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    “You know, one day you’re gonna meet someone you love so much you’ll want to toss all your stupid rules out the window just to be around them,” Jessica told him the day they broke up.

    God, Shane remembers thinking. I fucking hope not.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    “Okay, so, if you could go back in time and send one text message that you wrote but never sent, what would that text message be?”

    “What?” Dykstra’s eyebrows furrow together.

    “Wait, no, I get it,” Hayes nods eagerly, “We all have that one text we think about constantly, the one that we typed out and stared at for way too long before deleting it and sending something completely different.”

    “Or nothing at all,” Haas mumbles.

    There’s one that comes to Shane’s mind immediately.

    Only one, really.

    He’s thought about that night before a lot, he’s thought about what might’ve happened if he had sent that text. He thinks that, maybe, they could’ve figured their shit out a little bit sooner if there had been that extra ounce of vulnerability between the both of them.

    Shane thinks that if he could go back in time to send that text message, maybe he would.

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    OR, Shane has his first official hang out with the Ottawa Centaurs, they play truth or dare, and he ends up telling Ilya about the "we didn't even kiss" text.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    This, Shane thinks to himself, is what love is. Love is driving through Boston traffic for the first time in his boyfriend's sports car. Love is listening to his boyfriend's devilish voice in his ear. Love is washing his boyfriend's hair and knowing he would brush his teeth for him if things came down to that.

    or, during the year between the cottage and Ottawa, Ilya gets sick and Shane's a good boyfriend about it.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “I see,” Ilya’s voice was low and dangerous, “You don’t want me to fuck you like a girl, you want me to fuck a baby into you, huh Hollander?”

    Instantly, Shane was so hard that he could barely see straight.

    “Yes,” he moaned, so loudly that his voice echoed off the walls of his bedroom, “Yes I- That’s what I want.”

    Or, Shane wants Ilya to get him pregnant.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “You know why I got them, yes?”

    “I know why you think you got them.”

    “Is our anniversary.”

    “No, it’s not.”

    The sound of Shane’s stick blade hitting another puck reverberated through the otherwise empty rink.

    “I am the kind of guy who remembers those things,” Ilya leaned as close as he dared, snatching one of the pucks and taking a shot of his own before Shane could go again. He let out a pleased hum at himself as it sank into the upper left corner.

    “You’re fucking not. You’re the kinda guy who gets his roommate flowers to be an asshole, actually. You know, I’ve never met a single other person who’s ever done that.”

    Ilya gave an exaggerated pout, “You are being mean to me on our roommate anniversary.”

    “Are you going to do this every fucking year?”

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    Ilya buys Shane flowers to celebrate the anniversary of them living together in their university apartment. Shane finds this a particularly asshole move from Ilya, considering they started living together in September and it's currently January. They spend most of the day arguing about it, until Shane finally comes clean about the deeper reason his roommate's "gift" has left him so off-kilter all day.

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    27 Jun 2026