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Hyukjae doesn't know what's chasing them.
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Hyukjae comes back to Donghae's hotel room after the surprise birthday ambush in Monterrey. Donghae has a lot of feelings about it.
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Hyukjae and Kyuhyun get married. (Kind of.) For the bit. (Maybe.)
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Donghae's mind reaches out. His fingers pinch the denim covering Hyukjae's knee. He is in one body in two places, and in both places he finds something like a—a loose thread, a single loose thread paralleled in the grand tapestry of the sky and the simpler weave of Hyukjae's jeans, and—
He pulls.
Donghae lays his head on Hyukjae's shoulder and breathes his way back home.
(Or: Five times mutant Donghae calls rain—and one time it rains without him.)
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After Waterbomb, Donghae shows his appreciation for the way Hyukjae's thighs look in those ripped jeans.
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you can take me hot to go by persimmonsandcats
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
07 Jun 2024
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“Okay,” Utahime says, massaging her temples, “you know what?”
“No.” Satoru says, and stares at the DM from Suguru so hard his vision starts to blur.
“Gojo Satoru.” She snaps her fingers in front of his face, disturbing his hyper-locked in view of the phone screen, and he blinks, the world coming back into focus.
“Huh?” He says.
“Okay, I have known you since you were, what? Twelve? Thirteen?”
Satoru makes an iffy sort of hand gesture. It was somewhere around there, who knows really. He can’t remember all that.
“Okay, so I say this with the full weight of well over a decade of…” She pauses, thinking.
“Friendship.” He supplies, nodding.
She stares at him dead-eyed.
“Acquaintanceship?” He tries, failing to stop the pout.
“Proximity.” She decides firmly.
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18 May 2026
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laughed so hard i physically could not read the fic because i was just fully crying.
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playing house by suguhito
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
05 Jan 2025
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“I’m a kid. You can’t leave me alone. That’s unsafe.” Megumi counters, pulling the phone away from his ear. His argument might have done more to sway Suguru if his voice wasn’t so deadpan.
“I’ll leave you with the guards. They’ll look after you until your dad gets there.”
“I can’t talk to strangers.”
“What am I, then?”
“That was an emergency. Also, you’re not a stranger anymore.” Megumi blinks. “You’re Suguru.”
Suguru fights the urge to slam his head against the pole in the middle of the train carriage. Instead, he says: “Can I talk to your dad?”
Megumi loses his dad on the train, and finds a certain tall, raven-haired man instead.
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- Part 1 of playing house
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17 May 2026
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Memoirs of time are engraved all over Kurosaki's body— in the numerous scars scattered across his skin, in the calluses etched into his palms from the patterned grip of his sword.
Grimmjow's skin, covered by a protective organ engineered to perfection, doesn't bear any witness to the relentless journey of time.
Grimmjow is changeless. Kurosaki's skin will wrinkle with time.
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25 Apr 2026
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memory that presses like a blade against my throat by voxofthevoid
Fandoms: Bleach (Anime & Manga)
17 May 2022
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There are silver streaks in Kurosaki’s hair. His expression isn’t set in the permanent frown Grimmjow’s used to—he’s not wearing much of an expression at all, face blank in a studied manner—but there are still faint lines on his forehead and softer, sweeter crinkles at the corners of his eyes and mouth. He’s broader in the shoulders and chest, and the lines of his body have softened.
This isn’t the boy he left behind.
“You’re old,” Grimmjow hears himself say.
Kurosaki’s careful non-expression breaks open into a crooked smile. His eyes glitter; they, at least, are that familiar warm brown, which soothes Grimmjow in a way he’s not keen on acknowledging.
“Older,” Kurosaki says. “And immortal ghost twunks don’t get to talk about my age.”
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14 Apr 2026
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The day was pleasantly clear at the riverside — picturesque with a bright blue sky and a gentle breeze, making it perfect for waiting until Ichigo's return from Soul Society, and yet here Kisuke was, surrounded by those he cared for the most, feeling quietly out of place.
A continuation of episode 366's last scene.
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02 Apr 2026