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When they're home and they've shrugged off their outer layers, Helen turns to watch him unwrap the scarf from his neck and wolf-whistles, catching Max by surprise. He raises both eyebrows, but the crinkles at the corner of his eyes give away the smile he's suppressing.
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After the ambulance crash, Helen went through a round of IVF, which failed.
But what if it didn't?
(A canon-divergent rewrite of season 2 where Helen is pregnant and Max is still a complete idiot.)
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One-shots exploring the early days of Max and Helen's sex life.
(I set myself the challenge of doing sharpwin bingo entirely as smut prompts, and here we are.)
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the only thing I've ever known is true by equifinal for needle428
Fandoms: New Amsterdam (TV 2018)
30 Oct 2021
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Five times Max jokes about proposing, and one time he changes his mind.
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Maybe it's because she'd spent so long wondering what it would be like to care for Luna, and now that they're here she feels out of her depth and clumsy and full of self-doubt, the imaginary world where she'd slotted seamlessly into motherhood proving no match for the harsh reality of any of it.
Try as she might, Helen can't shake off the nagging feeling that she has something to prove.
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Samira Mohan doesn’t have a thing for Jack Abbot, she just has a thing for older men, hopefully.
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The "Samira dates old guys" fic
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26 Apr 2026
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Abbot lifted his head to look down at her. “See, that’s the post-traumatic stress. Something happens that your brain decides is a life or death situation. You have a massive adrenaline kick while it’s all happening, and then when it’s bleeding out of you on the comedown, your brain throws out anything that’s not completely vital. The amount of car crash patients we have who don’t even remember coming to the ER when they submit requests for their medical records for insurance… the brain’s a weird thing, Mohan.”
“Yeah,” she said, shooting him a look out of the side of her eyes. “It can even make you convinced you have to hurt yourself in order to seek external validation when the most logical course of action is rest.”
He snorted softly, shaking his head and leaning it back. “God,” he muttered, his cheeks stained pink. “Robby was right. You should have gone into psych.”
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A night shift from hell ends in Mohan giving Abbot a ride back to his place, where tensions finally boil over.
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06 Apr 2026
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Samira's head snaps up, her gaze seeking. And she begins to see what she's been missing this whole time.
Everywhere, everywhere. She witnesses evidence of herself.
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05 Apr 2026
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She eyes the prickly hair on her shins that’s just growing back in, trying to decide if it’s visible. Unfortunately, it most definitely is, and she lets out an annoyed noise as she gracelessly toes off her shoes again, a bit more violently than she might if she wasn’t as frustrated. Because there goes the outfit she chose. A yellow sundress that falls down to just above her knees is not exactly known for covering up her legs, after all.
This is what she gets for falling asleep mid-case study.
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Samira and how her relationship with her body hair changes.Bookmarked by equifinal
30 Mar 2026
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The first time Frank says it, Bill doesn’t even hear him.
Bill and Frank's story, told as a series of shared "thank yous".
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25 Feb 2023