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    “I want to fuck you before my dick stops working.”

    “You know that’s a possible side effect, right? We don’t know that’s gonna happen.”

    “Mm. If I expect it I will not be disappointed.”

    “If it does, we’ll figure something out. And—“

    “A broken dick is better than a broken brain.”

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    or; ilya takes medication and he can't come like he usually does so they try something new. also emotions and tenderness and love.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

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    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    30 May 2026

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    “Hi Milana,” he murmured, voice gentle. “I’m Ilya, your father’s brother. Did your mama tell you I was coming over?”

    Milana nodded and pulled her bottom lip into her mouth, gaze contemplative as Ilya held out a hand to her. He didn’t touch her, didn’t broach the barrier of the doorframe, just held his palm out, a gesture of vulnerability, exposing soft skin. When he’d been a child, listening out for the sound of his father’s footfalls down the hall, trying to guess at what mood the man was in that day, if today was a day he would likely be hit, those gestures of vulnerability–upturned palms, tears on cheeks–had been the only thing he’d trusted. The wounded animal in his sternum reaching out for comfort, seeking safety in the fragility of others. Proof that he wasn’t the weakest one.

    Or: After spending Christmas with the Hollanders Ilya realises he has unfinished business in Moscow; namely, saying goodbye to his mother's grave and recovering the pieces of his history. Before meeting Shane at the cottage for their second summer together - and before upending his life and moving to another country once again - Ilya decides to return to his home city and attempt to lay his past to rest.

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    28 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    When Minho emerged from the public bathroom wearing the cardigan done up and tucked into the front of his pants and very clearly nothing else underneath Jisung’s mouth nearly hit the floor. There was far too much of Minho’s chest on display. The cardigan he had just put on over his own shirt felt stifling.
    “Hot,” Jisung stuttered as Minho stood in front of him. “I mean hi– I mean hi, I’m hot– in this sweater, I mean. This cardigan is hot.”
    Minho made a pretty valiant attempt at holding in his laughter, only letting a quiet chuckle escape. “Hi hot, I’m Lee Minho. I was looking for my boyfriend. He’s about five foot with brown eyes–”
    “Hey!” Jisung finally snapped out of his haze. “I’m five seven. There is one inch difference between us. One.” Jisung held up one finger threateningly.
    “Oh, I’m pretty sure I have a couple of inches on you baby.”
    Minho’s words dripped like spun sugar on a humid summer's day, sticky and cloying. Jisung shuddered, his pants tighter.

    Or: Minho and Jisung go on a Rose Day date. They're very in love and horny about it.

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    15 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 65

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    There he is– Lee Minho, in crisp 4K HD. His face looks normal– polished, polite, borderline charming even, if you don’t know any better. But he does know better. He knows the anatomy of his own disasters. He knows what’s coming.

    Because right there, timestamped and screen-recorded by at least ten fan accounts, is the exact moment he fumbles the question. His smile flickers for exactly 0.5 seconds, a tiny glitch in the matrix before his brain visibly crashes.

    “Ah,” says Minho-on-screen, expression blank, eyes screaming, “...Like the other members… you can say we met through business.

    Business.

    Business.

    or: Minho says he and Jisung "met through business"– and Jisung makes it his entire personality.

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    05 May 2026