something Ilya couldn’t quite make out in the tiny picture. Shane Hollander, the card read. Sophmore. 

    “How the hell do they make this mistake?” Ilya half-shouted. He snarled again, fought against it, got his face under control. “Fuck.” 

    “Yeah,” Pike agreed. “Fuck.”

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    15 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    «You are my best friend,» Shane whispered, voice trembling now. «I don’t want to lose you. If you move away– I don’t have anyone left that loves me like you do.»
    «Your parents love you, Shane.»
    «You know it’s not the same.» Shane’s voice cracked softly. «You know I’m only really me when I’m with you. The real me.»

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    14 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    In a world were every human has an animal trait, cross breed relationships are frowned upon more than homosexual relationships.
    Shane Hollander is born in a family of black cats.
    ilya Rozanov's fluffy ears and never stopping tail are golden as his curls.
    They shouldn't even be friends.
    But they didn't know and become best friends as toddlers.

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    14 Jul 2026