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The dark room around them was painted in a false evening light as Daniel’s mind swelled with drunken affection for his lost Alice. The boy’s psyche was a delicate house of cards. He’d filled out a decade of inconsistencies and holes with sweeping golden reverence. The woman in his mind was pleasantly faceless – dark eyes, dark curls, that shock of gold on her face reimagined as an unruly streak in the eyebrow. All that tenderness projected onto a woman who never was. All that anger left without a home.
New Year's Eve, 1999. Daniel meets a pretty stranger at a bar.
Armand meets the love of his life, one more time.Bookmarked by heartofnowhere
17 Mar 2026
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Three lost glimpses into the life of Daniel Molloy: 2018, 1996, and 1974.
He spent most of that year high. He spent the rest of it all different sorts of hungover. Sweating and throwing up, knocking back handfuls of aspirin that didn’t help, staying up all night bouncing off the walls and rambling nonsense into his tape recorder that he played back when he was halfway sober hoping to find a gem of hidden genius and getting confronted with the hallucinating delusions of a coked-up lunatic instead. He sleepwalked and had nightmares. He woke up choking on his own vomit as cold hands forced him over onto his side. This happened more than once. This happened more than twice. He had dreams which weren’t nightmares where he killed himself and then woke up dead with cold and lovely lips against his throat. His days were a haze. His nights were clear crystal color when he wasn’t too high to function; when he was just high enough to be the fun and pliant toy he was supposed to be; when he was sober enough to still get hard for his own personal demon incubus who came and slaughtered whoever he might have tricked into his bed that night as a pitiful offering of human sacrifice to his vengeful hating god.
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06 Mar 2026
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“You doing all right?” Daniel asks him.
Armand blinks. “No,” he says.
“Most honest you've been with me since I got here,” Daniel says. And then, because it seems like the thing to do, “I can clear out, if you need the place to yourself.”
“Whatever you prefer.” Armand's lips look chapped. Dehydration? He ate the kid with the sunglasses, but the smear he left took a lot of bleach to scrub away. Maybe Daniel should - “You won't be harmed,” Armand says, “regardless of your decision.”
“You got served divorce papers so hard it left a crater,” Daniel says, “and you're still poking around in people's heads.”
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- Part 1 of the polycule has a max occupancy
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04 Mar 2026
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In which Daniel Molloy may be forced to confront some issues.
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12 Feb 2026
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Nico Rosberg has been living his miserable single life for three years now. He's fine really, yeah he's divorced but who needs a wife when you're gay, right? But then Lewis Hamilton comes crashing back into his life and suddenly he cannot keep himself from spiraling.
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Lewis and Nico have a lot of unresolved problems. They're gonna be confronted with them now. Oh and Nico has way too many demons from his past haunting him.
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24 Sep 2025